Not I'm the Choice
2

Hana looked at her face and body in the mirror reflection in front of her, blue wounds and other wounds could be seen all over her body. Wounds were obtained in this body because of the actions of Satria who often beat him if the man was in a bad mood or when the two were having a big fight.

Satria did not hesitate to throw a punch on her body, the man would be a temperament only to her, especially if Hana offended her husband's lovers.

"Mama!"

The screams spread the reverie of Hana who was busy stroking the bruises on her side, the wounds he got from a powerful kick from Satria.

Hurriedly he put back on his home shirt and stepped over to Amel who was in a lounge, watching cartoons.

"Hey, baby, why?"

"Amel drowsiness mah, want to sleep." the boy yawned wide, his eyes closed softly while scratching his head.

"Yes I'm there now, baby love you too."

Hana gave a small glance at Satria who was descending the stairs with her hasty steps towards the front door. Hana ignored, she chose to hold Amel and take him into the room of both of them.

"Mamaa." call Amel quietly when he wants to close his eyes to sleep.

"Dear, what do you want, heum?" he said, stroking Amel's hair. He lay down next to Amel, whose eyes were closed but reopened.

"Papa said, Amel will have a new mama, right? Then Amel will have a mama dong?" said Amel, considering the words of Satria earlier who said that he would later have a new mama.

Hana froze for a moment, then replied. "Maybe it means papa Oma, baby. It's also mom, mommy dad and mom." obviously Hana made Amel nod in understanding, then went back to sleep that had been delayed.

Lying if Hana is not sick to hear Amel's innocent speech, lying if Hana does not understand the meaning of the new mama Satria told Amel. The fear that he had been feeling again struck, fearing that something he did not like would happen.

"Mamaa.." suddenly Amel's soft and soft voice came back to make his daydream.

"Yes, honey? Why wake up again, heum?"

"Mama's a darling too, Amel. Too bad!" he kissed the head of the old Amel.

Maybe Satria is not aware yet, maybe Satria is having fun with everything she does. Hana is sure that someday Satria will come to her, hug and kiss her. He said he loved Hannah too.

People say love comes from being used to it. Maybe three years is still not enough for Satria to love him, then haechan should be able to be more patient to face Satria, he is sure that Satria will slowly love him back.

***

Nah!

Hana was wrong, everything she thought would go easily was all wrong! Everything he lived, everything he built and fought for would never yield satisfactory results. Only the return wound, no happiness, not the least!

There ain't!

His hopes were crushed when Satria came and said that the man who became her husband would marry his dei-lover. What makes Hana even more sick is when Satria says that Desi is pregnant.

Pregnant son of Satria, her legal husband.

"this-this blame? I-I'm sure you're just joking." said Hana blustering her head in disbelief, this is all hard to accept.

"Why am I joking, a waste of time. Desi's pregnant with my son and I'll marry her soon! Tomorrow morning I'll meet my parents and talk to them about this." Satria was about to leave, but her hand was quickly held back by Hana whose face was already filled with tears.

"Hiks, I-I beg you not to leave me and Amel, he needs you papa! I-I beg you not, Satria. Hicks." Hana was already kneeling under Satria's feet, her body collapsed not strong with the problems she was experiencing now.

His heart hurts, so hurt. It feels like just dying.

"Do you want me to be polygamous?"