Not Struggled (R4)
°BDJ 46 : BEST GIFTS
BDJ 46: BEST GIFTS
“Have felt much better, Ar-Rumi?”
With a slow movement, Muezza and Mauza were lowered from the sling. Along with the nod of the head he gave. I don't know how long he cried in silence. What was more embarrassing was that she was crying in front of her future husband.
For Alea, crying was one form of weakness. He felt very weak when he shed tears. Now she looks weak in front of her husband-to-be. Alea was a little embarrassed. Really, Alea was embarrassed. But how else. It's all been happening. However, Alea was also grateful that there were people accompanying her besides Muezza, Izaan, Mauza, and Jarrah. Usually the anabul—anak bung—it that accompany Alea when happy or sad.
“Forget about the one who caused you pain,” said the man who was currently sitting cross-legged in front of Alea with Izaan and Jarrah in his lap. The two anabuls looked to play with the man who worked as the pilot.
“Forget someone who made you sick. Qur’an letter At-Taubah verse forty,” added Nathan. He tried to make Alea understand that sometimes forgetting can be an option.
“So I know something about Annante and sir Louis?” asked Alea in a small voice.
“No,” replied Nathan honestly. “I also just found out. However, as a man I already knew that since the beginning CEO Anderson harbored a sense of interest towards you.”
“….”
“Will this newly revealed truth affect your decision to consider our marriage?”
“InsyaAllah, no.” Alea answered as she folded Nathan's moist handkerchief into smaller pieces. “I was just surprised to find out if the person I trusted turned out to have played fire.”
“Sometimes, we're only reunited temporarily. Not to be united forever.”
“….”
“There are many ways God can make us miserable as a place to test our faith. If today you know the true nature of your close friend, you should be grateful because Allah azza wajalla still opens your eyes and heart in order to leave toxic humans behind said friend.”
Nathan doesn't have many friends. It was not because he was picky friends, but rather because the people who wanted to be friends with Nathan ended up running away one by one, for the reason of not one frequency. For example, if there is a party event held at a night entertainment venue or the like, Nathan will immediately refuse to join. Wh why? Because of Nathan's mindset which each holds fast to eastern culture.
Nathan shunned what Allah had azza wajalla prohibition. Such as alcoholic drinks, b—bi meat, extramarital or adultery sexual relations, dating or being alone with the opposite sex, and so on. Therefore Nathan rarely had friends if his friends were not tolerant of the religion and principles that Nathan held.
Speaking of dating or being alone between a man and a woman who are not muhrim in a quiet or hidden place, what is currently Nathan and Alea including khalwat?
They are currently sitting in the reading room of the Keevanzar Radityan Al-Faruq family. The house where Muezza, Izaan, Mauza, and Jarrah live is behind a specially designed glass room.
“You've been feeling better, Ar-Rumi?”
“Iya, sis. Why indeed?”
Nathan scratched his nape while smiling faintly. “We must not sit together for long, because we do not have a bond that makes us able to talk to each other as we please.”
“Astaghfirullah haladzim,” Alea immediately beristigfar while moving from his sitting position. But he kept his eyes on. Gadhul bashar's. Alea almost forgot that since then they were just the two of them and were accompanied by Muezza, Izaan, Mauza, and Jarrah.
“Sister Nathan came here to see papa, didn't he? Sorry to have kept brother here long enough. Papa is resting in the guest room for refusing to sleep in the master room upstairs.”
“I did come to visit Anzar. However, I never mind to accompany you.” even if I have to accompany you for the rest of my life.Nathan continued inwardly.
“But ...we have khalwat, sis,” lirih Alea with small voice.
“We are not both, but six.”
“Call brother meant?”
“Muezza and his brothers are with us,” Nathan replied in a tone about.
“But still, brother. We've been khalwat. We must ask forgiveness for the great sin we have committed.”
“Alea.”
“We have to do the sunnah prayer repent while...” Alea no longer continued her sentence when she realized that there was something ambiguous in her sentence. “I mean, brother and sister Alea salat sunnah each to ask for forgiveness.”
Nathan silently smiled at the misbehavior of the heart. “You can rest easy, Alea. Because from earlier we did not khalwat.”
“Sister means? Obviously, we were just the two of us. Um, meaning with Muezza, Izaan, Mauza, and Jarrah.”
“There's mama also here.”
Alea turned his head in the direction where the familiar voice sounded. It turned out to be true, there was a mother who had been sitting not far from Alea and Nathan Lesehan's place.
“Mama ....since when did you sit there?”
“Then your daughter cries,” replied Airra. “Alea is not dating Nathan, as mom has also been here since earlier.”
“Not that mama wanted to check papa's condition?”
“No need to bother, aunt.”
“Not bothered. Please wait a minute, son-in-law. You must be thirsty.”
“Iya, auntie,” replied Nathan in a slightly clumsy voice.
“Mama go inside first for a while,” said Airra before actually leaving Alea and Nathan.
The two children of Adam who are now standing face to face with a distance that stretches long enough to look clumsy with each other. Some days they feel so close. Like knowing each other. But now he is back like a stranger.
“Kak.”
“Hm?”
“Thank you.”
“For?”
“Time that you have taken while accompanying Alea,” Alea said while looking down. Focusing his gaze on the engagement ring circling his ring finger. Rings that are not can be said to be cheap, even if the model is simple.
Geasya—ibu Nathan—who designed Nathan dana Alea's engagement ring model. Until now Nathan's mother also likes to send things to Alea. Starting from bags, gowns, hijab, niqab, jewelry, to other small items. Nathan's parents were good. Especially her mother, because Geasya is a typical friendly and royal mother.
“Sama-sama,” Nathan said as he flashed a smile that he could not bear anymore.
Ali Bin Abi Thalib once said, ‘If you are trying to melt someone's heart, then melt it through Do’a.’
Perhaps, today is the answer from do’a that Nathan always said. Do’a in each prostration that is cast in one third of the night. inside the do’a, the, tucked in the same name that Nathan always introduced to Allah azza wajalla that the owner of the name is what Nathan wants to get to be a future wife who will perfect his religion. Now Nathan has realized that Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful, has granted him do’.
It only takes one more step, namely the belief of the idol in order to be immediately redacted in the near future. However, as time goes on, there are obstacles and obstacles that continue to be haphazard. Nathan hope, whatever the ordeal, that he and the future wife remain Istiqomah until officially become husband and wife.
“Kakak can wait in the living room first. Alea ...mau check papa,” said Alea, breaking the silence that once controlled the atmosphere between them.
“Hm.”
“Later Alea will tell papa if brother comes again to visit.”
“No need. Let om Anzar rest. I can come again tomorrow to visit,” Nathan said. He did not want to disturb the break time of the prospective in-laws.
Alea nodded in understanding as she moved to leave Nathan. However, before actually leaving the man, his familiar voice that had always been pleasant to hear, said.
“Alea, did you know snow is a winter gift.”
“Hm?”
“While flowers are spring gifts.”
“Hmm?”
“Wa anta ajmal hadiyah pii hayaatii.”
A sentence of millions of meanings. One sentence, yet able to make Alea very happy. One sentence, but managed to make a part of Alea sure if the sentence also applied to her. Wa anta ajmal hadiyah pii hayaatii—and you are the most beautiful gift of my life.
Nathan is not a typical man who talks a lot. However, once speaking the meaning is always deep alias deep. Know Keevan’ar Radityan Az-zzioi? About Alea? Alea's father's sister?
Middle-aged men who work as Army TNI who are also personnel from Special Forces Command or KOPASUS with red beret characteristics. Well, Nathan's nature is at a glance the same as Van’ar. Rarely talk, more emphasis on action and action. However, upon speaking, melted bestie's biological heart. The words that came out of his mouth seemed to have been carefully considered, so his damage was so terrible.
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