Not Struggled (R4)
°BDJ 64: GOODBYE

BDJ 64: GOODBYE

“Lucas why go home alone? Who did you go with?”

As a brother who did not care for his only sister, Louis began to act more familiar since the brother was so crazy to stick to him. Though he personally did not want to get close to Lucas, for fear of bringing bad influence. As a brother, he wanted the best for his sister.

“So go with Eonni. But, after returning from the shopping mall, Eonni got sick. Nausea, vomiting, to headaches,” the story.

The face of the boy surnamed Kim looked grim as he told a story. He did come home alone, delivered by Lea's personal driver who of course can be trusted to bring Lucas home safely.

“Now where is Eonni Lea?” now it was Nata's turn to ask. He was just about to let the firstborn go, when the youngest returned. The young man's gloomy face immediately became the center of their attention.

“Eonni go.”

“Where to go dear?” Nata asked as she hugged the tiny body of the son that started to tremble. It looks like Lucas is in shock, sad, also confused. “Hospital?”

“No. Eonni said he wanted to go home to the apartment.”

“Ok. Then now Lucas don't cry. Eonni must be fine. Later we call Eonni Lea and ask her.”

“Good, Eomma.”

Lucas answered even though tears had washed his face. He was not crying because he was afraid to go home alone without being accompanied, but because of fear mixed sad to see the beautiful face of Eonni Lea who looked pale because it held the discomfort of the turmoil caused by hydrochloric acid in the stomach. Lucas thought that Lea was sick because of her trouble for Lea all day. Though not for that reason Lea sick, nausea, vomiting, to dizziness. Except because of the effects arising from the presence of new life in the womb Lea.

“Hyung,” call Lucas.

The little boy in his mother's arms realized Louis's secret departure. Louis, who realized his efforts were in vain, turned back and looked at the younger brother.

“What's up? anything Lucas wants?”

“Nothing,” replied Lucas while shaking his head. “Do Hyung know where Eonni Lea is going?”

“Go?”

“Iya, Eonni Lea will go to a very far place,” beber Lucas while hiding a part of his face on the shoulder of the mother. “Do Hyung know how long Eonni went?”

Louis shook his head with an indecipherable look. He just found out about the information, so how should he answer?

“Listen Hyung. Eonni Leah was not the first time to go to a faraway place. All that Eonni did because Eonni had a job there. Later if the work is done, Eonni will definitely be back here soon.”

Louis finally made his voice open. However, he still has feelings, so it is not hearty if you have to constantly see the sad one on the face of the person he loves.

About Lea who went to a far place, the woman will definitely attend a fashion week event in one of the Middle East countries. Lea talked about fashion this week. One of the fashion events that he wanted to join for a long time, but only this time he received an honorary invitation to come directly as a participant.

Lea must have gone for that reason. If not for that reason, why else would Lea go? Leah has been going to various countries for work.

After succeeding in calming Lucas, Louis just left the residence of his parents. He chose to return to the apartment, because it was no longer possible to go to the company when his emotions were unstable. After all, he also thought about Lea who said she was sick. The woman was nauseous, vomiting, even attacked by dizziness. Whereas throughout the memory that Louis remembered, Lea was rarely sick, because the endurance possessed by Lea's body was strong. Plus Lea is a follower of a healthy lifestyle— as are the super seasoned models out there.

As a super model who works with famous brands such as Victoria’s Secret, Dior, Dolce & Gabbana, Burberry, Louis Vuitton, Channel, Channel, and many more—makes Lea inevitably have to be good at maintaining the condition of his body to always be healthy and fit.

Thirty minutes and fifteen seconds Louis spent driving. While on his way to his super-luxury penthouse in Manhattan, he has repeatedly contacted Lea. But the phone number of the Korean model was busy, so it could not receive a call from Louis. Until Louis boarded the elevator, he still tried to contact Lea.

Lie if Louis doesn't worry a little. He was worried, honestly. Leah rarely gets sick. Once seriously ill, even when Lea attended Fashion Week in Milan when she was not even 17 years old. At that time Lea was sick due to malnutrition.

After having a stroke, Lea's previous manager asked Lea for an extreme diet in order to get the ideal body shape. Lea is forbidden to eat, and is only allowed to swallow cotton that has been dipped in lemon juice or orange juice if hungry.

“Lea!”

Call Louis when you open the penthouse door. He has contacted the Lea— manager and assistant he said the woman did not have an important work schedule today.Most likely Lea must be in the penthouse. However, instead of the beautiful woman he got upon entering the penthouse, Louis was instead greeted by an essential silence.

“Lea,” call Louis with a voice that starts to swallow.

“Lea.”

Louis walked deeper. The master room was the first room he went to. However, the beautiful woman was not there.

“Anna, please. I don't want to joke.”

Anna is Lea's little name. The call that Louis made to Lea when they were children. However, after deciding to establish a relationship with FWB aka friend with benefit, Louis almost never again called Lea by the name of Anna. Though the call was very special, because only Louis called Lea with the call.

“Anna!”

Louis did not return to the penthouse a few days ago, busy preparing a devious plan to kidnap Alea. Therefore, he did not know when all the belongings of Leah vanished with the owner. Though all this time the plan to move never once triggered from the lips of Lea.

Nevertheless, why now the woman just left without talking first. What reason? Louis needs an explanation. Damnit.

Louis was wearing black hair in frustration. He then took out his smartphone again to call Lea's number, but again the result was nil.

“F*ck,” umpat Louis wrathful while throwing flat objects output of the famous brand to the wall.

He then walked quickly to another room commonly occupied by Lea. Still the results were the same, there was no sign of Lea in the room. All the items related to Lea had disappeared. Leave one thing, left on Louis' desk, left it, a small photo frame that prints Louis and Lea's image as the two had just graduated from one of South Korea's favorite high schools.

In the photo Lea appears to smile broadly while hugging one arm Louis, while Louis himself appears to display a flat face towards the camera.

When Louis' hand stretched out to retrieve the object, it turned out that there was a post that Lea deliberately left behind. On top of the post were the words that made Louis' breathing stop for a while.



To me you are perfect (For me you are perfect)

✈️✈️

“You are already sure of the decision you took?”

The woman with the pale face that was rummaging through the contents of the suitcase did not respond. He was busy looking for something in the suitcase, but never found it.

“Lea, please listen to me!”

“I'm sure the shirt was here,” monologue the owner of the name.

“What are you looking for?” with a small sigh, Lea's manager finally intervened to help.

“Black oversized T-shirt.”

“Owns father from your baby?”

“Hmm.”

“For?”

“Akused,” Reply Lea accordingly.

“Not that you have decided to stay away from all things related to—“

“Can!” exclaim Lea girang. Her pale beautiful face seemed to be shaded by satisfied lines.

He then lifted the black oversized T-shirt he had been looking for aloft. Then sniff the distinctive smell of the owner of the black oversized T-shirt so that the wishes of the baby in the womb are fulfilled.

“Jeez, Lea. I'm really out of words seeing your behavior,” manager Lea said. Since Lea claimed to be two-bodied, there was indeed a strange desire that Lea expressed. Fortunately, that desire can still be overcome.

“We leave for the airport now, Kak.”

Lea moved from her position while bringing Louis' black oversized T-shirt to use. He did ‘steal’ a few pieces of T-shirt that Louis used as anticipation. Although she had just had her first pregnancy, Lea had learned a lot from what she had read. Unlike most women who immediately think negatively when they find themselves pregnant out of wedlock, Lea can still think rationally because she considers the baby in her womb as a gift.

At first Lea was also surprised to find that she was two-bodied. That fact was only discovered after Lea suddenly fell ill. When examined by his personal doctor, Lea is advised to go directly to the polystyrene. Lea must be wondering, why should she come to polystyrene? It turns out that after fulfilling the doctor's proposal, Lea knew that he was not sick, but was two-bodied.

“You have rethought about your decision to take a break from the world of modeling? Before I send confirmation to clients and ambassadors, you can still change your mind.”

“Iya, Brother. I've thought about everything mature. I'll take a break from modeling during pregnancy.”

“Good. Then you get ready, let me contact the client and ambassador who is still under contract. We will go to the airport in less than thirty minutes.”

Lea nodded. After his understanding manager, he dropped himself on the edge of the bed. Two tears immediately fell from each of her eyelids without being prevented. It is not easy to try to stay strong, even though his heart has been crushed dimly in the chest.

“Goodbye, Louis. May regrets come so slowly, so that you feel the corresponding pain later.”

💐💐

TB

Response 05-09-22