Not Struggled (R4)
°BDJ 72 : ADDICTION
BDJ 72: ADDICTION
At the age of Nathan lived almost twenty-eight years, he had diagnosed himself with a mental disorder named Alexithymia. Alexithymia is a mental condition associated with difficulty expressing emotions. Makes some people lose their passion.
Nathan once suspected he had Alexithymia, because his life used to feel so dull. He has both parents who love him and care about him. However, it still feels like there is something lacking in Nathan's life. He felt his passion for life only revolved around the need to boast of both parents.
Therefore, Nathan spent more time studying and tutoring, rather than playing like his peers. If there is any time to play, it will be spent with his sister—Gean. The habit carries over into adulthood. Nathan can even spend more than 20 hours working, as well as setting aside 2-3 hours to close the eyes.
When it comes to studying harder for college entrance tests, for example, Nathan will only close his eyes 1 or 2 hours per day. Normally, an adult human needs about 7 hours per day to rest.
Later, Allah azza wajalla kindly brought a slight change to Nathan's life. The beginning comes from an accidental meeting at the airport. Leads to Nathan's interest in a new passion, so that he can get to know more about the object of his interest. In the end Nathan knew more about the girl at the airport. Daughter of her father's old friend. Part of the Radityan family that had made Nathan fall in love at first sight.
Now, thanks to the will of Allah azza wajalla too, finally Nathan can be very free to the owner of the heart. Can see it up close without fear of sin, even touch it at will. How was Nathan unhappy to find the desire that had been buried in the heart realized? Even if he could, Nathan wanted to stop spending more time with his wife.
A woman who is so awake her beauty. Women who are so closed from the outside world, but save a lot of beauty behind the clothes’I that she used as a form of self-readiness to the obligations of a Muslimah.
Seen again a beautiful face that looks peaceful and beautiful on top of the contest. Sturdy bicep-clad sleep and comfortable chest area to lean on.
Not bored, Nathan continued to observe every feature on the wife's face that was so beautiful in his eyes. White, clean natural facial skin, well-arranged eyebrows, a pair of naturally-treated lashes, hide a pair of heart-soothing shady neutrals. Down, there is a small nose, tiny, but bangir. Not spared also the tiny lips that have been protected by a covering cloth. The shape is beautiful, red like a fresh cherry. Framed by an oval-shaped facial line, it makes his wife's face look very small, tiny, but very fitting according to Nathan.
Probably thirty minutes ago, Nathan looked at Alea without any boredom. The existing even cultivates the taste that is increasingly fertile in the heart.
It felt like all this was still like a dream. Therefore, Nathan became reluctant to move from the contest because he did not want to disturb the wife's deep sleep. However, how else, in a few minutes the call to perform worship will surely reverberate.
“Zaujati (my wife),” call Nathan at last.
Nathan tried to call his wife in the softest voice he ever let out. While touching the long black mane of the wife. The mane she first saw last night, after the wife used all her courage to open the veil in front of her husband. As a result, Nathan is now addicted to inhaling the fragrant aroma that comes from the wife's black mane, plus the addiction to touching the black mane that reaches the hip length.
“Zaujati (my wife), wake up. We must immediately clean ourselves for the congregation's morning prayers.”
Angels moving. More precisely, opening eyes. That simple gesture alone was so successful that Nathan's heart warmed. The euphoria of waking up in the morning, being treated to the sight of a beautiful face of a woman who has not even been married a day, really makes Nathan's happy feelings reach the maximum level. He is happy, happy, grateful. Because in the end after such a long struggle, they can unite in a sacred bond called marriage.
“Build, Zaujati (my wife). Are you planning to wake up together with the publication of Surya?”
Hearing her husband's temptation, Alea opened her eyes. Actually, he had been awake since then, but he did not immediately open his eyes because he was too embarrassed. Who wouldn't want to be stared at so intensely by a man as handsome as Nathan? Plus, their current position is very intimate.
Alea remembered very well that last night they slept facing one direction, the right. Recalling sleep towards the right as the cleric says sunah. However, when you wake up in the morning, why is it so—tasleep while facing and hugging. Honestly, Alea was so embarrassed at the moment, that she had no choice but to keep closing her eyes.
“I know you've opened your eyes, Zaujati (my wife),” Nathan whispered as he slipped some children's hair behind the wife's ear. “You till when we lay like this hm?”
Alea. There is no other way but to give up.
“Good morning, Zaujati (my wife).”
Nathan greets the wife at first sight with a good morning, plus a warm smile.
“Sleep you soundly?”
Alea did not answer. His voice was too difficult to let out because he was too embarrassed. So, he chose to nod. Then follow a thin smile.
“We should immediately clean ourselves, then carry out one of the morning congregation.”
Alea responded again through head movements. Nathan was anxious to see it himself. He then with lightning speed stole a kiss on the forehead of the wife.
“My ar-rumi is really adorable,” he praised.
Alea couldn't stand it. Really, being close to a man who hadn't even married her a day, made Alea's heart unwell. His heart rate so not rattled, Alea worried that the heart was dislodged in there.
“Go clean up, Zaujati (my wife). Let me take care of the bed,” said Nathan when they both had moved from the contest.
Alea certainly gave a rejection. Taking care of the bed and so on is the duty of a wife, not the duty of a husband. Moreover, this was the first day Alea officially held the status of a wife, the time she immediately ignored her duties and responsibilities.
“This kind of work is not entirely the duty of a wife, Zaujati (my wife). I as a husband can also help.”
“Go clean up, then I have one small request.”
“A-pa it, Brother?” ask Alea.
“Please prepare clothes and prayer tools for me, like last night. I am very happy to use whatever you have prepared for me, Zaujati (my wife).”
Alea smiled as she nodded. A limited edition smile that is only shown to select people. “Good, Brother. I'll prepare for Brother.”
“One more,” added Nathan. “Hm, can you change your call for me, Zaujati (my wife)? Buckle-embel ‘kak’ it feels not right for us who have officially become husband-wife.”
More precisely, Nathan doesn't want someone out there to mistake them for siblings on the road together.
“Lalu ....I have to call with what designation?”
“As of you, Zaujati (my wife). Most importantly you feel comfortable when using that call.” Nathan touched the head of the wife. I bought it twice.
“M-us.”
“Hm?” nathan's response was quick, so sensitive. “That sounds like a better call.” Nathan widened his smile. Warmly re-absorbed into every wall in his heart. “I love to hear you call me that, Zaujati (my wife). Love it.”
“Ya already.” Alea Bumbling. He then looked at the husband for a while, before taking a swing to immediately go to the bathroom. “A-ku take a shower first, Mas.”
“Naam, Zaujati (yes, my wife).” Nathan retorted with a teasing tone that was still slightly tucked away in his words.
Nathan seems to get a new habit, in addition to staring at the beautiful face of the wife who makes opium, stroking the mane of the wife is soft and fragrant, plus tempting the wife. Wallahi, Nathan loved every decree He had set. Including the decision about him and Alea who finally made a match. Really liked it.
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The wedding ceremony at the Radityan residence never failed when it arrived in time. In the past, the first marriage that was very luxurious fell on the marriage of Van’ar and Aurra in the second generation. They were married militarily, considering Van’ar was an Officer-ranking State Servant. A series of events were held, not least the sacred procession named sword pora. Reception was even carried out for three days and three nights, inviting various guest starts from various groups. Reception that carries the theme of the garden party managed to conjure the Radityan residence into a palace in the fairyland. Almost all parts with a beautiful view in the Radityan mansion are used in the wedding reception Van’ar and Aurra— which was originally prepared for the wedding of Anzar and Aurra.
After the marriage of Van’ar and Aurra, Anzar and Airra did not want to lose the start. They were married shortly after, about a year after Van’ar and Aurra got married. At the wedding of Anzar and Airra, they held a reception for two days and two nights, for refusing the reception for three days and three nights. Their marriage carries the theme of garden party and memories, not just a garde party. Even so, luxury is also still visible even though they want to display a simpler theme.
While in the history of the most complicated marriage is the youngest Lunar—si wedding. Fortunately, Lunar's husband was very patient in responding to all the wishes of his wife. Carrying the Princess Disneyland-style theme, the Radityan mansion was changed to be exactly like the kingdom in Disney's fairyland. At the Lunar wedding also, the private flower garden owned by the late Silvia—grandmother they participated in was transformed into a favorite part for invited guests.
After the Lunar wedding, no more lavish weddings were held. Given that Arsyad was married first, held the Kabul ijab in Bogor. Then postpone the wedding reception, given the bride's early age. Reception also never held, until finally they chose to go public at the age of the fourth marriage. The decision to go public has been decided by parents, so they made a small event titled ‘wedding surprise’ on a private island.
Now, the wedding is held again with luxury. From the dowry alone has been a warm conversation since yesterday. Plus many beautiful souvenir notes they get from Nathan and Alea's wedding. Souvenirs do not always have to be luxurious and expensive, but must contain the meaning implied in it.
“If you are tired, you can rest for a while in the room, Zaujati (my wife).”
Nathan is actually a man who is easily sensitive to circumstances. Therefore, he began to know if the wife showed signs of fatigue.
“Alea is okay, Mas.”
“You look tired, Zaujati (my wife). You better rest first. Come on, let me take you to the room,” Nathan said as he touched the soft wife's back. Do not forget to give a thin smile, so that the wife will obey his orders on this one.
However, the wife did not have time to answer, the presence of two beautiful women who boarded the pelaminan suddenly attracted attention.
Who doesn't know the two of them? Two faces from Arga’s Air, Nathan's family-owned airline. Damn again, they were both two women who had expressed their love for the groom. And then, all of a sudden they're both coming to the sewer.
“Halo, Capt Nathan. We've come to fulfill a special invitation from Captain.”
Until one of the two of them opened his voice, attracting as well as the entire attention of Alea.
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Response 15-09-22