Retaliation of the Sick Wife
Sessi Curse
Telling personal problems to others who are trusted is venting. Today, Gisell woke up weighing should he confide in Kanaya. Yesterday when Papa Jaya and Mama Sasmita visited him, Gisell was indeed advised to be able to chat a lot with Kanaya.
Amidst his doubts, Gisell finally decides to contact Kanaya, his former sister-in-law who is already like her own brother.
Kanaya
Rang
“Halo Kak Naya ..” greet Gisell when the call is connected.
Across the street, Kanaya answered Gisell. “Hai, Gisell .. how are you? It's been a long time since you contacted me. You healthy?” ask Kanaya who looks excited.
“Iya Kak .. some time I feel very stuck with my lecture.” lamented to Kanaya through the phone call. “Sister, can I chat. Anything I want to tell you?” ask Gisell over that mobile call.
Kanaya smiled, “Of course you can .. You're like my own sister, Sell. Don't worry. What's up?”
Gisell was lying down and his eyes glared at the ceiling of his room before speaking, “Kak .. There was a man close to me.”. Opened the vent session by saying that there was a man who was currently close to him.
Hearing the story from Gisell, of course Kanaya was happy. Even the woman also commented on the smile of hearing the opening sentence from Gisell.
“Then, how to Sell?” ask Kanaya. A question that honestly asked Gisell to go back to tell him.
“However, I'm afraid Kak ..” Gisell continued as the girl bit her fingernails. A sign that Gisell is panicking and feeling insecure.
Across the street Kanaya sighed listening to Gisell. A fear that Gisell experienced seemed to seize the attention of Kanaya. Kanaya asked Gisell again.
“What are you afraid of?” kanaya asked with her voice that sounded so soft.
“I'm afraid, if in the end it will be treated badly by the man. Or it could be that the man has ulterior motives with me.” said Gisell.
“Try to tell me clearly first, Sell.” pinta Kanaya who asked Gisell to tell a clear and certainly more open story.
Because if Gisell still tried to hold back and not be open, Kanaya could not listen to everything. If you provide a solution, Kanaya is confused about where to provide a solution from.
“There was a man in my good college and now quite close to me Kak .. The man's name is Gibran, a good young man and also from Indonesia, he lives in Bandung. From his good attitude all this time, he seems to like me. It's just, I'm afraid to continue the relationship to a more serious level. One day, Gibran once told me that if I wanted to, he would marry after we both graduated from college. It's just, I'm not sure. I was too scared to go to the next level. I'm afraid what happened to Naya will happen to me. Being treated badly by her own husband, being rejected, and also worse accepting verbal abuse. It was all, obviously because of my weight. I'm still fat, brother. Could there be a man who accepts me sincerely?” gisell's story eventually goes to Kanaya.
Indeed, sometimes, people will make the experience of others as a benchmark. But the way of life of one person with another is clearly different. However, it was not entirely Gisell's fault that he had such thoughts and fears. All of that is based on her being an eyewitness to how Kanaya used to be treated badly by her own kayak, Darren. Indirectly, what he had seen instead became like a traumatic event in his brain.
Across there Gisell nodded, “Iya Kak .. Kak Naya how did she receive Doctor Bisma? What makes Brother sure to accept it?” ask Gisell this time. It was possible that the answer Kanaya gave would be able to help her to decide her decision later.
“Bagiku .. Mas Bhishma is a very nice guy, we used to be one class in High School. Besides, the first time we met him he knew how big I was. Yes, I met her while I was still XXL weight, but she treated me well. He liked me apparently since we were both in High School, for me it was proof that he was not affected by the size of my body before. If anyone motivates me to change, it's my husband. From a long time ago, he motivated me to try, change, even I can this diet a little much because of his words.” Kanaya story.
In this case Kanaya was just telling a story, not intending to patronize or judge Gisell. At least they tell each other, the decisions taken will be returned to the person concerned.
Gisell nods to each story from Kanaya, but she is grateful that her brother has found happiness with the man who loves her and motivates her at any time.
“So, what do you think Kak should be?” gisell asked this time for an opinion from Kanaya.
Not immediately answering, Kanaya seemed to think first and try to give advice that is certainly right for Gisell.
“Convince yourself first, Sell. When your brain is still in doubt, try asking your heart. What do you want, how confident are you with the steps you take, does he really love you? Everything will be tested by time. Time will test the truth of love. Therefore, ask your heart first. I don't want you to make a decision based solely on my advice. However, if you take a decision, I want it to be purely the result of your decision no intervention from anyone. If the man is good, his every behavior and speech will reflect his kindness. Just ... I want to advise you, do not feel inferior to our own circumstances. A lot of weight does not make a person slump. Have a positive mindset and keep affirming to yourself that my image is not determined by others. My image is shaped by myself. Spirit yes Sell .. I'm sure you will find the answer.” said Kanaya.
Across the street, Gisell nodded. “Iya Kak .. ah, it feels good to be able to tell with you, Brother. I feel like I am now a little more confident, Brother is already like Bestie to me. Thank you brother, next time I will call you again, do not get bored to listen to my vent.” said Gisell across there.
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Dear All My Bestiee,
Stop by the work of my other friends too. Please leave a trace there too.
Thanks for everything..
The Love U All...
Kirana🧡🧡