Retaliation of the Sick Wife
Sandra's Depressed Feeling

After returning home from the residence of Jaya Wardhana, Darren, Sandra, and baby Ravendra returned home to Sandra's apartment. At that time, Sandra felt something strange from her husband. Not that night actually, but it's been a few weeks since Darren was released from prison.

Yes, Sandra sensed that Darren looked half-hearted with her. Sandra thought it was possible that it was because of Sandra's body shape that was so fat. Last time he weighed his body weight, it was at 80 kilograms. It could be said that is the most weight in Sandra.

While tonight, Sandra emboldened herself to ask Darren directly. Rather than Sandra just perceiving herself, it was better for her to ask Darren directly.

“Babe, can we talk to you for a minute?” ask Sandra slowly.

However, Darren looks reluctant, the man sees laying himself on his bed, “Why? Tomorrow, I'm tired tonight,” he said.

If just talking about the man seemed reluctant, it felt as if Sandra was rejected by her own husband. Sadness seemed to surround itself. Until Sandra then sighed slowly, “Ah, yes already ... sleep,” he said.

Sandra lay down and turned her back to Darren. The woman shed her tears as she felt Darren so cold. There is no more burning love, no more expressions of love, there is a household that feels cold. Even tasteless.

I know, this must be because my body is no longer attractive.

Even if you don't say it, but I know you well enough, Darren.

There is no longer my sex body that used to be, because fat seems to cover all the curves of femininity.

I feel like, was this how Kanaya used to be when she was your wife?

Is this indeed karma that I must endure because of my sins in the past …

My husband's cold attitude, there's no sincerity at all in it.

It's as if I'm the only one who loves you, but you only think of me as a shadow.

Sandra's heart was rumbling, especially when the two were having a husband and wife relationship, clearly Darren said that when Sandra overcame her, she felt heavy.

“Why are you so heavy anyway, ouh .. better you are downstairs, you are too heavy,” said Darren at the time.

Even though he said it with a normal tone of speech, but Sandra's heart felt so hurt. As if her husband only wants when she is slim, when her weight is stretched and fat because of childbirth and breastfeeding, in fact Darren actually said that Sandra's body is heavy.

The sense of pleasure felt by Sandra instantly disappeared, because of her husband's speech. His heart seemed to be scratched there.

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The next day …

Sandra wakes up with her stomach wrapped around the pain, it's all because in the last few days she decided to skip her dinner. He does that to reduce his weight, hoping to make Darren fall back in love with his weight.

“Why you?” ask Darren slowly.

“My stomach hurts, Babe,” replied Sandra.

“That means you eat less, you should eat more,” said Darren that morning.

It felt that the answer given by her husband made her better, but it scratched back the pain in her heart. Until finally, Sandra also looked at Darren with sharp eyes.

“I'm sure I'm no longer attractive in front of you, right Babe? That is, all because of my current body shape. Aye right? Answer me,” shouted Sandra that morning.

When people greet the morning with gratitude, not for Sandra this time. Her heart was too sick with her husband's words. Couldn't her husband have said anything better and sweeter in his sense of hearing that morning. So, Sandra was really stirred up emotions. The woman also shed tears.

“San, what do you mean?” ask Darren to Sandra.

“You no longer love me, right? Are you the same as me because of my weight? Now I know what it's like to be Kanaya first. I knew the hurt Kanaya had felt first, and it turned out that it was all very painful. Unappreciated by her own husband because of her weight so fat. Just so you know, Darren ... My body became this big because I was pregnant and giving birth, I also gave exclusive ASI to Vendra. When people say that ASI-hi babies can lose weight naturally, in fact, I actually continued to gain weight because Vendra was so strong to drink ASI and I became hungry every time he after drinking ASI,”, Sandra said this time.

His heart really does feel boiling. After all, hasn't Sandra changed in the last few years and waited faithfully for Darren. Darren had him in touch while the man was in the Hospital, then in the Husband and Wife Relations booth at the Public Relations Board. As a model quite famous, Sandra's wedding was only held at the Institute of Public Relations, even Sandra also faithfully accompanied Darren. But now, when she was not in her original performance, in fact her husband's love became lukewarm. The relationship became bland.

“What do you mean?” ask Darren. The man felt unacceptable to Sandra's words.

Sandra then started sobbing, “Aki only you started ilfeel with me,” said with her tongue that was actually a mute.

Being underestimated and not fully getting love from the husband turns out to be this painful. Sandra felt like this time was really let down by the man.

Not trying to calm down, Darren just left the apartment. Sandra's cry broke as she stared at Darren's back. Woman hiccups on her bed.

However, Sandra did not want to linger crying, when she heard Ravendra's cry, Sandra immediately took care of the baby. Start by bathing it, giving ASI, and also nurturing it. Sometimes her tears trickle down remembering how the pregnancy that she had to live alone without a husband figure, even when she struggled to give birth to Ravendra, Sandra also had to live it alone.

Now, it was so painful, his heart was broken to see his son who was inside his lap this time.

“I'm sorry Mama, Darling ..” he said while kissing Ravendra's forehead.

Because all day sad, the impact was precisely to ASI Sandra who could not get out. The source of his ASI felt full, but could not come out at all, felt the drink was lacking, the baby Ravendra was crying. While his own chest feels so painful. He tried to thaw the ASIP and give it to Ravendra until the baby's cry subsided.

When Ravendra calms down, Sandra then looks for a way to get her ASI out. At first he wiped the source of his ASI with a towel soaked in warm water, then he calmed himself trying to get rid of the stress he was experiencing at this time. Sandra realized that the protracted sadness actually made her in pain because her ASI did not want to come out.

By evening, her husband was back home. However, the man came home drunk, and Darren immediately fell and slept on the sofa inside Sandra's apartment.

Again Sandra had to stroke the chest. When he almost managed to calm himself, Darren came home unconscious. The woman was crying, maybe Darren was trying to resist her, and was looking for fun out there. Imagining all that more and more heart Sandra, only a circle of tears that continue to drip. It felt sad because Sandra who was carrying Ravendra had to see the head of the family come home drunk and unconscious like that.