
Apparently one month, it went so fast. Tomorrow, Kanaya must prepare to return to work. This day, it feels like Kanaya is becoming more mellow and sensitive. The woman seemed to be watching Aksara intensely, crying often, and also her focus just disappeared.
Seeing the difference he felt in the figure of his wife, Bisma immediately approached Kanaya and clutched her body tightly.
“Why you? Something is wrong, right? Want to story.” Bisma spoke with still clutching tightly to Kanaya.
“I am sad, because tomorrow already have to go back to work,” I this time to Bisma, he said,
Bhishma knows very well Kanaya's feelings as a mother. When full 24 hours his wife takes care of the Aksara from morning to night, ranging from bathing Aksara, breastfeeding, bonding with her baby. Then, tomorrow must return to work, making Kanaya's emotional state unstable.
“The feeling of fulltime workers is also like that Darling ... their leave time runs out, it feels mellow. It was very instinctive,” replied Bisma by tightening her decoction.
“Pen cry, I must miss the same Aksara.” Kanaya spoke, there was a shiver in her voice as a sign that she felt like crying.
Bisma then unraveled her arms, walked before Kanaya and immediately hugged Kanaya, immersed his wife's face into the chest of her field, “If you want to cry, cry alone. You may cry, you may be sad, but you must share it with me. You can't cry sad and bear it alone because I won't allow it.” Bhishma spoke by gently rubbing Kanaya's hair along that shoulder.
Unable to hold back, a circle of tears began to fade and Kanaya was completely weeping.
“The feeling, I really want to not work so that it can be the same day Aksara, but ..”
His words just floated in the air. Many considerations he had to take, and now he could not leave his position as Finance Director of Jaya Corp.
“Nothing, I'm aware of your feelings. On the one hand you want the same Aksara, but on the other you can not resign right?” bisma asked his wife.
Kanaya nodded, “I'm not evil right Mas?”
Bisma shook her head, “Not .. You are still a good Mother, even if you go back to work and become a career woman.” Bisma answered in earnest. In front of him, Kanaya is indeed a good Mother figure and it will not be able to be replaced.
“Yes already, try it first tomorrow a day. After all, the Daycare is also deket from Jaya Corp, right? After the afternoon break, you can visit Aksara there,” said Bisma again who seemed to calm Kanaya that during the day there was 2 hours that Kanaya could use to visit Aksara.
Finally Kanaya nodded, “Iya .. later if noon I will visit Aksara in Daycare it.”
***
The next day …
Kanaya woke up early. From today on returning to work and preparing for the needs of Aksara and her husband, the morning became the most hectic time for Kanaya.
He had to prepare a baby bag containing a change of clothes, diapers, and various Aksara needs during Daycare. A bag of his that will contain electric pumping, ASIP bag, ice gell, charger, and also cover the chest area when pumping. Then she switched to providing work clothes for her husband. After that, Kanaya pumped her breast milk first, so that the chest area is empty and does not cause pain because the breast milk is too full. Switch by bathing Aksara. All the time when opening your eyes to go to Jaya Corp makes Kanaya have to struggle with the limited time that morning.
“Have used kok Mas .. pray that it is safe, Mas,” Kanaya said to her husband.
“Iya, safe-safe.” Bisma.
After that, they came out of the apartment. Bisma first headed to Daycare and leave the characters there. After that he returned to his original routine, which was to deliver Kanaya to Jaya Corp.
“Don't be sad. Working diligently, Aksara is safe in Daycare with her caregiver.” Bisma spoke because she saw Kanaya's face look even more sad. Glassy eyes when this time first leave the Aksara in Daycare so visible.
Kanaya nodded, “Iya .. I will try not to be sad. Although, now it feels like I have missed the same Aksara,” answers her voice that sounds vibrating.
“Do not cry .. This we have discussed before, right? So, it's okay. Later in the day if the work is not much can visit Aksara right. Don't be too sad, diligent work and passion yes Mother Kanaya.” Bisma again calmed his wife.
No doubt, returning to work after three months of maternity leave does make Kanaya sad. He can't seem to be far away from his baby. However, work sometimes does not want to know with the condition of our hearts, right? In work, the most important thing is that the entire deadline for one day can be exceeded.
***
Afternoon …
Bhishma is seen waiting for Kanaya in the Jaya Corp lobby. The man returned to his routine before Kanaya went on maternity leave, waiting in the big and luxurious lobby to wait for his wife.
“It's done?” bisma asked so Kanaya was now standing before her.
Kanaya seemed to nod, “Iya, let's go to Daycare, Dad. I've missed the same Aksara,” he said again that he had missed Aksara very much.
“So it's been pumping, Darling?” ask the Bisma to Kanaya.
The woman nodded, and revealed the ASIP pouch filled with the thick white liquid.
“Have dong, lest I get Mastitis,” Kanaya replied with a laugh.
“Beneer, besides. There is always a stock of ASIP for Aksara, so that he is healthier and the bonus grows chubby.” Bisma replied with a glance at Kanaya.
After that, Bisma immediately drove her car to Daycare where Aksara was entrusted. Kanaya rushed down immediately. Once she had taken the Aksara and was now fondling it, the woman's eyes glazed over.
“Mama, come again to pick you up, Son .. sorry to be in Daycare all day. Mama kangen you,” said Kanaya who could not resist the feeling of longing and at the same time there was a sense of heartlessness when she left her baby son to be in Daycare.