
Twice around the road route to the park. Three times into an ice cream shop, still does not dampen the desire of children to enjoy the outside scenery. Randu put up his patience. His head felt like breaking when the three boys sitting in the backseat were fighting. Moreover, his daughter who is now getting smarter, his lips continue to nyerocos reminiscent of the wife when angry.
Sometimes Randu stares at the three through the rearview mirror, if observed seriously very funny, especially Raisya and Syakilla always cornered Devan who felt the coolest.
The atmosphere melted the heart of Randu who had long been frozen, although the image of his wife as fiercely disturbing, Randu was already more detached than usual.
Randu stopped his car on the side of the road near the city park, and it was already the fourth time.
"How so? Down or go home?" Still staring at the three children from the reflection of the spy.
Devan opens the car glass, seeing the atmosphere of the park is very crowded.
"I want to play" exclaimed Devan.
Finally, Randu looking for a safe parking place to obey the wishes of the champion Mahesa.
Randu led the three boys to the playground. Passing by the visitors were accompanying their children, and most of them were mothers. Randu chose to sit on a bench under a tree while enjoying the beautiful afternoon.
Almost a full day Randu was outside, eliminating the saturation that continues to hit him, and he began to step forward to organize his life again.
Randu reached into his cell phone in his pants pocket, as usual, which welcomed him was a photo of his wife who was still attached as wallpaper. But unlike before he immediately shed tears, Randu smiled as he stroked the image of Almarhumah. As deeply as he remembered, Arum would not be able to return to his side.
A message from Mahesa came in. Randu immediately opened it and read the contents of the text message from his superior.
After retaliating by saying his whereabouts, Randu opened Mahesa's sosmed. This time he laughed when he first saw Mahesa uploading his friendship with Sabrina.
"Are you drunk?"
Randu is still in disbelief, so long Mahesa closed the account and now appears with his rendition with his wife.
After being content to judge Mahesa through his comments, Randu put his cell phone back in and circulated his gaze towards the horde of women who were staring at him from afar.
"Is there anything strange about me?" ask yourself.
Randu turned his head to the left right, apparently there was no one there, and it was certain that his guess was correct, if he was the one who became the spectacle at this time.
Randu moved from his seat to his three children and sat near them, distracting the women who might be infatuated with his good looks.
"Devan, what's the play yet? We go home yuk!"
"No, Dad. In a moment," Devan replied, shifting his seat as another child sat on his swing.
"Alvino.." exclaimed Raisya.
Randu looked closely at the newly arrived boy. The boy sitting next to Devan just smiled without answering.
Is that Aya's son, and where is her mother?
Randu drowned to and fro, but the person he was looking for was not there, even Randu examined some women who crowded, but nil, Aya was also not there.
Randu approached the boy and crouched down beside him.
"Alvino, where's your mama going?" ask Randu slowly.
The boy pointed to one of the women who pegged a few meters away from him while talking to his flat object.
That's not Aya.
"Whose brown dress?" ask Randu again. The boy was silent. Maybe at a too early age not too familiar with the question Randu.
Randu scrunched his forehead and continued to stare at the woman who was still laughing with her phone.
Randu cut his guess, he did not want to shoot further.
"Alvino, we're home!" said the woman Alvino was pointing at.
The boy shook his head. Raisya, Devan and Syakilla only looked at Alvino's slightly quivering lips holding back a cry.
Finally the woman approached Alvino who was still at home sitting next to Devan with her head lowered.
"We're home, it's late."
"Sorry Ma'am," said Randu.
"Yes, what's wrong? Did my son do anything wrong?"
Randu shook his head, "No, I just want to ask, is Alvino your son?" tanya Randu probed.
"Yes, he's my son. Why why?"
"What's wrong" replied Randu quickly.
"If you may know what the name is, Ma'am?"
The woman cupped both hands. "My name is Cici."
Pandu nodded his head understanding.
'If he's not Aya's son, then what does he mean, why did he lie to me by claiming Alvino was his son, the inner Randu.
Sandu looked back at the boy's face for a moment.
Three years apart, Randu did not know the news of Aya, their friendship seemed to be cut off by the passing of the woman, and now he was met with many changes and something that is still hidden. If the child that Aya recognized was the child of the person in front of her, automatically the woman must also know Aya.
Alvino whined as Cici pulled her hand down.
"Leave it, Ma'am. Alvino still wants to play here. It's not too late anyway."
Forced Cici to let her son play rather than end up crying as usual.
Many things want to ask about his old friend, but Randu undo his intentions fear that it will disturb Aya's life, and Randu did not want to repeat the second mistake to hurt Aya's heart which was clearly decided at the time.
"This is all the boys?" ask the woman named Cici who broke the dream of Randu.
"This is my sister's son," Randu pointed at Syakilla and Devan alternately. "And this is my first daughter, she continued.
"Gee, Mas is very good like my best friend, he also often helps take care of Alvino when I am busy. Even he already considers Alvino like his own son, in this era rarely you know, people who want to sincerely help, there they also need rewards."
"The good will be rewarded with kindness, I'm sure Mbak's best friend will get the reward of what he has done."
Cici's face turned grim, the woman closed her eyes and smiled bitterly. Staring at Randu who was sitting next to Devan.
"But until now he has not found happiness either.
Randu moved to approach Cici. Curious about the words the woman said.
"I feel sorry for him. Sometimes I think this is unfair. But this is the destiny we have to accept, if I were in his position, maybe I was tired and killed myself, but not with him, he was always patient in living it, he said, even though his day was without the affection of a husband."
What does he mean is aya?