Sharing Love: The First Wife's Pilu Story
Refusing

"Why can you be sure that Mbak Sabrina chose Mas Mahesa?" ask Randu. On the way to the house of Mr. Yudi was a few minutes silent, and now Randu again melted the atmosphere. 

She smiled, because she was just guessing. Many experiences that he drew from some lessons in marriage, each couple has different principles, as well as Sabrina and Mahesa.

"That's because I saw there was genuine love in Sabrina's eyes for Mahesa, actually she was not easily influenced by other people, including Aida. But his heart is too soft to be so bad at someone, and that's his weakness."

Randu turned a glance, then refocused on the steering wheel. He remembered his heart that would give a gift to Aya. 

"Oh," 

Aya turned her head, stuffing her phone into a bag. 

"I was able to say, if your words were true, I would give something to you, but I don't know what you want" said Randu a little hesitant. 

Aya was flattered, it turned out that not only Mahesa would give her a gift if her plan worked, but Randu as well. 

"You just say it! What do you want, just think of this as a thank you for helping out Sabrina and Mas Mahesa."

"Are you going to give me anything I ask?" ask Aya enthusiastically. 

Randu nodded silently.

"Well, I'll ask him if I need to, and I hope you won't forget what you've said."

Without feeling the car that Aya and Randu were riding in front of Bu Risma's house, Aya went down first, and then came down first, while Randu was still in the car while staring at the back of Aya who passed towards the main door. 

"Mama Aya.." cried Raisya when he saw Aya who was in the doorway, the boy ignored his toys to welcome Aya who had just arrived.

Aya crouched down, spread out her hands as Raisya ran towards her, not only Raisya, Syakila also joined in hugging Aya. 

From the dining room, Ms. Risma continued to review the smile at Aya's familiarity with the children. As the parents of Bu Risma who had heard Aya's personality was amazed. Many times Mahesa recounts the woman who is now present in Randu's life after Arum's death.

"For Auntie," said Aya hugging Miss Risma.

"For Ay, who are you here for?" Ms. Risma looked at the car, but the owner was not there. 

"Where is the stretcher?"

Bu Risma circulated her gaze, it turned out that Randu was near the park talking by phone.

"If Sabrina and Mahesa?"

"Don't ask Tan, again sports, maybe in an hour's time." 

Bu Risma just a head bobble, not to think about with his only son, the end of which likes to be at home, even Mahesa rarely comes if not told.

"Just let it go, Ma. Poor Sabrina, her twin child, may be lazy," said Mr. Yudi from the middle room.

"The problem is that Mahesa at home is more sorry for Sabrina, Pa. You don't know Mahesa alone" said Bu Risma in a sharp tone. 

Aya gulped her saliva with difficulty, it turned out that not only was she thinking like that, Miss Risma was on her way. 

"But all this time I've seen Sabrina happy, after all Mahesa must know her limits, and there's no way she's hurt her wife."

Aya scratched her head, the longer the conversation made her dizzy the seven roving around. 

All answered in unison. The scenery is very slick, where Aya is holding Raisya and Syakilla, while Devan plays with mbak Inul and David is beside Pak Yudi with Bi Mimi.

"Ndu, auntie wants to talk!" 

Bu Risma led Randu to one of the enclosed rooms. Leaving Aya who was filled with question marks. There is only Randu, Bu Risma and Mr. Yudi there. 

"Sit down!" tell Mr. Yudi. 

Randu sat in front of Mahesa's parents.  From the faces of Pak Yudi and Bu Risma, Randu caught that there was a smell that concerned his status. 

"What does Aunt want to talk about?" ask Randu slowly. 

"Did you not want to get married?" Again the question that he heard, from the bottom of his heart, Randu did not think about it all and enjoyed his youth. 

"Not yet, Auntie," replied Randu. 

Bu Risma moved and moved to sit next to Randu. 

"Tante knows that you love Arum very much, but you must also think about the fate of your two children. It seems that Raisya is very fond of Aya, and Aya also sincerely takes care of Raisya and David."

Like a biological parent, Bu Risma continues to persuade Randu to immediately establish a relationship with Aya more serious, especially next week Aya is officially widowed. 

Don't tell me that Aunt Risma will also match me with Aya.

Not only Bu Risma, Mahesa repeatedly urged him to anchor his heart to Aya, but Randu was still reluctant and had no intention of doing so. 

"But I can't, Auntie. I don't love Aya, I just think of her as a friend like Mahesa, nothing more, and to get married again I'll think about it later."

Randu felt he continued to be trapped in a situation that was cornered, Pak Yudi's eyes continued to look at him dislike, maybe his rejection was too sadistic, but that was his heart that did not want to be forced. 

Randu looked down at his clenched hands, waiting for Bu Risma who might say something next. 

"Sure it's less what the hell, many say that marriage should be based on love, but what is the evidence? Mahesa and Camelia eventually get divorced, but they love each other."

Stretcher was silent, he digested every speech that slid from the corner of Bu Risma's lips. 

"If aunty thinks it all depends on the soul mate, Ndu. And auntie hopes that whoever becomes a mother, Raisya and David continued, she will love them like Aya" he added. 

"As far as you are concerned, the aunt only suggests, and whomever you choose, the aunt can only pray." Bu Risma patted Randu's shoulder and left him.

"Do not regret, because the opportunity sometimes does not come twice" said Mr. Yudi.

Randu walked out of the room towards Aya and Raisya.

Unlike earlier when in the car who continued to laugh crisply, Aya seemed to keep something, her eyes slightly reddened and her smile was stifled.

"What's wrong with you, Ay?" asked Randu probing, he saw a lot of changes in Aya's pretty face.

"It's okay, Mom. I'm just tired, I think I need a break." Aya stroked the niche of her neck and turned her face the other way.

From today I have to keep my distance from Mas Randu, I do not want to hope anymore, even though I have not been able to throw away my love for him, at least now I know, I know, if I don't deserve to be his life partner.