Sharing Love: The First Wife's Pilu Story
Mahesa's Fear

Mahesa got out of the car and looked at his wife's house. Repeating a dark past, where he never cared about Sabrina when she left his house and had to live in a very small rented house with the baby he contained. At that time Mahesa still created deep hatred. On any basis Mahesa could not imagine it again. 

Sabrina can't know about this, until whenever I'll never tell her. 

Mahesh chose sin rather than losing his wife and son, that was the conclusion of his plan. The man wants to keep a tight lid on events that have been fatal to Sabrina's life in her youth. 

With a little slow step Mahesa entered his house, the man approached bi Mimi and mbak Inul, the baby sitter Devan. 

"Where is Sabrina, Bi?"

"It's been sleeping, Den, it's like all day Non Sabrina's been snatching." 

Mahesa put down her glass and looked at Bi Mimi. 

"Why?" ask Mahesa enthusiastically. 

"Den Devan is fussy, doesn't want to sleep, and may be bobo now." 

Mahesa left the dining table, took off her shoes and opened the door slowly. 

He stared at Sabrina who was curled up by hugging Devan beside him. 

You were so patient in taking care of her without knowing who her father was, whereas I just held you in my heart just couldn't. I don't deserve to be by your side, but I don't want you to ask for your farewell. I'm sorry I hurt you.

Mahesa approached the bed and sat down beside Devan, apparently the baby had not slept, unlike Sabrina who was already in the dreamland. 

Mahesh removed the hand of Sabrina on her son's body, slowly Mahesh raising her son's tiny body after covering Sabrina's body. 

"Beautiful dream," Kiss Sabrina's temple gently. Scared of teasing, Mahesa takes Devan out of her room. 

Mahesa chose another room to vanish her heart.

The feeling of Mahesa again mixed when staring at the face of the baby up close, down every inch of God's creation is perfect. And that's the fact that the baby he's carrying right now is his biological son. 

There was no sense of a clear circle dripping down Mahesa's cheeks and fell into Devan's hand. 

If I could turn back the clock, I would like to welcome your presence into this world. I will sing you an Adhan. And I want to be the first one to kiss you after you. Father will fulfill any request of Mother when cravings.

Mahesa cradled the baby, providing warmth as the figure that every tiny baby craves. 

"I'm sorry, father, all this time I don't care about you and Mother" Mahesa landed a kiss on Devan's cheek.

"Why should all such coincidences happen, I did not expect to be betrothed to the woman whom I took away her honor, O God, if You want to punish me, as much punishment as possible, but don't separate me from my son and wife. Don't separate us. 

Like a woman, Mahesa was sobbing, the man felt a little relieved after evaporating his uneg uneg which continues to be awkward. 

"I need to talk to mom and dad, they need to know about this." 

Mahesa put Devan on the bed and then into the bathroom cleaned his face disguising his eyes that looked swollen. 

"Devan sleeps with Mommy, I want to go to Grandma's house."

Mahesa takes Devan back to Sabrina's room and puts him in his place. 

But as Mahesa was about to come out, a hand coiled around her stomach from behind. 

"Where else are you going?" Hoarse voice accompanies. 

Sabrina, did she wake up earlier or just now?

Mahesa turned her body tightly to Sabrina. 

"Am I bothering you?"

Sabrina shook her head and buried her face in Mahesa's chest. 

"I was planning to go to my mom's house, but since you woke up it wasn't." 

"Tomorrow, I'm coming, I'm missing Mom and Dad, and then we go to the parlour, Mom!" the door with a whine.

"Wherever you want, I'll take you."

Mahesa opened the door to her room and called Mbak Inul who was still in the dining room with Bi Mimi. 

"Sir, please bring Devan!" her word. 

The smell of the bed struggle began to smell on Sabrina's nose as her husband continued to hold her, although Mbak Inul entered the slightest Mahesa would not take it off. 

"Did you pray Isha'?"

Sabrina nodded without a sound her eyes kept on Mahesa's lips who was smiling mischievously. 

Mahesa lifted Sabrina's body and laid her on the bed, if it was like that, Sabrina could not dwell anymore, let alone the breath of Mahesa already seemed to roar withstanding the passionate desire.

Mahesa smiled crisply as Sabrina seemed ready for what was to happen, the man returned to playing with Sabrina's long hair and hugged her. 

"Don't leave me, no matter what happens, stay by my side" Mahesa whispered in a pleading tone. 

Sabrina smiled and looked over. 

"Why do you talk like that? At least I have no intention of leaving unless you ask." 

But what if you knew the truth, would you still be able to stay near me, or choose to leave me. 

Mahesa's fear grew even more intense when Sabrina landed a friendly kiss on her cheek.

"I'm ready to conceive your child mas, so don't ever think I'm going to leave."

Actually you've been pregnant with my son, I'm the only fool to have wasted you. 

Just wanting to continue the action, the phone on the nightstand rang, forced Mahesa to pause it and reach for the flat object. 

"Who?" ask Sabrina.

Mahesa shifted her phone in front of Sabrina, the woman grabbed her hijab while staring at the twinkling name there.

"Assalamualaikum.." greeting from across there. 

Sabrina and Mahesa answered in unison.

"Long-age, we just talked about papa and mama, you called." 

Mahesa showed her two heads sticking together 

Bu Risma seemed to smile at Mahesa who continued to kiss Sabrina's temple, showing off her affection in front of her parents. 

"Where's devan?" sahut Pak Yudi's. 

Mahesa clucked, she could have forgotten it after her granddaughter was born. 

"Devan's outside, Dad. He's playing with Inul's son."

"Tomorrow you come here, mama and papa miss Devan," said Bu Risma memelas. 

Mahesa and Sabrina looked at each other. 

"Tomorrow we'll be there, after that we'll be at the parlor."

After being satisfied with her laughter through the video, Ms. Risma turned off her connection, her heart was now relieved to see Mahesa and Sabrina unite. Not only that, Mr. Yudi was able to return the favor to Sabrina's father who had helped his family when it was squeezed into trouble. 

I will make you forget that night, however you will remain mine forever. 

Mahesa continued her delayed action, as the previous night Mahesa gave a scrumptious blow to her beloved wife on a beautiful night.