Sharing Love: The First Wife's Pilu Story
Mahesa's Sacrifice

Since the incident in the yard, Mahesa tends to be silent, the atmosphere of the home is very crowded with babbling children can not shake his mouth that has been locked. Randu came over and sat down next to him. 

"Are you sure you're going to work from here tomorrow?"

Mahesa glanced at Sabrina who had just passed by her. 

"Yes" Mahesa answered briefly.

Sabrina stopped her steps right behind Mahesa. Put up her ears to be able to hear Mahesa's conversation more clearly. 

"But it's so far away, Mas. it takes a long time."

Sabrina lowered her head, feeling guilty about the circumstances surrounding her husband. 

Mahesa gulped down her black coffee which stayed only a little.

"Anyway I will go near my wife and my son."

Sabrina's heart was filled, her eyes were glazed, though Mahesa had not yet settled in her heart, but her kindness as long as she was conscious was beyond doubt. Moreover, hearing his statement earlier, Mahesa was willing to do anything for her and Devan. 

Sabrina continued her steps towards the kitchen then sat there. 

"Why?" Bu Yumna approached and stroked Sabrina's shoulder. 

"Mom, please tell me how I got married to Mas Mahesa. Mas Imran proposed to me." 

Bu Yumna just sighed, it was a very difficult request to pin down. Especially in detail, Sabrina will not take it for granted. 

"Mahesa is his only son Om Yudi" said Bu Yumna. 

Sabrina furrowed her brows, surprised by what Bu Yumna said. 

"Om Yudi's? Donator of the parlour here?" reset Sabrina. 

Ms. Yumna pulled out a chair and sat right in front of Sabrina. 

"Mother and Om Yudi have betrothed you."

Sabrina widened her eyes, becoming more and more clueless with the path of her life in the past that she could not remember. 

"That means Om yudi and Aunt Risma in my father? What about Imran?"

"Now you have a husband, and your job is to serve him well. Take care of her feelings, don't talk to other men." Ms. Yumna was upset. 

Sabrina's face grew sullen, especially when the incident was witnessed by Mahesa and Randu, the assistant. 

"I have to apologize, Mom?"

"Hmm. Even though you don't remember everything, I don't want you to violate your nature as a wife."

Escape the tears Sabrina soaked her cheeks. Sabrina got up from her seat and walked out. 

The woman approached Randu who was busy playing with the children. 

Mahesa was not there. 

"Mas Randu, where's Mahesa?" ask Sabrina. 

Randu pointed at the tightly closed room, where it was his room. 

Sabrina squeezed both hands, her legs felt heavy to step on, but she did not want to make the mistake again by making Mahesa angry. 

Upon arrival in the middle room, Sabrina passed by Inul's mother who was holding Devan.

"Mom, can I ask you a question?" sabrina said quietly, afraid that Randu would hear her talk.

"Please, Non? What do you want to ask?"

Sabrina stared at the door of her room then looked at Devan who was asleep. 

"Sir, how did Mas Mahesa behave to me?"

Ma'am Inul smiled. Despite having recently worked at Sabrina and Mahesa's house, the woman knows the character of Mahesa, who is arrogant yet deeply in love with his wife. 

"Den Mahesa loves Non very much, even if she doesn't want to be non-injured."

"That means our household is happy?"

Sabrina stroked Devan's cheek and kissed him. 

"Good night, Sister. What a beautiful dream."

Sabrina opened her room, a sight she had never seen. Sabrina gave a small smile as she looked at Mahesa who was lying on her stomach on the bed. The sound of his regular breathing, it means that Mahesa has fallen asleep. 

Sabrina took off the sandals she was wearing and approached the bed. 

"Pity Mas Mahesa, is it during my illness that she accompanies me?"

The doubt was raised when Sabrina recalled Mahesa's silly behavior in the car. 

What am I supposed to do?

Sabrina bit her lower lip pacing back and forth beside the bed and occasionally glanced at Mahesa's calm back. 

Should I sleep next to him? Again, only his heart spoke. 

Sabrina turned around the bed and glanced at Mahesa's face, it was true that the man had closed his eyes.

Sabrina took a pillow and carried it. Do not forget to cover Mahesa's body before leaving the room. 

As when he entered, Sabrina closed the door quietly, barely even making a sound. 

"Well, where are you going to sleep with a pillow?" ask Bu Yumna suspicious. 

From the middle room looks Randu who observes.

Sabrina was confused about what to answer, the woman scratched her head which was still wrapped in a hijab neatly. 

"The room of Devan Bu. Pity him," said Sabrina, grinning. 

Bu Yumna sighed then patted Sabrina on the arm. "Devan has Inul, while Mahesa is alone."

But he's an adult. Sabrina can only speak in the heart. 

"Do you know what happens when you pass out for a month?" 

Sabrina shook her head. 

"He who has planted you. For a second he won't leave you, day and night, Mahesa is always by your side, and he's the only person who believes you're alive when the Doctor says you're dead. He was also the most wounded among us all, his eyes puffed up, his tears drying up wishing you a quick wake up. " 

Sabrina felt pierced, how could she ignore the person who fought for her, despite forgetting the memory of at least staying faithful as Mahesa's wife.

"Now enter! Accompany your husband." 

Sabrina nodded her head slowly. 

"I must forget Imran, Mahesa is my husband, I don't want to hurt him."

Sabrina turned her body and opened the door of her room. 

Sabrina slowly put her pillow right next to Mahesa. 

Strange, Sabrina felt it was the first time she had to sleep a man, much less Mahesa looked very foreign in her eyes. 

Sabrina laid her body down, looked at the ceiling of her room, then turned to look at Mahesa's sad face. Every inch of his face was so similar to Devan's, and there was no doubt that the man beside him was the father of the tiny baby who he said was his son. His heart skipped without direction, between nervous and anxious, afraid that something unwanted would happen, like a husband and wife, Sabrina was still reluctant if Mahesa woke up and demanded her right. 

No, Sabrina wanted to scream with her condition, but what Bu Yumna said had to be obeyed. Eventually Sabrina established herself to be more accepting of reality than to attach importance to her ego. 

Mas, I'm sorry, I need time to remember everything, I hope you are patient, softened Sabrina heart while closing your eyes. 

Without Sabrina realizing it all of a sudden there was a burly hand that was holding her from the side.

Sabrina gasped in surprise, her hair back goosebumps when Mahesa's breath hit her ears. 

"Mas, you haven't slept?" asked Sabrina nervously. 

There was a smile rising from the corner of the man's lips, but Mahesa's eyes were still closed.

"It was, but your arrival bothered me a lot."

A kiss landed on Sabrina's forehead.