Sharing Love: The First Wife's Pilu Story
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Sabrina's eyes looked puffy. One full night he could not close his eyes, given his tragic fate, not expecting him to be entangled in one man who made him happy, but also destroyed his youth. 

Bu Yumna went into Sabrina's room with Devan in her arms. Not much different from Sabrina, the nanny also seemed to harbor the same sadness. 

"Ning, don't cry anymore, if you're like this I feel guilty for your parents."

Sabrina grew sobbing, without removing her face the woman continued to prostrate on her alphabet. He was at the bottom of a deep ocean, unable to reach the land of happiness.

"Now that the decision is in your hands, Mahesa is waiting for you outside." 

Sabrina took off her face and hugged Ms. Yumna. Devan's reaction was much different to her. The baby kept laughing. 

As a mother, Ms. Yumna could not do anything, what else Mr. Yudi kept contacting her asking about the development of Sabrina's condition. 

Sabrina took over Devan. Rubbing her cheeks and kissing her forehead, hate anything, Mahesa is still the father of her son who had become a question mark. 

A word was once said, if he would not forgive the man who took his virginity, but how now, Sabrina became hesitant to take steps. 

"Mom, help me!" Feeling staggered by the problems that continue to entangle him. And need a backrest to stay standing straight. 

Bu Yumna embracing Sabrina's shoulder gave her the strength to stay up. Passing the world's hard slap. 

"Mom will help you, and I will support whatever your decision is."

Finally a beautiful smile graced the corner of her lips as Sabrina stood up. 

A very innocent appearance, wearing only a rectangular hijab and a flower patterned negligee, a thin makeup covering her swollen eyes, Sabrina came out of her room, seen from far away Mahesa sitting in the living room,  the man clasped both hands and pensively. 

From the bottom of his heart Sabrina felt something very strange in the man, but sometimes his hands were amused and wanted to claw his face while remembering a dark night of unknown chronology. 

With a slightly hesitant step, Sabrina approached Mahesa, removing her creeping turmoil within her. 

"Mas." he said in a sniffy tone. 

Mahesa turned her head and smiled, not wanting to touch Sabrina, let alone hug and kiss, and chose to budge on the spot.

"I want to talk" he continued. Still with a high tone while staring at the main door that opened wide, the assistant looked at the side of the car was sunbathing. 

Mahesa simply nodded preparing her heart to accept what Sabrina would say to her. 

The house was very quiet, all the children left for school. While others have struggled with the busyness of each maaing, Sabrina can be a little free to vent his emotions. 

Sabrina sat down in front of Mahesa, although she was obstructed by the table at least Mahesa could still look at the face of his wife. 

Silent, Sabrina still held her tongue, even though a series of sentences had been prepared, but her guts suddenly shrunk when faced with Mahesa whose status was her husband.  

"What do you want to talk about?" Mahesa finally opened her voice to begin the conversation. 

Sabrina took a deep breath. Tilting her seat slightly eased Mahesa who continued to look at her face.

"Don't look!"  Sabrina was so misbehaved, her anger suddenly disappeared just like that.

Still smiling.  Mahesa slightly glanced towards the pink lips of sabrina.

"I'll see Randu," Shifted his gaze in the same direction. 

"I'm serious, Mom."

"I'm serious too" Mahesa said in a soft tone.

"From today on I don't want you to stay here, I want to be alone first."

Mahesa immediately nodded silently, not wanting to cloud the atmosphere with her rebuttal. Moreover, what he did during the marriage had already greatly hurt Sabrina. 

"I'll go home, take care of myself, can I see Devan?" 

"Please!"

Sabrina stared at Mahesa's back which passed towards her son's room.

It's so easy for you to agree. I wonder if Devan and I are very important in your heart, or if you just feel guilty about it. 

After a few minutes, Mahesa came out of Devan's room and went back to Sabrina.  His face was pale and not passionate.

Sabrina just looked at the car that began to disappear, a little catch the strangeness of Mahesa's attitude, the woman was even more hesitant to continue to defend her household. 

"Why, Ning?"

Sabrina was surprised and looked over. 

"Mom, does Mahesa love me so much?" 

Bu Yumna nodded. No need to explain in words. The loyalty of Mahesa is beyond doubt.

"But why did he approve my decision? Why didn't he fight to get my forgiveness. And why did he just leave."

Sabrina is getting sewed with Mahesa who seems relaxed. 

"There may be a very important job, so he's in a hurry."

Sabrina's heart suddenly restless when she remembered the name Camelia. 

Almost ten minutes on the road. Mahesa Feeling her body getting weaker, the man continued to resuscitate her back and closed his eyes. 

"Mas why? ask Randu. 

Mahesa's breathing sounded dull and irregular. 

"Take me to the apartment, and call the doctor" Mahesa said with her eyes still closed. 

Randu parked his car for a moment and then took off his seat belt and went out to open the back door. 

"Sickness?" holding Mahesa's forehead with the back of her hand then helping her unbutton her shirt. 

"I'm just tired, and it looks like I need a break."

Mahesa inhaled a deep breath of air as Randu applied the oil on her chest. 

Poor Mas Mahesa, the struggle is very big, even he does not think about himself for Mbak Sabrina, and I hope after this he will get his happiness. 

Before driving, Randu first contacted the family doctor to come to the destination. 

As Mahesa wishes, Randu takes her to the apartment, but Doctor Ridwan is already there.

"Why with Mahesa?" her question approached Randu who looked panicked. 

"Mas Mahesa is sick, please Doctor check on her! "

Randu and the doctor put Mahesa in and exactly in the room. 

"Randu" called Mahesa after lying on the bed. 

"Yes, Mum."

"Don't tell anyone I'm sick, and I won't take calls from mom and dad and Sabrina."

"Good, Mas." 

"And one more thing, you take care of my divorce papers with Camelia" he added. 

Again Randu could only nod without refuting. 

After a few minutes, Dr. Ridwan looked a little anxious.

"Mas' blood pressure is so low, he should be hospitalized to be more intensive."

Mahesa smiled bitterly, belittling the words of the Doctor beside her bed.

"I just need a break, what's in the hospital?"

Doctor Ridwan gidded and grabbed his phone.

"You guys get the equipment ready! We'll be here soon."