Sharing Love: The First Wife's Pilu Story
Remembering everything

"You're home, Mom." A warm embrace was received in front of Randu. Sabrina welcomed Mahesa's arrival, her tired eyes clearly adorning her face. Sabrina helped take off the suit and held her hand. 

Mahesa stared at Sabrina's makeup so graceful, let alone the hijab she wore was Mahesa's favorite color. 

"You are beautiful tonight" Mahesa said. 

Sabrina blushed, she felt flying when flattered by her husband. 

"Don't be a molly."  Nudged Mahesa who chuckled. 

"Really." Mahesh raised two fingers.

The two crossed several children who were studying, While Randu, yes the man was staying at the parlour for Mahesa. Forgetting for a moment Aya who always called him. Randu gives by to all the children of the Panti before he rests. 

"How are you and Devan doing today?"  

Sabrina smiled, "I'm good, Devan too."

Still hiding his uneasiness, covering up from the rest of the residents of the orphanage.

"Have you eaten?"

Mahesa nodded, in fact he and Randu had stopped by the restaurant, even some food boxes had now been distributed to all children and placed on the dining table. 

Mahesa chose to go straight to the room and lay her body, while Sabrina sat on the edge of the bed massaging slowly the legs of Mahesa who must be tired. 

"Mas, who's camelia?" sabrina hesitated a little.

Mahesa was shocked and woke up. Resisting the nervousness that is now bursting with the fear that struck. 

Is this a good time to tell everything, but how about Sabrina. I can't lie to him anymore.

"Mas" Sabrina patted Mahesa's back. Reverse daydreams. 

"Camelia," said Mahesa nervously.

Sabrina nodded.

"Darling, are you sure you want to know everything about what you don't remember?" starting to get serious, even Mahesa's smile instantly disappeared and changed with seriousness. 

Sabrina nodded again. He thinks it's very important.

Mahesh got down from the bed and knelt in front of Sabrina. 

His eyes glazed over as he looked at the sweet smile from the corner of Sabrina's lips, there had been too many mistakes made and now he had to do it again.

"Camelia is my second wife," Mahesa said with her head lowered, not daring to stare at Sabrina's bead of eyes that might water with such an explanation. 

"What?!" Sabrina Sok, a clear circle dripping down the back of Mahesa's hand.

Mahesa raised her head, "Honey, you listen to my explanation first."

"So you remarried another woman besides me?" repeat Sabrina with a sharp breath. 

Sabrina built her heart to firm and wanted to accept Mahesa's explanation. 

Mahesa nodded, her hands constantly coiling behind Sabrina, afraid that his wife would fall.

"Explain, Mum! What happened in our marriage? What was my fault until you got married again?"

Sabrina is sobbing. 

"You're not wrong, but I'm wrong. I who will not receive the Grace of God, I who am greedy, and I who have dark eyes. Until I grieve you" Mahesa paused her words for a moment. 

"I'm just a sinful man." 

Mahesh landed his head on Sabrina's thigh and kissed her hand nonstop. 

Sabrina was silent, her brain was dead-end to think. 

"Darling, I'm sorry for what I've done, I'll divorce Camelia after she's done with her puerperium."

Sabrina wiped away her tears and stared fixedly at Mahesa. There is pride in her husband's policies, but Sabrina still does not accept her being combined. Her eyes began to dim, her head felt so dizzy that what Mahesa feared happened, Sabrina fell unconscious. 

"Honey," Mahesa shouted, her face panicked. Both of his hands grabbed Sabrina's body and grabbed her. 

No, I don't want to lose you a second time. Mahesa continued to hug Sabrina tightly.

"Mother, Randu." Shouted Mahesa.

A few minutes later, Bu Yumna came to him. 

Mahesa shook her head, the man had not yet let go of Sabrina and continued to hug her. 

"Mom, tell Randu to call the doctor," he asked, Mahesa continued to kiss Sabrina's face, and the incident really traumatized her and did not want to be repeated. 

"Darling, wake up!"

Without thinking again, Ms. Yumna ran out.  The atmosphere of the home was rumbling, all the children were frightened when they heard Sabrina faint, they could only pray for Sabrina's recovery. 

A doctor named Lulu came to check on Sabrina. The beautiful woman in a white suit seemed relaxed when entering her stethoscope. 

"It looks like Sabrina is very depressed, I don't know the problem, but I hope don't burden her with the problem just yet. Especially one that he thinks is sensitive."

Mahesa nodded and crawled up to embrace Sabrina. 

"When did Sabrina start living here, Mom?"  Doctor Lulu starts talking to Ms. Yumna. 

"A few days ago, he decided to stay here."

Doctor Lulu looked back at Sabrina who was still closing her eyes. 

"Actually I miss him too, may I wait until he realizes."

Bu Yumna nodded. 

Mahesa kept shedding her tears, her endless regret made her want to give up, but her deep love could not just let Sabrina go. 

"I'm sorry." So many times it was thrown. Mahesa buried her face in the recess of Sabrina's veiled neck. 

Not only Mahesa, Randu grieved when he saw the love story of the two. Problems come and go as if to be the amorous decoration of Sabrina and Mahesa. 

Nearly thirty minutes passed. All the residents of the parlour chose to wait outside the room, there was only Mahesa who was beside Sabrina. And finally Sabrina blinked her eyes, the woman held her head and opened her eyes slowly, Sabrina circulated her gaze, there was a breath that hit her ears. 

"Where am I?" ask her in a weak voice. 

Mahesa who was swept away by a dream opened her eyes.

"You're awake."

Sabrina was surprised, her chest felt explosive when she saw the face of Mahesa who was very close to her. 

"Mas is in here?" asked Sabrina with a ketus. 

"I touched you, you fainted." 

Sabrina rolled her eyes and held her stomach. 

"Is my son okay?" ask her. Remembering himself who had felt pain when falling bounced. 

"Darling do you remember everything? Do you remember me?" 

Sabrina shed her tears then nodded. 

"I remember, Mas. I remember that you were a jerk who desecrated me, you were Devan's father." he said.

Sabrina spun off a story a month ago in which she clearly listened to Mahesa's narration acknowledging her behavior. 

The softness of Sabrina instantly perished his face looked flat and unpredictable. Although Sabrina hated him for that night, Mahesa felt grateful for the recovery of his wife's memory.

Sabrina turned back to look at Mahesa who was still loyal beside her. 

"Now say! Is my son okay?" ask Sabrina again. 

Mahesa lowered her head and grabbed Sabrina's hand. 

"Our son could not be saved because of the accident."

Sabriana tilted her back to Mahesa, her heart so broken to pieces when she got an explanation from Mahesa.

"Dear."

Sabrina brushed off Mahesa's hand.

"Now it's better to get out of here!  I hate you, I hate you," cried Sabrina. 

Mahesa was still unmoved, the man was no less screwed with the circumstances that befell him. 

"Darling," Still trying to melt Sabrina's heart. But not with Sabrina who threw it with a pillow.

Mahesa chose to leave the room, perhaps with Sabrina gone a little more calm.