
The first time Mahesa brought Sabrina to her parents' house. As the first wife Sabrina felt very appreciated, especially Miss Risma and Mr. Yudi very fond of her. Although many blasphemed her pregnant out of wedlock, Mr. Yudi remained one of the vanguards defending Sabrina at that time. The look in his eyes seemed so beautifully soothing, like a moon still covered in black clouds, that was to Mahesa before knowing Sabrina's character more deeply.
"Welcome to grandma's house, may Devan be at home."
Ms. Risma spread her arms to welcome her daughter-in-law and her son and granddaughter. Guests he thinks are special.
Sabrina kissed the back of Bu Risma's hand and returned her embrace tightly.
The atmosphere of the house was a little crowded, the helpers passed by with their respective tasks.
"What's the show, Ma?" ask Mahesa.
Bu Risma looked at Mr. Yudi from afar then smiled knot. A pair of brides that are worn out but still romantic at the age of twilight.
"Today's the thirty anniversary of papa and mama's wedding, and the name wants to celebrate a little small with you guys" he explained.
Sabrina hugged Risma again congratulating her, but unfortunately, she and Mahesa did not bring any gifts other than prayer.
"Mama and papa can buy anything, and the best prayer from you is more than the most expensive item in the world."
Sabrina and Mahesa went inside, Sabrina followed in Bu Risma's footsteps, while Mahesa immediately went over to Mr. Yudi who was in the family room.
"Pa, I want to talk" Mahesa whispered.
Before leaving the living room, Mahesa approached Sabrina.
"Darling, you're here with mama, I'd like to talk to you for a second."
Sabrina just nodded, maybe a job, she thought.
Bu Risma brought Sabrina in one of the rooms downstairs.
"This is beautiful, Mom." Sabrina rolled her gaze down every corner of the room filled with child toys.
"This is the room for Devan to stay here" he said.
"Camelia is also invited to eat here" he added.
Sabrina's face changed instantly, but her heart tried to stretch her chest accepting the fact that she was not the only one in Mahesa's heart. To divide a husband is to share love, but heaven will be on the side of a wife who is willing to be combined. Sabrina's faith never escaped her body even though she had rejected Mahesa and Camelia's marriage.
"When is he coming, Mom?" ask Sabrina.
"So soon, he's still got a show."
Bu Risma approached the slightly pensive Sabrina.
"I'm sorry Mahesa, you know that her marriage to Camelia hurt your heart."
Sabrina grabbed onto Bu Risma's body, rubbing one clear circle that had escaped from her eye patch.
"Mas Mahesa was a good husband, and I've been sincere about that marriage."
No matter what the burden, Sabrina tried to be a tough woman among those who had been her role models.
In another room, Mr. Yudi continued to urge Mahesa who had not yet opened her voice, the man was still on the verge of confusion.
"What do you want to talk about? Why just silence?"
Mr. Yudi patted Mahesa's broad shoulder.
Mahesa took a long breath.
"Pa, Devan is my son."
Pak Yudi still looked relaxed while chuckling.
"Well, he's your son, why?" mr. Yudi's hand.
"I mean he's my real son, Pa," Mahesa explained.
Mr. Yudi took off his glasses and stared fixedly at Mahesa's bead. Looking for honesty there.
"Say it again!" pinta Pak Yudi who was a little distrustful of his hearing. His face was red with anger.
A slap landed on Mahesa's sturdy cheek, Mr. Yudi was already unable to contain his anger which instantly burst into his chest after listening to Mahesa's confession.
Mahesa stroked her cheeks that were slightly sore and rested in front of Mr. Yudi.
"Pa, I don't know, how it happened, I was drunk and suddenly I forgot myself."
Mahesa looked down full of regret. It felt like the reality had made him collapse helplessly.
"Did Sabrina know all this?"
Mahesa shook her head, not even having the courage to speak.
"When do you want to ring all this? Whatever the name of the carcass will smell too, and whatever happens you must be ready."
Still vividly remembered in the mind of Mr. Yudi how to suffer Sabrina when she was declared pregnant, the woman was almost desperate and ended her life when she became scornful.
"I'll tell you everything, Pa. But not now, I'm not ready to accept Sabrina's anger."
Naturally, Mr. Yudi pulled Mahesa's hand so that the man sat back beside her. At least never terbesit in his car if the household Mahesa and Sabrina hit by problems related to the past.
"Papa's sure you can get through this."
Mr. Yudi moved from his seat leaving Mahesa alone. Give men time to think clearly.
O God, may he forgive this sinful me.
The clock showed that at 11pm, Sabrina and Mahesa were already in the living room. A knock on the door moved Sabina's feet to open it, letting the others and the maids enjoy Bu Risma's small show.
"Camelia," cried Sabrina. As usual, the woman looked gentle as she greeted whoever was in front of her.
Sabrina extended her hand. Camelia looked at him without accepting.
"All of us are already, we are both wives of Mahesa, and I hope we can get along. Mas Mahesa also needs happiness, I don't want to make him depressed with his status" Sabrina said firmly.
Camelia leaned her head right in Sabrina's ear.
"Are you still able to accept Mahesa's mas after knowing who she really is?" whispered.
Sabrina just furrowed her brows. In his heart he wondered what his honey meant.
Camelia passed Sabrina's body and approached the others, before arriving in the room Camelia stopped her steps when she saw Mahesa playing with Devan in her arms.
Why did Mahesa love the baby so much, did she know that the baby was her child, but from where, did I not tell Aya, he murmured.
"Mama," cried Camelia.
Everyone there turned to look at Camelia and Sabrina who were behind him.
Miss Risma moved closer to Camelia. After all, she was his daughter-in-law like Sabrina.
"You're coming too."
"It's a gift for mama" handed a paper bag in front of Ms. Risma.
Unusual, Mahesa's gaze was filled with hatred as Camelia chose to sit beside her. While Sabrina had to shift next to Mbak Inul.
Despite the distance, Mahesa's vision did not escape Sabrina's smile when her parents cut the cake.
Camelia grabbed Mahesa's hand and stuck it on her stomach.
"Mas, our daughter's a girl, and I want you to give her a name."
Forced Sabrina to turn her head, her eyes glazed over as she looked at Camelia's bulging belly.
If I were in that position, I would be very happy, inwardly.
Sabrina stroked her queen's belly.
May Allah give me more confidence to be able to conceive a child of Mahesa like Camelia.