Survive Loving you
chapter 11

At 05:00 am Abimayu, as usual, woke up from her sleep. Before doing his activities, he carried out his duties first as a Muslim. Despite living in the outside environment of the boarding school since childhood. Abhimayu always remembers his duty. He never leaves it even where he is, and under any circumstances.

He does not look like his brothers who are in accordance with their school, which is from pesantren graduates. He just wants to be himself, not want to be forced to do things that he is not interested in. His parents also did not force him to be like his other brothers, most importantly he remained on the right path and knew what his obligations were. He is not as smart as his brothers if viewed in terms of religion, but in general he knows the basis and what is his duty as a Muslim.

Unlike Ana, since they lived together, she had never seen Ana carry out her duties. Once he invites and reminds Ana to pray, but Ana looks for reasons and stall until the prayer time has ended. What's more, now they are each doing, they spend more time at work than at home. They are together only at night or on work holidays. If the holidays work, Abimayu prefers to go outside leaving Ana, and vice versa. Ana will also go outside, if she does not manage to invite Abimayu to go outside together to enjoy time together. They took each of them to a different destination.

Abimayu also did not want to force Ana to want to do her duty. He is principled, if someone does not want to do it, he should not force. Enough to remind. Moreover, he was reminded that he was an adult, he certainly knew what his obligation was if he was a Muslim.

In the housing where they live, the sound of the call of the Adhan is rarely heard. Living in urban areas, we will mingle with people of different beliefs, including in their housing. There is no mosque or musholla here, because people here have different beliefs. Outside of housing, we just found a musholla. The house they live in is at the very end of the house. So that the sound of the adhan from the outer musholla is not too audible. Abimayu only relies on the application on his phone that he has set for every prayer time. If not, it is guided by looking at the clock.

Finished performing the prayer, Abimayu walked up to Ana on the bed that was still asleep. He noticed Ana's calm face while sleeping. He could not deny, if Ana has a beautiful face. But her heart was not even interested in Ana's beauty. Perhaps because he lived with him, he knew the attitude and behavior of an Anastasya. True to the wise words he heard, the beauty of a person emanated from his heart. If a person is beautiful but has a bad nature, then his beauty will be covered by his bad nature. On the contrary, a normal person, if he has a good attitude and heart, then that becomes true beauty.

As in Ana now, Abimayu did not see a beautiful face from her face, but what she saw was the bad attitude of Ana, so that he could never fall in love with a man named Anastasya. He did not know how their lives were going forward.

While sleeping, Ana appears calm. It is different when he wakes up. If he woke up, he could be like a tiger that could pounce on anyone.

"Ana, let's get up, you pray first." Trying to wake her up with her bus voice. There's no sign of Ana waking up yet.

"Ana, wake! Every day you always avoid being asked to pray. Aren't you afraid that your life will suddenly be taken by God in your sleep?" come out already a painful word from Abimayu's mouth. He had tried to wake up in a good way, but Ana still did not intend to wake up.

"If you don't want to wake up, I don't care anymore, I've reminded you."

Abimayu kept her hand away from Ana's body which she had touched so Ana could wake up. Not yet had time to move his hand away, suddenly Ana pulled Abimayu's hand firmly, making Abimayu sit on the bed. Ana sits next to Abimayu with her hand still holding Abimayu's arm.

Abimayu's body he moved to escape from Ana's embrace. While struggling to escape, Ana suddenly kisses Abimayu's right cheek, then releases her embrace. Ana smiled broadly at Abimayu this morning.

Abimayu stood up while rubbing her right cheek like a woman who would not accept being kissed by her lover.

"You're a really cheap woman." Abimayu passed away from Ana's presence with a red face holding back the anger.

Ana does not care about Abimayu's anger, she even laughs in satisfaction of having succeeded in pranking Abimayu. A man named Anastasya, his heart is still untouched to do his duty as a Muslim. He returned to lay his body on the bed, and resumed his sleep after being disturbed by Abimayu.

Outside the room, Abimayu went down to the dining room to fetch water. He wanted to drink to calm his anger.

Every day is always like this, there is only the behavior of Ana that makes her rise in blood. He is not someone who can calm down if his anger is on the fishing line. He is also a quick-tempered man.

It felt like he left Ana and stayed alone again. But the marriage bond that has been established makes him unable to do anything, Ana is already his responsibility. Everything related to Ana was also his business.

Why would Ana be his wife? Why should there be such a thing as return of favor? Why couldn't he refuse from the start? Sometimes the question fills his head.

Had he married Nayla, perhaps the life he lived was not what it is today. Maybe now he is happy with his family, loving and loving each other if Nayla becomes his life companion. He wants to have a harmonious family, which does not hurt each other. But all of that is only in Abimayu's imagination.

To get rid of his anger, Abimayu went out of the house. As usual, he would run around the housing before he prepared to leave for the company. While Ana still enjoys her sleep without doing what Abimayu has reminded her.