Survive Loving you
chapter 38

Today after a few months, Umi Aida has a chance to visit Nayla's house. He wants to know what happened to Nayla until there is no news that she is sure to get.

Arriving at Nayla's house, Umi Aida is greeted by Nayla's parents.

"Nay," said Umi Aida softly, holding and holding Nayla's thin and cold hands. His heart also became sad when he saw the state of Nayla. He did not expect that Nayla would become what he saw today.

"Try to be honest, how are you feeling right now?" he continued asking after he asked Nayla's parents to leave them both behind. From her vision, she sees Nayla hiding something in her own heart and mind that she is craving for, thus making her weak as lifeless.

"Sorry, Umi," replied Nayla. He tried to sit down, until he actually sat parallel and faced Umi Aida.

Nayla could not hold back her tears, she sobbed in front of Umi Aida, until her shoulders shook.

Just this time, she was crying as long as she lay sick. Even with his parents he tried to hold back his tears. He felt ashamed, if the cause of his pain was known to others. He tried to hide everything. But, right now, in front of Umi Aida, she could not stand it anymore and shed her tears until she sobbed.

Seeing the crying Nayla, Umi Aida hugged her gently. He could feel, how thin Nayla's body was in his arms.

"Sorry, Umi. This pain, the abuser is my own." Nayla began to tell stories in her weak voice.

Umi Aida touched Nayla's pale cheeks. Formerly the cheek looked filled, and now what is clearly visible is only the line of his face.

"You can tell me, son. Let me get well!" said Umi Aida while stroking Nayla's shoulder with her concerned face.

"Me" just one word came out of Nayla's mouth, she cried back while covering her face with both hands.

"If you keep it, you'll keep it this way, son." Umi Aida is convinced that Nayla is indeed holding something in her heart that she has not been able to let go of.

"A a I'm ashamed, Umi." Nayla said while sobbing.

"If you're not ready, it's okay. But, Umi hopes, you can fight against the taste or anything that now bothers you. Everything, we have to be sincere to receive it. Whatever it is, everything. Because all God's destiny is good for his servant, just how we live it."

"I was wrong, Umi. I got too carried away" said Nayla, starting to speak again.

"Umi know, and it all takes time, but you shouldn't get too drawn up." Advice to Nayla. Even though he didn't know what feelings Nayla was harboring, and he only knew if something involved feelings, we should be able to explain. Everything that happens, behind it there must be goodness.

"I used to love Abimayu." Nayla was honest with him.

Umi Aida was shocked and in disbelief when she heard it. Then he recalled, that Abimayu once said he already had a female candidate that he would apply for when he wanted to be betrothed to Ana.

"Nyla." Call Umi Aida slowly.

"Yes, I'm the woman Abimayu is going to propose to" Nayla continued. "I've tried, Umi. I also know I was wrong. But my heart is not in line with my mind. I want to heal, Umi. But, every day, my heart is torn, it hurts, Umi. It hurts so much, I've been trying to fight back. But, the truth is, I'm getting ruined in this way."

Nayla sobbed again, and Umi Aida hugged her again. Now, Umi Aida knows the cause of the pain suffered by Nayla. That's why, Nayla's parents say if Nayla's disease is not visible to doctors.

"Umi know, son. It does hurt, but you keep trying to let go slowly." Dropped also tears Umi Aida finally after knowing the situation. In the past, he had no idea who the woman his son wanted to propose to. Apparently, that woman was Nayla.

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"I'm fine!" abimayu replied with a lethargic face.

"I can't believe it! I've been paying attention for a few days, it seems like you're not excited and like you're thinking about something!" Heri explained his opinion when he saw Abimayu.

"I'm fine, Heri!"

"I'm just worried about seeing you, Abi. Are you having a problem?"

"God! I'm doing fine! There's nothing you need to worry about with me."

"Hemmm well, I'll still listen if you want to tell a story." Heri said, because she knew Abimayu was not doing well. Befriending Abimayu for a long time, he finds out that Abimayu has a problem.

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When he returned home, Abimayu saw Ana sitting on the sofa waiting for him.

"I have something for Mas Abi." Ana had already walked closer towards Abimayu who only looked at her with a look of dislike.

"Let's sit down first!" take Ana while pulling Abimayu's hand and bring her to the sofa. Abimayu was silent and did not want to talk at all.

"This is for Mas Abi!" Ana held out a small box in front of Abimayu.

"I don't seem to need that gift!" finally Abimayu opened her mouth to speak as well.

"It's not good to refuse people's gifts, Mas Abi." Ana has since tried to be patient with Abimayu's refusal.

"I don't need anything from you."

"Then, I'll open it for Mas Abi!" Ana had already begun to force Abimayu to accept the gift she had given.

Abimayu only saw what Ana did.

"Here, Mas Abi try to wear it first! It would definitely look good if Mas Abi wore it."

A black watch was held by Ana. As a man who also likes to wear a watch, Abimayu can find out that the watch held by Ana is a watch that is not cheap, it is also from a famous brand that has guaranteed quality.

"Mas Abi knows, this is the latest output watch, this is also a limited edition item."

"I also know you are someone who likes to throw money away to buy something useless" Abimayu told Ana.

"Who said this was a useless item? This is very useful for Mas Abi, so that Mas Abi does not forget the time to go home." Ana also replied to Abimayu's words with a satire.

Ana continues to force Abimayu to wear the watch she had bought. Until the clock is attached to Abimayu's hand that makes Ana smile to see him, because at this time Ana has not given up on conquering the heart of Abimayu in order to accept herself.