Survive Loving you
chapter 32

Two years passed Ana took the household with Abimayu. During those two years, nothing changed from their relationship.

"Why is Mas Abi still ignoring me?" anna asked Abi who wanted to leave.

"What are you asking again?"

"I've improved myself, I've tried to be an obedient wife and already care about Mas Abi's needs!"

"You should have done that a long time ago."

"What does Mas Abi really want? Don't tell me again if Mas Abi wants us to split up! That's never gonna happen." Ana leaves Abimayu. He felt annoyed and angry that Abimayu was still ignoring him. Even though he had changed, he also did not have high patience. He will remain angry if Abimayu still ignores him.

Every day, Abimayu and Ana are both depressed by the circumstances they live in. Ana is still ignored by Abimayu, while Abimayu is busy arranging her heart because she often reunites with Nayla lately.

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Today, Abimayu visited the house of his brother Aisha because he had a business in the area of one city with their residence.

"Why don't you take Ana, Bi?" Aisyah asked while bringing a drink to Abimayu.

"It's work, Ma'am. I'm here because there's work."

"No excuse, what's wrong with bringing her here?" Aisha slightly refuted Abimayu because she had never come to bring Ana to their home.

"Sir, I'm here right because there's a job!" Abimayu reiterated that Aisha did not misunderstand him.

"Yes, it's up to you, but Ma'am less sure. Is your relationship okay?" Aisyah asked a little suspiciously, because she knew very well how an Abimayu was.

"Hemmm, that's it." Abimayu hesitated to tell Aisha that their relationship was fine.

"Abi.Answer the correct answer. If so, Ma'am can be mistaken for you," said Aisyah began to suspect.

Abimayu looked at Aisyah who was sitting a little distance away from her, because ever since she arrived at Aisyah's house, she was immediately greeted by her two nephews happily and invited her to play with them.

"Actually, I want to ask the opinion of Ma'am Ais." Abimayu moved away from his nephew and approached Aisha.

Aisyah frowned, her eyes narrowed as well. Seeing the way Abimayu answered questions about her domestic relationship, Aisyah was sure something was going on. Since long ago, he was very close to Abimayu, so he knew if Abimayu was having problems seen from the way Abimayu answered his question.

"Agreement about what?" asked Aisyah with still frowning.

"But Ma'am Ais promised not to tell this to abah and umi." Abimayu said to agree on Aisha.

Hearing Abimayu's words, Aisha became convinced that Abimayu was not well.

"Ehmmmm yes" Aisha replied to convince Abimayu.

"What would Ms Ais think if I parted ways with Ana?" Abimayu had already told Aisha without hesitation.

Aisyah's eyes opened wide to hear her sister's words. He was very surprised to hear that. But, he was a very wise man, and he did not want to give his opinion before he knew what reason Abimayu said so.

"What's the reason?" asked Ana curiously, because everything that happened must have been there.

Abimayu's face was agitated, she did not know where to start. He dared to ask Aisyah's opinion, because only Aisha was the only member of her family who had met Ana with the true state of Ana. At least, there was something Aisyah believed from what she said later.

"Say the Reason, Bi!" Aisha again asked her why, because Abimayu still has not said it which makes her not able to argue about Abimayu's relationship.

Finally Abimayu told Aisha without anything she covered. He also said the reason for not being able to accept Ana until now.

"Now, how do you want it?" aisha asked after hearing all the stories from Abimayu.

"If I may, I'd like us to separate, ma'am." Abimayu answered without any hesitation, because already from a few months ago he had thought like this, but there was still much to consider.

"You think well first, don't make that decision immediately." Ana gave her opinion.

"Sir, I can no longer if every day I have to face him, nor do I want to continue to add to the sin of always hating him. I can't, Ma'am!"

Aisyah took a slow breath, she felt sorry for this brother. From the look on Abimayu's face, Aisyah could tell if her sister was really depressed by her condition.

"Mbak can not argue about this, because Mbak only heard stories from you. She should have listened to Ana's story, too. For now, Mbak just advises you to talk to him about the matter first. If indeed the best way of you is just to separate, maybe it has become the solution."

"I'm scared of my brother and mummy. But I can't stand it either, Ma'am."

Aisyah understood the meaning of the Abimayu story, because she had met Ana and saw her sister-in-law directly.

"Mbak will help you talk to your brother and Umi. Abi...Household, we seek the pleasure of God, in order to be a family of sakinah, mawaddah, and warahmah. If your situation is like that, Ana who always defies to be taught and you who can never be willing to accept it, if it can not be maintained anymore and the only way is only separated, then, no maslah. But you have to talk about it well, maybe if you talk well, you'll get the solution, because the one in the relationship is you two."

Abimayu's feelings were a little relieved to have told Aisyah. All this time he had never told anyone about the problems he was facing now, even with his family. Aisyah was the first person she told, because all this time she always felt comfortable when telling her about her problem to her brother Aisha.

"You're carefully driving it!" Aisha said as Abimayu bade her to go home.

"Yes, Mommy."

"Remember what Mbak said, talk carefully with Ana, don't use emotions." Aisha reminded Abimayu.

"Yes, Mother. Abi will try." Abhimayu answered and left Aisha's house.

At 11 pm, Abimayu just arrived home. When she opens the door, she sees Ana sleeping on the living room couch, because since Ana said she would change, Ana always waits for her to go home to work, despite the quarrel that will be the end of it all.