Survive Loving you
chapter 62

4 Years later

Far away in a different corner of the city, a woman wearing a covered dress and equipped with a veil on her face was walking hand in hand with a little princess to a house while carrying a large plastic in her hand.

"Mother, why were so many people not wearing hijabs? Mother said, the woman's hair can not be seen and should be closed? like Fatimah." asked the little princess who continued to hold the fingers of her mother on the right while walking.

The woman smiled behind her veil, indeed this little princess always asked if she saw something that felt awkward in her heart.

"Fatimaaaah, out there not everyone has the same beliefs as us, maybe the person Fatimah saw was different beliefs with us. Also maybe the person still feels uncomfortable if wearing a hijab. whereas we, Mother and Fatimah are Muslims, in our religion is required to wear a hijab for women. Teruuuusss Fatimah Mother's child is also happy to wear a hijab, right?" the woman asked her little daughter again.

"Yes mother, said Mother Fatimah will get a reward if wearing a hijab," said the little princess happily.

"Fatimah was right, Fatimah was a smart boy." Praise the woman to her little daughter.

The woman smiled again as her daughter understood what she had said and taught all along.

They continued to walk until they reached the door of the house they were headed to, and it was a house that had been their residence.

"Fathyaaaah!"

A voice called out the name of the little girl from behind.

"Oh Hawaaaaaaa." The little girl directly ran towards the person who called out to her as she turned around.

"Sister Eve's coming home?" the little girl's question made those who heard become confused, as she asked with an ambiguous word.

"Yes, Honey. Brother Eve has come home, now you can play again." Said a woman who was with the child named Eve. He still understood what the little girl named Fatimah meant.

"Yeeee, happy, happy" said the little girl, who was too happy.

"When will you come back, Brother Sarah?" ask the veiled woman.

"A few minutes ago, I did. Hawa kept bringing her here because she wanted to play with Fatimah" the man, named Sarah, told the veiled woman she called Tasya.

Yes, that veiled woman is Ana, Anastasya. Now he calls himself Tasya.

Four years ago, he met Sarah. Sarah helps him when he wants to be harassed by a man when he wants to go back to his city. He felt a great trauma, so he did not allow Sarah to leave him. In the end Sarah brought him home, and it turns out Sarah lives far in the corner of the city in a boarding school.

"So, don't bring anything for you." Sarah gives a small plastic to Ana.

"It's nothing, it's just a gift for you, it's made in-laws Brother, you must like it because it's food from your city," sarah's reply reminded Ana of the place she had lived for several years and never returned.

Sarah always brings Ana food if she goes out of town to visit the in-laws of her late husband's first home. Now Sarah is remarried to an Ustad and they take over to manage the boarding school left by her late husband. Ana only knows that, because she doesn't want to ask too many questions about Sarah's life, for her she already feels grateful that Sarah has been helping her all this time. Although he still had a family, but he could not meet them again at this time.

"Sarah's sister, I don't want to bother, Brother's already a tire...,"

"Never say that again, Brother go first." Sarah cut off Ana's words.

Sarah went to say hello and left Ana standing at the door of her house with a feeling of sadness that always remembered Sarah's kindness to her.

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Elsewhere

"Umi...Will Abi never see Ana again forever?" abimayu asked his umim.

Now she chose to stay at the boarding school with her parents, if she stayed at her house it would make her chest tight, because it always remembered Ana there.

"You must not give up, keep praying and asking God for your reunion with Ana." Umi Aida said she answered Abimayu's question, because she understood very well that now Abimayu misses Ana so much that they do not know where she is now.

"Abi regrets Umi, Abi is very sorry for what Abi has done to Ana so far," said Abimayu demgan sadly.

"If you can't accept Ana's attitude, you should be able to guide her to get better." Umi Aida remembered Abimayu who once rebuked Ana in a way that might be a little rude because from the beginning had rejected Ana in her heart.

"Abi has done that Umi, but Ana still refuses," replied Abimayu slightly defending himself.

"Yes, Umi knows if she refuses, but that's because you reprimanded her in a harsh way. You should have reprimanded him in a gentle way. Although Ana is said to be mature and able to think well, but still you have to do it in a gentle way. If Ana doesn't want to change it yet, you don't get angry and keep blaming her. But you must always remind him in a gentle way, not in a hard way, because we as human beings cannot measure a person as good or bad unless only God has the right."

Abimayu was silent to hear the advice of his umya. He feels hit and realizes that all this time he was too hard on Ana, even he once clearly said he would not accept Ana even though he changed his appearance and attitude. All that he said because all this time he had misjudged and considered Ana was a woman who likes to peddle her body.

"Abi admitted wrong, Abi admitted that Abi also had many shortcomings during this time. Abi is too selfish to make Abi forget to learn something that can fortify Abi from all that Abi has done so far." Abimayu said he admitted his mistake with a very sorry face.

"Now that all has passed, there is no point in regretting it, and all you need to do now is continue to learn and improve. One day if you meet Ana, you can solve everything well" said Umi Aida as she stroked her youngest son's shoulder.

Abimayu just nodded her head and understood what the umim were saying. He hopes Ana can come back to him again and he will still wait until Ana