Survive Loving you
Chapter 41

Today Abimayu has returned to their home after a week at her parents' home.

"I want to talk to you!" Abimayu said to Ana while they were having dinner together.

"Hemmm I miss you?" Ana said while teasing Abimayu.

"There's something I want to talk to you about, and here I just want you to choose, not refuse." Abimayu continued.

"What will I choose?" ask Ana curiously.

"Listen carefully! you still remember that I've asked you before that we'd better split up, right?"

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Ana's heart immediately beat upon hearing Abimayu's parting and made her breathe a little quickly.

"You said you didn't want to part, did you? I'll approve of that." Abimayu continued which made Ana feel relieved, and little by little her heartbeat returned to normal.

"But, I will also ask you to accept my request, not a rejection!"

Abimayu plays like Ana's feelings, she can't understand where Abimayu's talk is now.

"If you don't want us to get divorced, then I'll get married again." Abimayu said calmly. Before returning home from her parents' house, she had already decided to accept Nayla's parents' proposal, and she would tell Ana.

Ana's chest felt tight when she heard Abimayu's request. He did not think this was what Abimayu would tell him.

"Not both!" said Ana briefly with a heart that hurt, she did not expect Abimayu's return brought a news that made her heart feel very sick.

"I told you, you must accept my request, get divorced or mingle!" Abimayu said firmly.

"I don't want both!" Ana also reiterated her words.

"As for you, I've said it, if you disagree, it's none of my business." Abimayu ended his words and wanted to leave Ana.

"Why should it be this way? Can't I be the only one in Mas Abi's life?" Ana said a little slowly that made Abimayu not to step on her feet.

"I don't actually want to do this, I also want there to be only one woman in my life. But you forced me to do this." Abimayu seemed to give understanding to Ana. But she doesn't know that it could hurt Ana.

"I never forced Mas Abi to remarry, even I refused it, and for what I told Mas Abi to do that, there was no use at all for me." Ana said as she looked towards Abimayu who was still standing in her place.

"You did not tell me, but you pushed me in that direction, Ana" Abimayu said. He also looked towards Ana.

"Then let's get divorced, so I can have just one wife!" said Abimayu without hesitation to answer Ana's question earlier.

"What empty tooth did Mas Abi say, ha?" Ana had raised her voice because she was very angry with what Abimayu said, because Abimayu remained with her stance to invite her to divorce.

"Didn't you understand what I've been saying all along? I really can't accept you, Ana." Abimayu has also said a little strongly because he feels very tired of the relationship they are living at this time. His heart also could not be open to receive Ana.

"Why? Is it because I'm a woman who goes to clubs often? Is it because I'm a woman who always looks sexy, ? That all Mas Abi could not make as an excuse to divorce me or make Mas Abi marry again." Ana tries to give her views to Abimayu, but it seems that all of it will remain unaffected for Abimayu.

"No, I won't be able to accept you, Ana!" Abimayu kept repeating that word which sounded painful to Ana.

"If Mas Abi doesn't believe that I can keep my chastity, let's prove it! Let's make a relationship for Mas Abi to believe." Ana had closed her body to Abimayu with her fury. But his movements were held back by Abimayu so he did not manage to touch Abimayu.

"I have also asked Mas Abi, if I change my appearance, Mas Abi still cannot accept me. What should I do if everything goes wrong in Mas Abi's eyes, ha?" Ana said in a very angry state, because she always looked wrong in Abimayu's eyes. Even he had always wanted to change himself, but Abimayu still said he would not be able to accept him even though he changed himself.

"Ana, I want you to understand, I really can't, I also feel there is no happiness that I can get in this marriage, every day we always fight, we always fight, and I'm tired of all that." said Abimayu a little softly after seeing Ana who was so emotional.

Ana shook her head in a sign of not Accept with what Abimayu had just said.

"We can be happy, Mas. Because of that happiness we can make it the way we accept each other." Ana said to tell Abimayu, because all this time only Abimayu could not accept it, while she was already very happy because she married Abimayu.

"If so, the answer remains the same, I can't be happy because I can't accept you!" abhimayu answered and left Ana.

While Ana was still sitting in the dining room, her chest was seen going up and down because she was still angry with Abimayu. He did not think Abimayu thought until he wanted to marry again. He will still not approve it until whenever, he will look for a way that the marriage never happened, because he has the right to thwart it.

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Elsewhere, a woman lying down was getting weaker.

"Nayla, let's eat first!" his mother told Nayla

"Nayla's not hungry, Ma!" said weakly.

"If you keep this up, you won't get well, honey."

"Sorry, Ma. But Nayla really doesn't want to eat."

Seeing the condition of her son now, the mother was getting sadder. He hoped that what he said to Umi Aida would be answered soon because they still could not answer the proposal.

While the child does not know what has been done by his parents for the sake of his recovery. If he knew that, how would he react. Will it really bring him back to the way he was? If he knew that, would he agree with the way his parents did it? and if he can go back the way he was, won't he feel guilty for the man he's been with all this time?