Survive Loving you
chapter 37

When Ana enters the house, she sees Abimayu sitting on the living room sofa waiting for her.

"Mas Abi is waiting for me?" anna asked directly and then approached Abimayu and threw her body beside Abimayu.

"Are you exhausted from having fun with the man who delivered you?" accuse Abimayu.

"Mas Abi, don't provoke me, I'm not arguing because I'm so tired." Ana said as she hugged Abimayu from the side.

"Let go, Ana!" abimayu. He was furious that still Ana managed to touch him with her sudden movements.

"Let it be a minute, Mom. I'm really, really tired today." Ana said softly while leaning her head on Abimayu's shoulder.

"Don't blame me if I hurt you again." Abimayu had held Ana's hand and released it from her body with a slight twist, so Ana was in pain.

"Auuuhh is sick, Mas!" as Ana squeezes her fingers.

"I told you, but you're still stubborn!"

"Remember, Mas. I'm ist..."

"Stop! Don't remind me of that again, you don't deserve to be called that."

Ana had seen Abimayu sitting away from her.

"I want to speak well with you" Abimayu said in seriousness.

"Want to talk what? I want to see, good talk about how Mas Abi meant."

"I'm serious Ana. Now you listen carefully! You know from the beginning I said I couldn't accept you?"

"Hmmm"

"Now I want to give you the solution, so that we don't get drawn into this relationship."

"What's solution? Don't tell me we have to split up again! That's not going to happen" Ana denied outright.

"Listen to me first!"

"If it will finally go in that direction, for what else does Mas Abi continue it? I don't accept any reason." Back Ana cut off Abimayu's talk.

"Let's! I'm not done with what I said, why did you cut it off right away? Besides being stubborn, you're also a disrespectful person."

"Hemmmm, he said he wanted to talk well, just couldn't stand it." Ana says she insinuates Abimayu.

"Sup to you! if you still stick with your stance, then don't blame me if something happens later." Abimayu threatens Ana, but it is ignored by Ana.

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After they spoke that night, Abimayu completely distanced herself from Ana. There were so many things that had become his habit, now he rarely did. Like at breakfast, now he had rarely to come to breakfast with Ana. He prefers to go straight to work and does not want to have breakfast first.

"I'll leave if Mas Abi agrees I'll wear my clothes of choice!" answered Ana, which made Abimayu understand when Ana answered her.

Now, every weekend or on work holidays, Abimayu always visits his parents. Abimayu never wanted to take Ana again, because she knew Ana did not like to go to the boarding school. He doesn't want to wear closed clothes anymore. If Abimayu asks her, it's just a small talk so that when asked by Umi Aida she has an answer to say Ana doesn't want to come, and she feels she won't lie to her umi.

Ana is also the same, she will go to her parents' house when Abimayu goes to the boarding school. But the two of them never told their family life to their parents. They hide it neatly so that it is not known by their master.

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In a room, a woman was lying weak. The more days he looks skinny.

She is Nayla who falls ill upon hearing from Heri that Abimayu is unhappy in her marriage.

"What's sick, Nayla?" ask her parents to Nayla.

"Nothing, Ma." Nayla replied with a weak voice.

"Tell me, Nayla. So we can treat the pain."

Nayla just shook her head weakly. At the moment he is sick, but the pain is not in his body, but in his heart and mind. So if taken to the doctor, the pain will not be visible.

Since one month ago, he always met with Abimayu who always came to visit pesantren. They had always met by chance, and back then, he could see that the look on Abimayu's face was a little different to his usual.

Nayla has loved Abimayu for a long time, ever since she studied at Mustapa's Kaftan pesantren, but she never told anyone about her feelings. Until when he continued his bachelor in the city, Abimayu came near him. At that time he did not retaliate at all when Abimayu approached him, because he knew that it was forbidden. He takes great care of himself from the men who want to get close to him. By the time they finished their undergraduate degree and were already working, Abimayu told him she wanted to apply. But all that did not continue because Abimayu had been betrothed by her parents to someone else.

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"Neither do you know, Abah." Umi Aida told Mustapa Financing because they had heard the news that Nayla had not been in teaching for several months.

"Try on calling her parents!" Mustapa Financing.

At that time Abimayu was also with them, he had only arrived a few hours ago.

"Why is Nayla, Umi?" abimayu asked curiously, because since then his abah and umi mentioned Nayla's name in their conversation.

"Umi doesn't know either, but Nayla says the teaching permit has been in the past few months, and she doesn't tell me why." Umi Aida explained to Abimayu.

"Is he sick?" ask Mustapa Financed again.

"We don't know for sure, Abah! Nayla really didn't tell me why. Umi had tried to contact her parents, but they said Nayla was fine. But if Nayla's okay, why isn't she in teaching again?"

"Have Umi tried to come to him?"

"No, Abah. Nayla doesn't want to be found by anyone right now. If he's not well, the guys here will come see him."

"Tomorrow, Umi make sure first to her parents! Otherwise, Umi just came to his house." Kfinanced Mustapa gave his opinion. They also can not ignore, because Nayla as one of the teachers in the pesantren here, they feel they have a responsibility to ensure the state of Nayla. If Nayla was sick, then they would visit to see her.

Abimayu could only listen to the talk of his brother and uminya, because the thing they talked about was no relationship with him, and certainly now he knows that maybe Nayla is not okay.