Survive Loving you
chapter 78

Ana and Fatimah had returned home after returning from the playground, while Abimayu immediately said goodbye to go home. Fatimah also rebelled a little, but Abimayu persuaded her that she was in Abimayu's abode first.

"Yes..." Call Kiran to Ana who wants to go upstairs to her room.

Ana turned back and faced her mother.

"Yes, Ma."

"Are you guys okay?" ask Kiran continued.

"Who, Ma?" Ana was a little surprised by the question of samg mama because she did not understand the meaning.

"Mama sees something different with Abimayu now." It turned out that Kiran could also feel the difference of Abimayu in this month.

"No, Ma. Still the same, he still came to see Fatimah," elak Ana. Actually, he feels the same way.

"Are you really not able to repair your relationship anymore?" kiran asks to confirm Ana's feelings for Abimayu because Justin has come to say that he wants to propose to Ana. He hoped Ana would make the right decision later.

"Ma, if now Mama sees a different Mas Abi, that's a good thing, Ma. He should have behaved that way from the beginning." Ana spoke to her angry heart.

"Yes... Forgive Mama for meddling too much in your current relationship."

"Don't ever apologize to me like that, Mama is innocent," said Ana sad because her Mama often apologized to her at this time, because her mother often apologized to her, she is very afraid of making Ana hurt if she asks too many questions about her relationship with Abimayu.

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Ana breathed her breath when she was in her bedroom. He did not expect, after returning there would be an event like this. He thought that if he returned he could lead a quiet life with Fatimah, and would not interfere with Abimayu's life again. But it turned out that everything was inversely proportional from what he had thought, Abimayu was even getting closer to them.

Ana picks up her phone in the bag for wanting to check her work, as long as she returns Ana has opened her boutique again but with a different clothing product. Since then, he has never seen his cell phone because it accompanies Fatimah to play.

"Ana, I'm Risa. How's it going? Have you accepted Justin's proposal?"

A message was read by Ana whose sender was Risa. She recalled that after returning she had never contacted the woman again, and she had no idea how she had been since she left.

Ana tries to contact Risa, but there is no answer. Then he decided to reply to a message from Risa alone.

"I'm good. Why did you know Justin was coming to propose to me? What do you know about that? "

Ana is convinced that Risa has something to do with Justin's arrival to propose to her a few weeks ago.

"I can't answer the call. You have to accept Justin's proposal, because he still likes you. Why do you still hang with Abimayu who has hurt you."

Finally Ana and Risa reply to each other until without Ana realizing that the day has begun to darken and end the slow reply with Risa.

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"Let's try, Umi." Abi said to Umi Aida.

"No problem, son. Maybe this is the best way for you guys."

"Abi is very evil, Umi. Abi does not deserve to be given another chance, because what Abi did to Ana was very painful for him."

Abimayu spoke while occasionally sweeping her face with her two hands.

"You can't do that, don't beat yourself up too much, son." Umi Aida said. She just doesn't want Abimayu to live in regret forever because she remembers her being so mean to Ana in the past.

"Yes, I'm sorry Abi, Umi. Abi may have embarrassed Umi and Abah a lot all this time."

Not only does Abimayu regret her actions towards Ana, but she also feels deeply guilty towards her two parents, for having embarrassed them with her messy life.

"No, Son. This is his destiny from God. We have to accept it because everything has happened, we can only accept and continue to live life and not give up."

Umi Aida was also saddened by the life story of her youngest son. But how else, because everything has happened so.

"Yes, at this time Abi only hopes Ana will be happy if she is with someone else later. Now that Ana's sorry is enough for Abi, she's given Abi a meeting with Fatimah." Abimayu said with his hope.

"You should also be happy, start reimagining life, and forget your past stories. There is nothing wrong with your former relationship, God brought you together so that you could be better, and maybe after this you will be equally met with the right person later, and make your past story a living lesson for you to move forward."

Abimayu was moved to hear the advice of his Umi. Umi his not prnah failed when giving advice to him.

At this time Abimayu has been determined to clarify their relationship with Ana later, because until now Ana has not been taking care of divorce papers that she once said, maybe she has not had time to take care of her.

Now let him do it even though he looks a little cruel for divorcing his wife, but actually this is Ana's own wish, and maybe this is the only request Ana receives sincerely, because she wants Ana to be happy.

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In the silence of the silent night when people are sound asleep and in different places, two people who were once together in a legitimate bond, but now they are separated because the story they are living is not as beautiful as others, sitting on a prayer mat while hand-picking to pray to the Creator.

"O Allah, if this is the best way to make him happy even with others, I am sincere. I'm sorry if all this time as if to force ask to be reunited with him. Thank God, I am grateful that you have allowed me to know him and live with him even if only for a moment."

A speck of tears fell on Abimayu's cheek, but over time the tears were more and more wetting her cheek, tonight she wanted to let go of all the pain of her heart, he wanted to cry so that everything could be detached from his heart and turn.

"O Allah, forgive me if I am still a proud and unforgiving person. I'm sorry if I don't want to give him another chance. Give me peace of mind, and give me a clue to decide what to do with someone who invites me to build a new life again."

Ana also shed her tears when she asked her Lord, because she did not know the decision she made to Justin. He was still in a dilemma, thinking of Fatimah who was very happy if she had a father in her life. Suppose there is someone else who takes the role of Abimayu, he can also accept it, as long as the person loves him.