Survive Loving you
chapter 59

"I'm sorry" Nayla said after she felt calm. Now in that house only lived his family and the Abimayu family.

Abimayu who had lowered her head earlier tried to look towards Nayla, and it turned out that she felt something different at this moment. He no longer felt any tremors in his heart when he saw Nayla, in contrast to all this time because his heart was always pounding when he met Nayla.

"When Ana came to see me, she said something that hurt my heart." Nayla begins her explanation. I was angry with him and I wanted to repay him by accepting Abimayu's proposal to me."

Abimayu was a little surprised to hear Nayla's statement. Her memory recalls the moment Ana asked to meet him with Nayla. Apparently Ana said something that made Nayla hurt.

"Now I realize that with the words of Ana who hurt me, I can rise again from my downfall, not because I feel happy because Abimayu wants to marry me. Actually if I could fight this feeling a long time ago, maybe I wouldn't have made this fuss, and these few days I feel uneasiness because actually my heart refuses to accept this. I'm sorry." Nayla apologized at the end of her speech because she felt so guilty to everyone, let alone Ana.

"I'm sorry for us too" the Nayla people told Umi Aida and Kafian Mustapa, as they also felt very guilty about this incident. If it were not for those who started to propose to Abimayu on the grounds for Nayla's recovery, then this would not have happened either.

"There's nothing we can blame for this, because all of this happened for its own reasons, now we just need to fix it and take a lesson from this." Mustapa said he wanted to appease everyone who felt guilty about the incident.

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"Abi's coming back now, Umi." Abhimayu said after they arrived back home.

"Aren't you in a hurry, son?" umi Aida said. He just did not want Abimayu to be too hasty at this time, let alone the journey Abimayu took was also quite time consuming.

"No, Umi. Abi wants to be home when Ana comes back." Abimayu said with a happy feeling, because he seemed to be in spite of something that some days had become a burden on his mind.

"Yes, it's better" said Umi Aida.

"Umi, forgive Abi for making this mess." Abimayu said while holding both hands Umi Aida. He felt that he had made a mistake that made his mother and brother embarrassed.

"Hemmm no, son. All of this is already the way, because if it is not this way, you will not know how you really feel with Ana, and also with this incident Nayla can also return to how it was, although the cause is not because you are married. Surely behind all these events we can take a lesson from it." Umi Aida said as she stroked the hand of Abimayu who was holding her hand.

"Thank you, Umi. Abi feels so guilty right now." Abimayu again repeated his regretful words, because he was really very sorry at this time.

"Umi hopes that you and Ana will be able to finish this well, and Umi believes Ana is very happy to hear if she knows you are not getting married to Nayla" said Umi Aida teasing Abimayu.

"Yes, I hope what Umi says is true." Abmayu said with a slight doubt.

After a few minutes, Abimayu was on his way to his home. There he also tries to call Ana back, but her call remains unanswered by Ana.

At this time his feelings again felt uneasiness, because since Ana left he had never been willing to answer Abimayu's call at all, even he had no contact with Abimayu at all. Though all this time he likes to prank Abimayu by contacting him repeatedly.

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"Come on! We'll just go to the hospital." a friend of Ana's who was also with him on the show invited Ana to go to the hospital.

"But what about this?" said Ana like not willing if you have to leave the event attended, because this is something that he had long dreamed of.

"Now what matters is your health, Ana." A woman Ana's colleague said to him.

A few minutes ago Ana felt so dizzy that she almost fell down while she was walking with two of her colleagues. So they decide to take Ana to the nearest hospital from where they are currently.

After being examined by a doctor, Ana gets a news that makes her not know how to accept it. Whether she should be happy or sad, as it turns out she was declared pregnant by the doctor at this time.

"You don't need to go to the show first, you just take a break! we'll let you know if you can't attend the event for a while" a colleague told Ana.

Ana only nodded in approval because she also did not want to force herself to be able to come to the event again at this time, because she still felt a pain in her head and her face also still looked pale.

Now Ana is alone in her room. She held her stomach with a sad face, and she remembered Abimayu's saying that she was afraid of having a child from her. Abimayu was afraid that he would not be able to properly educate his son later.

His heart ached even more considering all that. He thought how later if Abimayu also had a child with Nayla, surely Abimayu would be more affectionate to their child and would ignore him with her child later.

These few days he deliberately did not answer the call from Abimayu, because he felt disappointed in Abimayu, even though he had agreed to Abimayu's request to remarry, and he was disappointed in Abimayu, but it could not be denied that there was pain that slowly spread in his heart.

All this time she only tried to cover up the disappointment by showing her arrogance to everyone, because no woman could happily accept if her husband chose to marry again, unless she's a woman of choice.

"If your father doesn't want you, you still have Mommy, honey. Mother will take care of you with all her heart and soul. We'll show everyone that we deserve and deserve to be among them."

Ana seemed to talk to the baby in her stomach even though her stomach had not been seen enlarged. He was no longer in grief, he wanted to give strength to himself and the baby he was in.