Survive Loving you
chapter 67

"Why is that in such a hurry, huh?" sarah asked Ana who suddenly wanted to say goodbye to her town after a long time here she was.

"I don't know either, Brother. But I really want to go home now, Brother Sarah." Ana said while crying. He did not know why his heart was currently so agitated and reminded of his parents. Until he really wanted to go back now to see his parents.

"You calm down, Shay. Don't be like this" Sarah said, hugging Ana, who was crying.

"I want to go back now, Brother." Ana again said with her cry that had not subsided.

"What's going on, Shay?" sarah asked, because she was surprised to see Ana who suddenly came to her house and said she wanted to return to her city.

"A. k. I miss my mom and dad, brother." Ana finally tells Sarah about the anxiety of her heart and that makes her cry at the moment.

"Istighfar, Yes. Let you be strong first" replied Sarah who still hugged Ana while stroking her shoulder.

Ana did what Sarah told her. But he still felt sad.

"Sister, I'm leaving now!" said Ana.

"Uncomprehended, Yes. Brother is also happy to hear it, and Brother is not banning you either. But you mustn't rush like this, for you will go with Fatimah." Sarah warned Ana.

Ana releases her embrace with Sarah, then tries to calm herself down again with a beristighfar.

"Sorry, Brother Sarah. I can't help but feel this, because she came suddenly.

" Yes..Brother understands, and maybe there they are also missing you," said Sarah while stroking Ana's shoulder again.

"Thank you, Brother Sarah, thank you for the kindness of Sister Sarah all this time to me and also to Fatimah" said Ana who made her heart sad again.

Sarah hugged Ana back, as she also felt sad in her heart, as this was the first time since they met Ana would leave her.

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How do we tell him, Abi boy?" kiran said while crying sobbing next to her husband's body covered in a long cloth.

"I'm sorry, Ma. I've been trying to find him everywhere, too, but I haven't been able to find him." Abimayu said sad.

Right now they don't know how to tell Ana that her papa has been gone since a few hours ago.

"What should you do now, Pa?" Kiran asked her husband who could not hear her anymore.

Abimayu had also asked his men, but they also could not find any trace of Ana.

Abimayu sat leaning against the center of the house, where she still saw Kiran crying beside her husband's body.

"Ana.. come home, you can only see your current father again, because later you will not be able to see him again forever."

Abimayu closed her eyes while talking to herself in her heart, as if she was telling Ana.

Slowly Abimayu opened her eyes again, and when her eyes opened, she saw from the entrance a woman dressed in a closed dress and wearing a veil on her face was walking into the house.

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"Ana.." Ana's name came out of her lips instantly.

He knew and could recognize even though all that was visible from the woman was only part of his eyes, as his face was covered by a veil.

The woman was Ana who had reached her parents' house at this time.

The closer Ana approaches, Abimayu's heart thumps, especially now that she sees Ana holding the hand of a little girl she once met at her sister-in-law Sarah's house a few days ago.

"Ana.." Kiran's voice called out Ana's name as Ana approached where her body lay stiff.

As Ana scatters the mother's arms and hugs her firmly, she does not expect that her mother can still recognize her even though she is veiled.

Ana's tears broke in her arms, her heart breaking when she found out after she arrived and saw her father who had left her for good.

"You're back, honey. Is this you Ana, my daughter Ana?" Kiran seemed to not believe that in front of her was her daughter Ana.

"Pa. It's Ana, Pa. She's back, but you can't see her anymore, Ana our daughter is back, Pa." Kiran spoke crying as if telling her husband who can't hear anything anymore.

Ana came closer to her lying body, then kissed her face repeatedly. This face is so much he missed all this time, he really wants to be spoiled again with the papa, he wants to hear the voice of the father calling him. But all that he couldn't get back when he came back, even to apologize he didn't have a chance.

"I'm sorry, Pa. Forgive me who did not have time to apologize to papa, forgive me if I have become a disobedient and unfilial child to papa," said Ana with sobs while still kissing the face of the father."

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Now that Ana is at the funeral last place for her board, she doesn't want to go home yet because she still isn't satisfied when she last saw her papa.

Ana's tears kept dripping down the veil on her face, it turned out that this was a sign of the uneasiness of her heart since before she arrived in this city, but he was still grateful to still be given the opportunity to see the face of the papa even though the body was not moving anymore.

"Mother, why are you crying?" fatimah's small voice called out and asked Ana, because she did not understand what was happening at this time. Since then she just followed where Ana took her away.

Hearing Fatimah's voice, Ana realized that she was now with Fatimah.

"It's okay, baby, Mother is sad again, so mother is crying." Ana said as she stroked the top of Fatimah's head. He could only explain that at this moment he was sad, because Fatimah also understood that if someone was sad, then she would cry.

"Mother why are you sad?" ask Fatimah again.

"Mother is sad because Grandpa Fatimah is gone, dear."

"Ehmmm Grandpa is here, Mother?" Fatimah said as she pointed towards the mound of earth from her papa tomb.

"Yes, honey."

"Whose grandfather is it, Mother?" ask Fatimah again

Ana shakes her head at her daughter's last question, only to realize that Fatimah never knew the grandfather's call.

"Grandpa is the same as Mbah, dear. Just like her sister Eve." Ana tells by giving an example so that Fatimah quickly understands it.

Ana and Fatimah were still in the tomb for some time, and it turned out that without them realizing it since a man was watching them from a little distance away.