The 18 Year Bride
Because I Love My Wife

As school conditions began to feel safe, Elijah and I descended down towards the parking lot, repeatedly looking up at the sky in front of the school entrance, this afternoon the sky raged again and dropped thousands of cubic feet of water more than this morning, behind the dark background several times the sky rumbled to bring out small flashes. I looked at Elijah, he looked anxious but was ready to take a plunge to break through the attacks of thousands of water troops sent by the sky.

“Pak Damian, let's hurry!”

She screamed as she ran away leaving me without cue. Then I just follow his footsteps, my bag goes up and covers my head. Although this school is in a small town near the mountain, but the architecture and building area are not inferior to those in the city, I can feel the water has touched my skin, I can feel my body, the water was falling and we were still getting to the parking lot.I quickly accelerated my footsteps, because Elijah was getting further away.

“That's fun sir, running in the rain? So remember childhood.”

As he turned around, he welcomed me under the roof of the parking lot. I saw her natural beauty and beauty. Her bright smile danced over her still watery face, her thin hair becoming increasingly limp gathered against her face and neck, but it did not mask the aura of her goddess, she said, it even makes her beauty more radiant. His cheeks were again blushing like freshly harvested peaches, his eyes stern under the lentic eyelids and lashes. Time and time again I have been fascinated by her grace as a student, only she I admire, one of the millions of women in the world.

But, apparently there was something even more beautiful when I slightly lowered my eyes. The rain was so heavy that the white uniform became transparent, that's where I saw again the beauty of my wife millions of times. I gulped down a rough salivary, when his upper body could pierce through my eyes wildly. My sensual side got up a little, wanting me to enjoy this moment a little longer, but unfortunately it seemed like she was starting to realize the charm I experienced when looking at her.

“A-ah Ma-maaf.” said stiffly, while crossing his arms covering his chest.

“Ma-sorry, I'm not staring into it, don't think of anything.”

Damn, I'm honestly a little disappointed. But, better yet, he protected his body so as to dispel the wild lust of others who saw him, like me for example.

We were silent for a while, Elijah was still ashamed while continuing to cover his body. Likewise, I am still a little wrong because indirectly he may realize another side of me. Yes, after all, I am a human being, a man who is only natural if he was fascinated. oh, but there is also a difference; I am a person who has no feelings, usually I am not interested even in being seduced a million times in any way. Nor am I usually easily fascinated by female beauty, but it seems that now there is a slight change, Elijah is the exception.

Tap

I took off the coat I was wearing, and I put it on Elijah. So, he did not have to bother to cover it, besides I was a little unwilling if the beauty of Elijah was enjoyed by others who might see it too now. Hm.. Speaking of this, I became re-imagined in the memory in front of the basketball court, even when he shared his smile I felt angry, like in a duakan. So what about Elijah, if I had to get close to Amanda? I don't know how to deal with this.

Elijah looked at me in wonder, but from his view also stored the feeling of haru and admiration of me who paid attention to him. Oh universe, if I could say I might have shouted out loud; don't look at me so Elijah! Not only are you confused, I feel that way too. What the hell happened to me? Until I saw you with another man, it felt so unwilling. Is this what you call jealousy?

“Wear, I'll turn on the car.” I said as I went back to the car.

“Then what about me? Am I dry now? Come in, I don't care about anything, you're more valuable than Mobil.”

I stepped on the gas pedal, along the way the shadow of Elijah's face laughing with another man so haunted my mind, I could not deny I felt threatened now. Why do obstacles come at the same time? Why, when Amanda attacked, came the basketball boy beside Elijah, whose intentions could also be brightened even in the eyes of the naked eye, there was something more than just ordinary acquaintances. But he, it seems, has a taste.

What am I supposed to do? The first day of the deal with Amanda alone has brought a lot of excitement, what if this continues? I'll be back on Sunday I'll have to go with Amanda!

If this closeness between me and Amanda is sniffed by Elijah, it's really bad. Not to mention that there was currently a man of his age who was approaching him, then if there was a little misunderstanding, our marriage could end already.

The music in the mobiil accompanied me to the right decision. The wind and rain are also trees on the roadside. I was speechless, just speechless, dissolving in endless confusion. How can I accept Amanda's love and will while I'm married. Love is holy, when forced by this kind of pressure, it is indeed tainted. Similarly, in a husband and wife relationship, no matter what happens, I have no right to do and make decisions on the side of the party.

It really took me time not only to understand but also to believe in the seriousness to enter into a truly right and wise choice.

“Pak Damian? Why silent?”

I looked into her burning eyes as I could not wait.

I had not found an answer, not because I doubted; I knew Elijah did not pretend to love me, nor because I was still worried about my feelings, I've been honest that I'm only going to open my heart to Elijah, and I don't have any interest in Amanda. It is not that Elijah has no charm for me to love, that Elijah even has everything I need, beauty and kindness. But it was my heart that wanted to open up to her that made me unable to turn down the deal Amanda offered.

Long thought, I finally decided to try to talk to Elijah when I got home later, about Amanda's desire for me and the threat she posed to us.

Elijah deserves to know, because at least if he saw us together, there would be no misunderstanding, because he knew the background to all this we could experience.

“Later, it's not time for me to talk.” I said.