
The first week I offered this car on the web buying and selling online, there were already some people who bid. However, the price they offered was too cheap from the initial price.
anxiety buried me in a dark despair like destruction and madness in an atmosphere like this, where I was daydreaming alone on the veranda while enjoying the view of the evening sky that was starting to turn upside down. I watched the clouds march in the sky thin and pull over.
Elijah was always present to tease me; the moments we had spent together, present and drowned like mirages.His smile and laughter were like a blazing magical pearl in my mind, giving me the power of no opponent to strike the rigors of life.But, when I think back to my last few helplessness, it feels like the pearl always disappears whenever I want to touch it with my hand. restlessness and despair are the most poignant torture of the whip and more desolate than prison.
but, I had to overcome that fear, I had to try to get up. Until then while enjoying the hot chocolate milk made by Elijah, a good news came, there was an incoming message from someone who wanted to buy my car. I saw a ray of life light, when I found his offer that was quite reasonable and fit in my will. finally I reply with passion and sold the shiny red that I am proud of ownership.he I got from the struggle, and now I have to release also to return to fight.
I'm happy, so is Elijah.
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a month after the sale, I had bought a farm. Luckily, there were two farmers who sold it to me at a sloping price, because it took a quick fund. he also did not hesitate when I offered his old plantation tools.
I have always been diligent in taking care of my crops in the fields, although now I have to dress shabbily, but this does not diminish my pride as a man, but it is a testament to the persistence and responsibility of the husband.
it was getting cloudy, and I immediately returned home.I thought Elijah had gone home, but apparently the house was still quiet. It was four o'clock in the afternoon, what happened? why has Elijah not come home yet? is there a job at school? or is he still busy doing exercises at the library?
I thought about the worry while taking a bath, hoping that the water carried him away to far away.it was very fresh after a hard day's work, and enough to repel the limp disturbance caused by hoeing all day.
after the shower, I unloaded the closet, looking for comfortable casual clothes.It was unlucky, it felt like a disaster; it had started to fall water specks and the sky was getting dark but Elijah had not yet returned home. my mind went back to the fear. I finally immediately took a mobile phone on the nightstand and took several thousand bills to ride public transportation.I decided to catch up with Elijah at school.
along the way, on the bus, my mind was floating around uncharacteristically, clashing with the chaotic lights of the street that were impermeable, like there was no power anymore.usually if there is school activities, there is a school, Elijah would have told me first, including his dealings with Ummi though, but I remember today there was absolutely no news from him, so I thought maybe all was well.
the bus stopped at a stop near the hallway, usually Elijah waiting for me. I immediately got off and ran to school.but to my surprise, when I saw the school gate was closed lock. this means there's no one here anymore, and then where's Elijah?
I finally ventured to contact Ummi, his best friend by pretending to be Elijah's guardian.
shortly after that reply to incoming messages from Ummi, I opened it immediately.
Elijah is not with me uncle, we split up after school.What's wrong? did something happen to her?
Oh, Shit! I hit the school fence. Now I was made restless so much, he did not go home nor was he with his best friend. I finally decided to climb the fence, looking for Elijah in the last place with his friend. it's not impossible, is he still here?
"Eliya?!"
"Elia?!.... "
I walked through every room, shrieking his name, and I looked up to the old library where he used to wait for me...
I'm almost desperate, where should I look. What happened to you, Elijah? why do you worry me so much.
I tried to call Elijah's cell phone, but it was still inactive.The longer the day, the darker and the more intense the rain.I was standing in the middle of the sports field, looking at the dim and quiet sky, there were no stars in the sky just to find tranquility, until when I was about to step out of school, Suddenly I heard a loud sound of objects falling from the direction of the school warehouse.
with a quick step, I approached the place.I held the doorknob, locked even in the halau with a broom like on purpose. I removed it immediately, then I tapped hard.
"Is there someone inside?" I said while continuing to beat the door.
from within the limp voice came, a voice I knew well the owner, "Sir, Mr Dami-an?"
"Eliya?!" I said surprised. "Stay a little from the door, I'll break it. Wait a minute."
I quickly shook my heart and pounded.Why did Elijah get locked inside?
BRACKET
finally, the door opened after I hit with a hard kick, my heart was filled as I found Elijah's body shaking.His clothes began to wear out and his gaze was livid, with tears in my eyes, he walked towards me.
I approached her and immediately embraced, I sank her head in my arms. And again, she cried, crying most painfully until her groan tore my heart apart.
"Who did all this?"
"They hate me, calling me a seductive and cheap woman."
it hurts so much, when it turns out the universe is testing us so hard. I think after my departure in this school, the problem will dim slowly, I think the problem we are facing right now is just a financial problem. it turns out I was wrong, it didn't just pass Elijah by.
he also felt the impact of the past problems, which I did not know at all. so good he kept everything, kept the lie behind his jokes and laughter, he said, reminds me of the wounds I saw first; all this time apparently my wife experienced bad deeds from her class friends, she was in an all-out bully.
how could he keep all this from me? until I don't suspect anything? I'm sorry Elijah, I'm too busy with my own misery, too preoccupied with financial insanity, until I don't realize the bullying he's going through.