The 18 Year Bride
Open Heart and Sleeping Together

My breath seemed exhausted, along with the emotion I put in front of Elijah, but he calmed down and turned his chair closer to me.

“Drink yes, sir? Mump is still warm.”

I was still breathing, looking at the hot chocolate in the glass Elijah had given me.

“It Tastes Delicious, kok.” Saying back.

Then I take the glass and gulp it down, “Sweet and warm..”.

“Created with warm milk and added melted chocolate bars.”

He took a sip back of his chocolate, and I went back daydreaming. “It should have been in the winter drinking time yesterday, but midnight is also suitable, right sir? I used to stay at Ummi's house, he was my best friend from childhood. We often stay alternately, then while looking at the sky we drink hot chocolate. very fun.”

“Friend? I don't think about that anymore. Moreover, I only live alone, there is only a bitter feeling.I am fed up with it, fake people, if my family alone can not give affection, let alone others? from being ignored by no one to being thrown away I have felt it.”

Every night I think it's better not to get up again. If I die, no one will feel sad. Damn, I can't sleep imagining it.

Elijah got up from his chair and without any unexpected movement he rubbed my hair softly, very gently. I was comfortable, her eyes were looking at me warm. Then I got my head in his arms. My chest was rubbed and patted slowly, a touch I had forgotten how it felt, because it might have been a long time, a long time I never got.

“Why... are you so good to me? My family never treated me like this. No one... not even until mother died.”.

“When Mr. Damian's father bought me the equivalent of my father's debt, I became the wife of someone I didn't know. I lie if I am not afraid. But when we first met, and I found out that my husband was Mr. Damian, it turned out that I realized that my husband was a very sincere and kind person. you always ask me how far I walk, then put on a thick coat because I walk on a winter night. I feel, that Mr. Damian will definitely take good care of me.”

Broke my heart, scattered into the stars of thousands as this girl stroked my head back, her voice very softly into the snail house of my ears.

“Because of that, I will also take care of Mr. Damian. And be nice to my husband.”

Shit, I got carried away. I feel like my body is so hot right now like a guy who overdoses drugs per*ngsang.it's easy for him to do it, maybe because I've never been in contact let alone touched this intimate by the opposite sex.

“Ke-Why can you say such a thing? You were never taught to be wary of men?”

“Eh?” she looked at me with teary eyes, her smile was instantly sumringah. And hold my hand tight.

“Sir Damian, can we sleep together? It's the first spring night we've been through. Let's welcome the morning of this season together!”

Welcoming the morning together? It would be innocent if I did, right? But, ah My mind drifted, my brain was shackled because his words were like a boomerang for my self-defense. Can I accept his presence? Or is it because I'm just lustful? it's gruesome. I should how?

The changing of the seasons came back on the hill, I could not answer Elijah's question, but now we were in the room, and the boy took his pillow to my bed.

“How is this? I should how? Is this my first time? In this way I have to how?” I said in my heart.

The thoughts in my brain clashed, until I remembered that Elijah still had to continue school, but on the one hand I could not help myself. Although I had never thought of being a pervert before, but in fact Elijah instead evoked a sensual atmosphere tonight, I was like an animal that was being lustful. And oh, I remembered something..

“Excuse me, Mr Damian!”

His voice surprised me, so I immediately clumsy and misbehaved, even though I still did not find the thing I meant.

“Sial!” I said slowly.

But then I was silent, when I saw Elijah coming with a folding mattress. And spread it out beside under my bed.

“Loh? Mattress by itself?” I said back in my heart.

“Good sleep, Mr. Damian.” He said he smiled and pulled the blanket.

It means sleeping together, sleeping with it, is this what he means sleeping together? Stupid, I turned off the lights and immediately went to the bathroom. While turning on the faucet I thought for a long time, I instead expected more. Next time you must be more careful Elijah, when calling yourself my wife.

“Sial..” I snorted annoyedly in the toilet.

Then after thirty minutes, I came out of the bathroom because I was still upset I slammed a pillow into the corner of the wall. I lay down and pulled my blanket.

“Pak,”

I got up right away when I heard Elijah calling my name from below, had he not slept?

“What better one mattress two?”

This time I can confirm that this girl has not slept. “You're still up?” I said.

“Sorry, I have always looked after myself. Because I always thought about it better to wait until marriage first. But I promise to give myself this to Mr. Damian, my husband.”

“You're..”.

“Call me Elijah, sir.”

“Oh, but do you still want to give yourself to a man you don't like?”

“I...wanted to always be by my husband's side and see things with Mr. Damian. I want to love Mr. Damian. Hopefully it can all happen. So please accept my presence as your wife, yes sir!” he smiled, and I noticed him, “Good sleep.” Said again.

I'm breaking my body. What the fuck is this? say long things but endlessly sleep alone. I was forced to lie on my back because she suddenly grabbed my hand from below.

I thought I would daydream again all night, the atmosphere tonight was as quiet as usual, no more gongs. Because that was the last sound. Every now and then I glance at the girl sleeping below, if you were not a schoolgirl. Maybe we can open up to each other. I thought of him, he said he wanted to love me. He who wants to take care of me and spend time with me forever, apparently suddenly my eyes become heavy. Tonight I was able to sleep.