
"You?" said Amanda Shocked.
"Who is he?" Timpal Mr. Donny.
"Our children are also in school."
when the atmosphere became quiet, my mind floated no longer, colliding with these eight pairs of eyes that met each other. Can I make the right decision? give the right answers to all the questions that must have come from Amanda and Donny's mouths.
"Get in a minute!" I said to them.
they were still staring, Donny was staring at us in confusion while Amanda was staring cynically as if so angry at Elijah.
"You've just come home from school, but you've been to the teacher's house!" exclaim Amanda.
Unhappy for the impact on Elijah, I immediately set up my body to defend, "Amanda! you are the teacher, please take care of your words!"
at once, Amanda immediately looked away from her eyes that led to another place.
Whatever happens I will accept.want to avoid it anyway, we have been caught in the same house.I and Elijah have been married, and, nothing can be changed and denied the sacred relationship.although we are teachers and students, this is a risk that will happen.
"I don't care. Remember Damian, tomorrow is the day you promised.I'll wait tomorrow at the city park! I'm going home now!" he said then passed.
I realized how difficult our situation was now, they suddenly appeared at the door just like Elijah had before. They came without me, but they all gave me a surprise. my heart is like it doesn't cost much anymore.
Now it's just Donny, and he's still pensive in front of me. He puts on a flat face, his gaze so pressing as if I and Elijah are perpetrators who violate the norms of society.
suddenly my heart was pounding violently.What will happen? I saw some chicks clustered following their mother for food.an old farmer passed in front of a new fence coming home from the garden, his footsteps breaking the togetherness of the chicken and its cubs. Donny kept staring at us. But gosh, as far as I distracted, I was still a friend feeling anxious and uneasy.
my heart raced fast and fiercely, as if in me there was a dynamo swirling. aren't we working in the same place and Donny is the only male co-worker capable of confronting me in a reasonable and good way? what else is surprising? I think he's able to understand our condition, if explained slowly.I'm sure Donny will not just go home, like Amanda who has been emotionally ignited first.
"So you offered to come in, okay now?" he said break my daydream.
"W-why comein!"
Finally this thumping feeling is getting louder when Donny I invite to sit in the living room.do I need to explain everything to Donny, anyway, I'm no longer able to avoid it. but I could not lie, it felt like my heart was going to fall. Calm down, I had to stay calm, not nervous; despite the fact that I could only pretend to be calm and pretend not to be nervous
"Right now, don't think of me as a co-worker, but think of me as a brother, a friend or something closer. So tell me, what exactly happened?" he said frontal without stale bases.
"Elia can you go back to the room? you're still sick, so rest again until your body has completely recovered."
Elijah nodded and returned to the room.
"There's a reason I can't explain, which is exactly why I and Elijah got married... "
I gulped down a rough saliva, then continued. "Then because of a mistake I made, resulting in Amanda feeling like she had a chance, she forced me and asked me to make a deal with her... "
Donny leaned his body against the couch, maybe to relax. Then I looked at his face, he was smiling, very friendly.We looked at each other, wondering maybe there was something more unexpected.
"Don't worry, I'll listen until it's over!" said.
because of his words I was more convinced, and I immediately conveyed all the events that had happened to us, after I had conveyed the essence of the matter earlier, about the relationship between me and the real Elijah.
he listened to all my explanations well and carefully, with his glasses repeatedly he corrected so as not to lose focus when dealing with me this.
"I understand what you mean" he said back.
he snorted, as if completely understanding my current position, as a teacher and as a husband.To avoid confusion, I looked at him to give me opinions and input.
"That's really painful for you as well for Elijah. Yes, I can't help Amanda. I tell you, if a woman says something related to feelings, it must mean it, really, although you may still doubt because she is still a teenager and maybe her feelings are not eternal, but she must be honest with her heart now. let alone she is now a wife, naturally she said to take care of her, make you fall in love and so on. Which wife will accept, if her husband responds to other women even if it's all to protect her. try to imagine if it were her? but back again, how did you and she manage to take care of these feelings and relationships."
"And again, hearing your story, I think you and her are a good fit.You can give inward consideration to each time she acts out just following her impulse. so does he give spiritual passions such as affection, attention and a life spirit to your dry life
- importantly, be a real man, who pays respect to the partner, not just following the heart but even hurting.remember he is young, having this kind of firmness is already amazing, but if he's getting fed up with your choices, what? can you take the risk or not? dare to be sick or not?"
"I'm used to the pain" I said.
"We'll never feel this sick" Donny said. "Because I know you love her, you love each other."
i'm speechless.
I am now in a painful dilemma.baked by a very disturbing and confused feeling.I scratch my head with a style of tidying the hair while occasionally massaging the forehead. then Donny got up and patted me on the shoulder, so I woke up from the daydream.
"Be calm! I know it's not easy, but your wife's feelings are much more important.The main thing in the household relationship is to take care of each other and take care of each other's feelings. if what you're doing with a purpose for the future, but apparently your choice even hurt her, what for?"
I murmured, what exactly happened and I was thinking all this time? Do I not quite understand how happy Elijah really is?
"Well, I want to go home now, thank God that you're okay, and also that your wife will get well soon."
I raised my head and immediately stood up to take her out. she waved with her warmth, I noticed how grateful I was to Donny today, she opened my mind, the point I remember from his advice is;
"If you ask, what should you do? of course I support your wife.you better tell Amanda the truth, she is actually a good girl, if explained will definitely understand.after all if you are like this, she is a good girl, it's the same as giving her hope, if you then tell her the truth as her love grows, doesn't this mean you'll hurt two women's hearts at once?"