The 18 Year Bride
Don't ever forget me, yeah!

When the clock was showing at 7.45am, one by one the other teachers started to arrive and Amanda finally left and returned to her seat. I looked again at the flowers he had placed on the books on my desk,

To decorate your workbench so that it is more colorful,

Such a view suits him, but not for me. For me a pleasant life is gray, and dark colors are better adorned around me. The one who can shine and color for me is Elijah, he is the exception. Amanda is a girl who is struggling for her love, there is nothing wrong in terms of feelings, but the way she fights for it is wrong.

For me, pure love is a gift born of the ego, which in making it happen requires the involvement of the super ego on the self, so as not to hurt others. Above all I respect Amanda, not because she put her feelings on me, but because she is a persistent woman with her personality and will. But love must also know sincerity, he does not love me, but loves himself more.he will do anything to make him happy, even if the person he loves is hurt and forced.

but in Elijah, the two fused together so strongly, inseparably, and all of it was burning, so warm that it slowly melted the Ice on my frozen heart.

He knitted his love so sincerely and took care of it selflessly. Although at the beginning I often hurt, but loudly he said his wish diplomatically.but all of that, done slowly and well taken care of. he was so patient and painstaking without forcing.

how could I hurt someone like that? Although I understand and respect Amanda's love, it's another matter, but, if I accept the offer she's given, it's none other than, for my love of Elijah, my wife's.

to avoid confusion, I stared out the window, looking for calmness by looking at the clouds and trees on the hill.

after some time, I finally decided to throw away the flower set when I came home from school later, when Amanda left and Before Elijah came.

The doorbell rang, I got up from my seat and reached into the bag looking for textbooks, because today I have the first hour of class.

everything went as usual, until the break came. Amanda came back all of a sudden, she seemed to know where I was and where I was going. She came with a radiant face, as if she had no sin and no guilt at all.

"I noticed you always read books in this open space at recess, and never go anywhere else, the cafeteria? or a language lab? you're always looking for a quiet place, really quiet people, huh ha ha.. I'm sitting next to you, it's okay?"

Why ask again? but you also know that I cannot resist, I said in my heart.

I looked at him with a cold gaze, and only responded to his chatter with a short answer, perhaps more precisely when it was called one-way chat, because only he took the initiative to ask and look for the topic of conversation, I just answered and received the words that came out of his mouth.

I understood that Amanda was like this, because I thought I was single, but it was not yet time for me to say that I was actually married to Elijah, because seeing this way was so wild and dangerous, too, especially if he finds out that I've been married to our student at school.

Finally the doorbell went back to sounding, the loud sound was now like my favorite song that I wanted to hear as soon as possible. it was like a siren that freed me from the long tussle of the bathin torture of compulsion given by a warrior of love.

I got up and left him first.

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In the afternoon, I breathed a long sigh of relief once finally the hour home school arrived, today I teach full from the first hour to the last hour. all the students in the class were out and I was still busy cleaning up the book I had brought.

imagine immediately to the old library, waiting for Elijah to come home with him, then at home we eat together, study together. This tiredness immediately paid off completely, Elijah was like a cure for fatigue, he said, it makes me excited to go to the old library.

however, when I was about to go out, I found Elijah already standing in front of my class.His body was already wet, because maybe he had been there long enough.

"Elijah... What are you doing?" I said, looking left, right,

"Sir Damian... "

"Mr said he'd find another way out, right? Mr. Damian won't stay quiet forever and this way until I graduate, right?!"

Sobbing she shivered holding her school bag, if this wasn't an open space I would have taken off this knitting vest and put it on Elijah, because his shirt was transparent again because of the rain, I can what? there were still students and students around even though it was a long distance away as well.

"Elia, come here, you'll get rained down and get sick!"

"Sir Damian promised that, right? remember right? I will wait and accept Mr. Damian's choice, but I beg you not to disavow, because I like you, Mr. Damian! so I won't budge and I'll trust you!"

"Elia please, come here. You're too wet."

"My question answers?!" he said again with a high tone.

then because his voice began to rise, I immediately pulled his hand to make his body so close so that no one else heard here.

"I won't break my promise, so don't do anything stupid like this again, what if you get sick?"

Elijah looked at me, but then his eyes turned to stare at my left hand, "That's a flower, from whom?"

I followed the glare. Oh, shit it should be true that I left this flower in the office, but I was too stupid to think that this coincidence would happen.

"From Amanda's mother?"

"Elia, don't get me wrong!" I said, removing the flower from my grasp.

he was silent, just silent.then he took the flower on the floor, I tried to hold it but again he was able to pull my hand away.

"I told you I would trust Mr. Damian, but I also hurt to see your togetherness, so I will avoid it if at some time I see you both together, to keep the feeling. one thing I asked you to do, when you're with that, don't you ever forget me, sir?"