The 18 Year Bride
The Most Sadistic Symbol of Hypocrisy

"This way it's all over" he replied, smiling.

"What are you talking about? What are you doing El? this is precious to me, my first birthday present! If there's a problem, or I'm doing something wrong please just talk, don't ruin this."

"I'm tired, I think it's time to stop. I want us to split Mr. Damian."

I fell silent while looking at his face fixed. Then I turned my gaze while picking up the paper shreds that were scattered on the floor. empty, sore and sick. now, now, I dare not imagine if what he said was solemnity.I can not imagine what if I parted with him, can I continue to live? I can't, and if I could, I don't know how.

"Sorry, was I wrong? I'm sorry I snapped a little. Have ya?! it's okay, later I fix the picture. I have paper glue, where yes I put last. wait a minute. "my word shifted the topic, I said, while unpacking the table and drawer cabinets looking for glue I mean, even though I actually do not know whether I have it right or not.

"I'm going home to my parents, sir."

"Elijah!! enough's enough! ok okay? I know you're angry and hurt because of what you said, but please, don't talk about it. Dad was rude, you remind me I was once considered dead? so let us stay away from them, as long as we are always together.we will be fine." I replied in a slightly angry tone.

"There was nothing wrong with my father's words." he was silent for a moment, gently staring at me. "from the beginning, I was bought to take care of Mr. Damian because he was away from the family, and now I've brought Mr. Damian back to this house. Because it's my job to take care of it is done. So let me go, our relationship just got here."

I was silent, silent for some time, in the depths of my heart, how I did not want to believe all of Elijah's words, I was disappointed and broken, it all went by so fast as if I was struck by a passing train. I tried to brush off his words, but everything he said still ringed clearly in the ears.

I understand that for too long Elijah has endured, he has been patient with his company.Even when he is treated badly by those closest to me.I know he may be tired, he may be tired, behind my attitude that still remains pessimistic and easy to give up. I have not been a good husband for him, I can not make a decision, I am unable to act decisively, I am not able to act decisively, and I still need the help of parents.I think I'm the one who's guilty of this, but...

"Tasks?" I replied while glaring. "From the beginning of our marriage it's all about duty? so you always say obligation, obligation, obligation? not about love?"

"true."

Elijah smiled, there was no burden, as if there was no empathy for me for what he said.

"You don't have any feelings for me? there's no love? even just a little?" I said come back just to make sure he meant what he said.

"All the attention, affection and gifts. it's all just because of duty?"

and again, she smiled, looking at me with a shady expression. "true."

I immediately hugged her, kissed her forehead in a row, and she sank into my chest, describing the passion of love that I had so great. the fragrant scent of her hair and body was smelled by my nose and entered inside.

I don't want to be apart, isn't that what we believed in a long time ago? that whatever happens, as long as we stay together, and I can continue to have Elijah, then my life will continue to be guaranteed its survival, he is like the air I breathe, if there's no one, I'll die.

"You're kidding, baby. have you? I know your heart is now hurting. That's why we're preparing to get out of here as soon as possible.I'm really sorry.I love you, you're the only girl of my dreams." I whispered.

but after that, he jerked my hand and pushed my body from his side. "Forget it, Mr. Damian, I'm tired of pretending to be strong."

I just kept quiet, silent.it turned out all this ended seriously.I looked at him, and he looked at me back.there was no doubt in his eyeballs, he was burning as usual. maybe what he said was true? she doesn't really love me? all his attention, sacrifice and loyalty were nothing but part of the duty that his father had given him.

Suddenly I remembered the times we had together, now I realized, and I felt myself really stupid.I was fooled by a high school girl, my own student. every sweet word she spoke, every thoughtfulness and affection she gave was nothing more than a trick to deceive my heart.

apparently he just made me an excuse to ease the burden of his family's debt.

"Gruesome, you are terrible Elijah! you're no different from my family, you're far worse than I thought."

her personality and beauty that I have always praised and proud of, now falls into the image of a planned deception disguised in love, complete with her beautiful actions and words.

"Great, you are the epitome of the most sadistic hypocrisy ever. Act as if you are the light and savior. whereas you are the source of the most painful disasters and heartache! get out of my life.go wherever you want!!!"

she pulled her bag on the floor.Then saying goodbye to me, she originally wanted to hug and kiss my hand, but then she paused, maybe weighing my feelings.

"Thank you, Damian, good-bye" he said.

with a heavy heart, I slowly tried to remove him from my life.I should have known from the beginning, if it would hurt like this.Where is the girl who wants to marry a desperate man, he said, and not have a passion like me? only asa.

then he disappeared from behind the door and went far away leaving me here. I don't know what fate looks like, it's just that in the depths of my heart, I wish it was just a dream... the dream I want to end, wake me up because I can't lie, get sick no matter what...

I love her so much.

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This is a message for our beloved.

Hi deck Elijah? are you tired already? must be tired, right?

Our dear Elijah Dedek, personally the author does not dare to judge the choice of the deck of Elijah. whether right or wrong, the author knows the deck of Elijah has survived and fought so great for a' Dami.

there is a time, a woman will be tired. the author is sure that the deck of Elijah love the same A Dami. the author will do the best for their marriage, hopefully can be maintained ⁇ _ ⁇

You are strong deck, we believe you are not a hypocritical and terrible girl.author hope everything you say lies, you are a good and sincere girl, just that you must be tired... you have sacrificed and fought many insults, snapped, used, and denigrated. You are strong, you are great.

A' Dami you're trying to think clearly, aren't you? and try to start self-evaluation.you are a man and you are also the head of the household.do not always feel unable to do anything until you have to expect from Ortu, you are capable and you can!! Fighting we love you guys.

Love, though,

Sanskeh Author