The 18 Year Bride
Hugs, Struggles and Networking

“What if because of it all, Mr Damian so really put his heart and fell in love with Amanda?”

That was how he explained his worries and fears.

I think she is the girl who, though not the best at things, has fought for things the right way, so that every tear drop that fell on her cheek became an attack that touched the bottom of my heart so deeply and sentimental.I also felt a little moved and proud to have been her husband, she said, having a girl who makes me feel owned and wanted because she loves and fights for me. Even though, often feel uncomfortable in the face of her liveliness and stupidity.

every time I contemplated our relationship, I was immersed in novelty, my long-dead, empty soul so full and fresh that I could not lie, I wanted to continue with it. the way he laughed and served me, the way he spoke and was silent, so familiar in memory, and always haunted me in solitude.

I want her to stay by my side. I want to stare at her all the time, all my life. until, beyond my expectations, when I first tried to touch her intimately, she said, when I was swept away in the crib of his intoxicating charm, it all, even made our situation now cornered and so a boomerang that was ready to destroy us at any time.

I immediately hugged her, tightly, and she was drowning in my chest, describing an emotional passion as intense as the one I had. The fragrant scent of this jet, thin hair smelled into my nose, it felt like I was drunk and addicted to a perfume, a fragrance that I immediately kissed, like a flower that just bloomed in spring.

while continuing to sob, I wiped the tears on her cheeks and I opened the hair that covered the left and right sides of her face while I rubbed her cheeks that were somewhat filled.

"Listen to me Elijah, I know and understand your concerns.You also know, I am not a man who is easy to get along with, chat with others let alone spend time with him all day really makes me uncomfortable, I am not a man who is easily familiar, even with you sometimes I am still often awkward.if there is another choice, I also do not want to choose something sickening like this, right now there's nothing we can do but follow Amanda's path.I don't want you to quit school, because education is your right as a teenager and a student."

I looked at his face again deeply. then I turned my eyes away when his eyes could no longer block the clear circle. it felt sore. now, I no longer have the courage to look at him. his eyes, he said, and the look of his sad face seemed to pressure me, signalling that I immediately gave the best path he wanted.

I swallowed the saliva again, just giving a pause so that I could hold my head up again in front of him.

"Look, Elijah, earlier I apologized for kissing you see no place, I should have realized this from the beginning; I really didn't expect this to happen.just, I just, now I just want you to understand that if you too are able to fight to be a wife and melt my heart, then understand that I also want to fight for you as a wife and also my student, you deserve to have an even better future after marrying me."

then, we looked at each other and kept quiet.I wiped back the tears and I stretched his shoulders.

"I promise you, I'll think of another way out soon, but, for now please forgive me for this path I chose. We fought each other, we fought each other, I'm not gonna fuck around 'cause I'm not a guy who likes to play with ties."

there was no answer from him, he just hugged me back. fragrant hair was present back in my soul. I stroked his wet back, while he sobbed on my chest. moved. then I lifted his face, I lifted his, I stand like a statue and I fix his tangled hair.

"To be beautiful" I said.

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In the morning, we got ready and went to school. Along the way, I thought, this is the time when this new corn marriage was tested, about my loyalty and his stubbornness as a couple. can she endure watching another woman approach her husband blatantly? can I just keep convincing him to believe?

arriving at school, I went straight to the office and sat down. Previously Elijah I had dropped off first at the bus stop, a little further than the road yesterday.

Amanda welcomed me in a distinctive style, "Good morning, right, Mr Damian? all will go well, with good cooperation," he stood before my desk with his right hand leaning back, as if he were the master of me now.

I frowned, she has a similar character to Renna Owen, a movie star who I hate for her antagonist role: Elegant, risk-taking, and articulate. "If you don't approve, then don't blame if the photo between the two of you spreads. "he said he was proud of me yesterday, his risk-taking actions are more absurd if in the real world, making him a little different from Renna.

I rested my body on the soft seat behind the desk filled with student exercise books. Regardless of it, I reopened the results of yesterday's quiz while predicting various possible values and remedials that will take place later. occasionally drowsiness returned to attack me, making me many times have to massage my eyes that are ponderous and sore.I returned lack of sleep, because all night thinking of Elijah who became colder.

"You look very tired, but today is a good day." Amanda broke my concentration from the writings on the student answer sheet.

he then took something out of his left arm, which was hidden from the back.

"To decorate your work table to make it more colorful," he said.

"Not to overdo it, our deal is just a chat," I said.

this flower arrangement, if noticed, has an unusual design.The deep red roses are surrounded by white roses to meet the outermost line of the circle, there were also a few pink lilies on the other end hanging a yellow piece of paper that read: I will accompany you in growing your feelings for me.

This must have been the impact of our conversation yesterday which was full of drama and sentimentality.I am very uncomfortable, please understand Amanda.

"You're wrong, our deal is you give me space and I'll fight for you."

I looked at her coldly while grunting.I had no other choice but to accept the flower arrangement.but, this does not mean that I accept Amanda's request that I desperately hope to make a lover.However, this does not mean that I accept Amanda's request, I am not a bachelor man, I am married and my wife is Elijah.