The Dark Secret of the Actress
Chapter 101 RGSA - Reasons To Cry

Because Catalina's clothes were soaking wet, Natasya, the female Tattoo Studio employee gave the kimono a towel for Catalina to wear. While realizing the concept that Catalina wanted, Natasha spent sixty minutes designing two suitable images and then performing a series of procedures before applying the tattoo.

Catalina followed a series of procedures without asking much questions and after all the procession went through, she lay in bed and was ready with a small tattoo behind her ear.

"You've never been tattooed?" ask Natasya while preparing her tattoo equipment. He is a professional tattoo artist. So everything he does and all his equipment meets the standards. From needles to ink, all are of the highest quality and are very safe to use.

"Not yet" Catalina replied. He had never been tattooed because he was afraid of the pain. He did not dare to do so until today, until a very painful pain came and made him determined to fight the pain in his heart with the pain in his physique.

"Maybe it will be a little painful" Natasya said. "Are you ready?" Although the two tattoos that Catalina wants are not large, but the pain of being in the tattoo does not mean there is no. Whether the tattoo is big or small, the pain is the same. The only difference is how many needles are used. The more it hurts the more.

"M." Catalina nodded.

"All right, let's start." Natasha started her first tattoo behind the ear.

Sensing the needle piercing through her skin layer, Catalina closed her eyes. Unexpected pain, completely according to his estimation. And a clear drop slid from the corner of his eye.

Suddenly he was crying.

The crying that did not stop.

Seeing the tears continuing to flow from Catalina's eyes, Natasha asked, "Is it really painful?" Although he knew that it was quite painful, he did not stop his movement. No matter whether Catalina was crying or not, no matter whether Catalina was in pain or not, the tattoo was indeed quite painful. And he has no mercy for it.

Catalina nodded. "Very painful. It really hurts." Catalina was very conscious when she felt that pain. But with this pain, he had a reason to cry. Though the greatest pain he felt was not from what Natasha did, but from what Sehan did.

He wanted to see the man and ask him why he was doing this. He wanted to go there and ask himself why. He wants to do it. Really want. But he strongly rejected that desire. No matter what, he could not accept any reason.

He was afraid that he would come back to wavering if he saw it.

He couldn't meet her.

Really can't.

Except when he's really ready. Before that happened, before he hardened his heart, he knew all the reasons Sehan gave him would be accepted no matter if they were absurd. He can't be stupid anymore. Enough stupidity, enough to get here.

"Should I give you candy?" natasya asked, not good at entertaining people.

Still with tears dripping down, Catalina chuckled. "I don't like to eat sweets" he replied.

When the first tattoo is done resplendent, the second tattoo begins. The second tattoo is located on the arm. It is a few words with Portuguese written using Latin fonts. The size is not too big, the color is also only black, do not use other colors.

It took a long time to complete both tattoos. And when it was done, the rain outside had already subsided. Catalina's clothes are dry. Before leaving the studio, Catalina said, "As I said before, I don't want any data on myself and we never met."

Natasya. "I understand" he said. "There will be no data about you. There won't be you on the surveillance either. You never came here."

Catalina nodded. "Thank you, Nat. See you soon." That way, Catalina came out of the Tattoo Studio with a feeling of relief in her heart. He took a taxi and soon a taxi took him to a nearby motel. Not wanting to stay in a hotel, nor wanting to return to a condominium, Catalina decides to stay in a motel that is quite remote.

Two days, was the time he spent calming down.

For two days, Catalina thought about many things.

Every night he spent in the motel, cigarettes always accompanied him. He deliberately did not drink alcohol because his skin had just been tattooed, he was afraid that alcohol would damage it. That was why he refrained from drinking it even though two bottles of alcohol were in his room.

In his escape from the world, he really lived life the way he wanted. He didn't shower. He ate instant noodles and instant noodles again. He also does not wear good clothes and does not make up himself. Because he did not meet anyone during that time, he was very relaxed about his days.

It could be said, this was the life he wanted.

Far from the world.

Far from frenetic.

Far from the hustle and bustle.

Just himself. There's no one else.

Not wanting to walk, Catalina decides to take a taxi. On the way, he took his cell phone and turned it on. The phone is waterproof, so even if it rains long enough and he does not charge, the phone is still on when in use and there is no problem with it.

Catalina immediately searches Nick's number and contacts him.

With one call, the man received his call. "Hello" said Nick from behind the call.

"Hi, Nick."

"What's wrong? Are you tired of acting like a bum?" Nick chuckles. It's strange how others entertain themselves. They just feel like they want to disappear from the world because they are too disappointed with expectations, and they have their own way of treating that pain.

But what Catalina did, made Nick want to laugh at him.

There is no point in running away. The chaos that exists, should be faced not left behind. That's how you end a problem with one tap.

Catalina. "Where do you know that?" He asked while keeping the phone away from his ear. Just to see if the guy behind the call is really Nick or not. But that guy was really Nick.

"You're really asking this stupid question?"

"Forget it!" Catalina. Nick, what doesn't that guy know? It's ridiculous to ask him this question. It's like he has a lot of eyes everywhere. "How was Tatiana's condition as long as I wasn't around?" tanyakanya.

"Tell me straight to the point" Nick said, not wanting to waste time. He knew asking Tatiana for news was just a small talk. And it doesn't matter at all.

Catalina. This guy, since when did he become so annoying? No. gabe. Actually from the beginning Nick was a bitch. It's just that lately it's gotten worse.

"Let's meet" Catalina said straight to the point. "When do you have time and where do you want to meet?"

"Now in your condo" said Nick, quickly.

"okay." That way, Catalina ended the call. He kept the phone away from his ear then saw there were several incoming message notifications on his phone. Knowing it was a text message from Sehan, Catalina ignored it. He turned off his phone and put it in his bag.

For now, he did not want to get in touch with the man. In the future he also does not want to. So the first thing he had to do was turn off his phone. Because if he blocked his number, the man could come to him at any time.

Meeting him at a time like this was too troublesome.

He does not want to be tempted back or he will fall deeper.