The Destiny of a Substitute Mother
Chapters. 61 Painful Farewells

When Kane wanted to enter, the door closed.

"My wife, how's she doing?" ask Kane.

"We don't know, but we're trying to help him. Please calm down."

"Don't I tell you to save him first instead of this boy!" shout Kane. The tears that never came out all this time are now collapsing.

Guilt, regret, fear of loss and despair are mixed into one. He's like a man who lost his mind.

The baby was hard but Kane didn't care. He's more concerned with Dee's safety.

The midwife doesn't know what to do now? The baby's mother is dying and the father wasn't expecting this child.

The boy was eventually accepted by Mr. Jhon. He's the one who grabbed her. His face was very similar to that of little Kane.

"Dee please hold on. If you live I'll never bother you again. You will be free to decide your life in the future" said Kane.

Emilio could feel Kane's sadness this time. She was also scared and saddened by what was to come next.

They waited two hours for the doctor to leave the room.

Kane came straight closer.

"The patient survived, but our second child could not be saved" the doctor said.

Kane could breathe a sigh of relief this time. He hates Dee's betrayal, but he's sicker to see Dee go for good.

Dee was transferred to the treatment room. Emilio stood by the door. Kane himself was about to enter when Emilio prevented him.

"This time I won't let Dee get sick again by you!" emilio is heartbroken because Kane Dee is back in pain. It's enough all the suffering Dee has received Emilio thought.

"I just wanted to say goodbye to him" Kane said.

"Hold your word! From now on you can't go near my sister anymore" Emilio said.

"It wasn't me who started this, I didn't want it to happen like this either. If you know what it's like to be betrayed, you'll go crazy. Like that's me too."

"However, I didn't expect it to be like this. I don't want to see Dee get hurt and lose the baby."

"He almost died because of your stupid actions, you are too emissional so often do dangerous things that you regret in the end.''

Kane just shut up. He knew he was wrong this time. Kane goes into Dee's room. He was standing next to Dee. Looked at him feelingly.

He touched Dee's face for the last time. Kiss it softly and deeply, uniting both of their cheeks.

Her lips twitched when she wanted to say something. "You know you're the first person I ever loved in this world. From the beginning I knew, if I couldn't love you knowing this love would hurt me."

"However, I am grateful to know you, to know your love and to see your smile that adorns my day for a while."

"I don't know until now whether you love me or not?"

"The thing I regret the most is your defiant nature, until you betray me Dee."

Kane's chest was painful and tight. He hit her hard. "It hurts so much here, Dee," Kane said.

"I don't know why you came back to me after I let you go. But if it's because you want to hurt me, you succeed Dee" Kane said.

"I want to hate you so much, but I can't. I can't because I love you so much."

Kane himself does not know what his life would be like without Dee accompanying him.

"If living with me is a burden to you, then I will end that burden. I'll let you choose your own life and I won't ban it anymore. But remember one thing, if there is a man who will love you with all his heart" Kane whispered in Dee's ear.

"Goodbye Dee, live happily without me" Kane said stammeringly. He just walked away.

When Kane closed the door Dee's eyes opened.

At that moment Emilio went inside.

"Dee are you conscious?" call Emilio.

"Kane?" said Dee lirih and hoarse.

"Don't think of him anymore, he's gone."

Dee shook her head, crying loudly. He knew he was wrong but as usual he was not given a chance to explain.

"Call her for me" Dee pinta told Emilio.

Emilio shook his head. Dee then went down to look for Kane and pulled but infusion in his hand.

"I have to go after him" Dee pinta. However his weak body made him almost fall, it was fortunate that Emilio held onto it.

"Dee let him go" said Emilio.

Dee was back in bed. Weeping over such a bad fate for her.

"I love her, I just want to say that I love her" Dee said wholeheartedly hoping that Emilio could help her.

Emilio wiped Dee's tears. "I know, but you'll never live happily with her because you and her are different."

Dee roared loudly. Never did he do this in front of others, exposing his deep sadness.

Suddenly she remembered that she was pregnant and the accident? Her stomach? He saw it and touched it, it was deflated.

"My-my child?" ask Dee to panic.

"One has died" said Emilio. Dee's crying is getting louder. He finally fainted.

Emilio called the Doctor to come in a panic.

***

Kane was taken from the hospital to Shanghai by private jet.

"Master," call Mr. Jhon.

Kane.

"Didn't you want to hold her for a moment?" bargain Mr. Jhon hope Kane can accept his son.

Kane breathed deeply. Smiling bitterly. He then told the nanny to bring his son closer.

The babysitter put the boy into Kane's lap.

"He has not been named yet" said Mr. Jhon.

Kane recalled Dee's conversation with him before all those problems happened.

'I'd like to name this child Jesper and Jesslyn if one of the girls, '" Dee said.

'If that one guy, name him Jason, '" Kane said.

'That sounds wonderful.'

"I named it King Jesper Yang" Kane closed his eyes. It hurts to think of Dee. He could not look into the eyes of this child anymore because his eyes were the same as Dee's.

"Take him," pinta Kane with a tight chest. The boy's hand was like trying to reach Kane, but Kane even threw away face.

"Master?" Mr. Jhon who saw it also felt sad. Kane chose to stay away from the boy. Especially when the child cries loudly. Kane just stared at him silently. I don't know what's on his mind?

'This is our son and I won't let him cry and be lonely, ' Dee's words kept ringing in his head. I want him to fall asleep and hope it's all just a dream.