The Passion of Duda Perjaka
A Strange Feelings
“No, Baby. This time it was serious, though, Om has realized that this is all wrong because Om immediately trusts people without finding out what the truth is like” said Bisma while stroking Qisya's head which makes Qisya slightly rewind his seat away from Bisma.
“It turns out he's still very scared of me, but yeah. Maybe this is the best thing for him, if he continues with me maybe his trauma will increase. However, if he is with his family he may recover. It hurts, yes it hurts. But, I don't want to destroy a family that is innocent of my half-brother's death and I have to ask the real story to Brother's ex-husband. Yeah, should. Inevitably I have to meet them to return Qisya ” said Bisma in her heart while looking at Qisya's frightened face.
“Tuan..” said Pinjai while giving a code to Bisma to keep a little distance so as not to make Qisya more frightened.
Bisma immediately understood the code given by Pinjai. Although he was eager to hug Qisya and hold his face, Bhishma realized that with Qisya's condition, doing so was not the right time for him.
“Sorry, if the tall Om scares me. Alright, Om will be a little away from Qisya. Then, how was the offer that Om said earlier? Would Qisya want to go back to them? Or...” said Bisma cut off when Qisya immediately said it.
“I want, Sir. I want to go back with them. I don't want to live with criminals like all of you. Anyway I want to go home, go home, come home” cried Qisya with full of emotions that make Bisma anxious if Qisya will return like his previous state.
“OK, Om will bring Qisya home tomorrow, how? What does Qisya want? If, then Qisya should be able to calm down first. Om tall did not want to make Qisya cry and feel fear like that time”
“Om knows that tall Om is very evil to Qisya, but Om begs Qisya to be calmer. Om promise will not see Qisya again if it makes Qisya happy” said Bisma who made Pinjai surprised.
“Master, are you sure of what you said?” tanya Pinjai with her confused face.
“I'm very sure, Pinjai. I have to make amends for making Qisya like this” said Bisma while staring at Pinjai who immediately made her silence.
“How, pretty girl?” bisma said with a smile on her face, staring at Qisya.
“Master promised not to come back to see me and my family, right? And you will also not avoid Mother with Father?” qisya asked in a frightened tone.
“No, Om tall promise. After Om deliver Qisya back and Om tall can get an explanation of everything from your father, then from that moment Om tall will not see Qisya again. The important thing Qisya can be happy is enough for Om tall” replied Bisma who tried to smile when her heart felt very sick.
Even his eyes began to glaze over which it was obvious that Bhishma felt the loss of Qisya. Qisya could only lower her head while slightly carving a smile on her face which made Bisma and Pinjai extremely incredulous.
For almost 1 week, Qisya always showed a flat face and his fear of them. And this time he smiled slightly which made the two of them also smile happily. Then, Qisya ran to his room to prepare himself because he was very happy if tomorrow he could be reunited with his family after several months of living with Bhishma and Pinjai.
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The next day...
Qisya who was very excited in the morning was neat and his face was so story-wise. Even Bhishma who saw the cheerful Qisya from afar smiled.
“I was so happy when I could see you smiling so wide, Baby. Hopefully this decision is a decision that will not make me regret later, because I have promised not to meet again. And surely I will miss our time with” very much
“But I tried to let go when I let you go. Yes, it should be. I must not be selfish to be a criminal when the enemies I have been guilty of, but in reality they are innocent. Than I regret for a lifetime if I destroy a family that has no faults. I better let go of it even though somehow this heart feels so sick”
“What is clear at this time I am very proud of myself for giving up what should not be mine, now I am free to return it to the owner who should”
“Dad, Mother, sisters and all wait for Qisya to come home. Today we will always be together and there will be nothing separating us anymore because the criminal has admitted his guilt. But, for some reason Qisya felt a strange feeling. Akhh, stop. I better focus on myself to prepare myself when I meet you guys” Qisya said as she stared at her family photo inside her phone.
The bisma who saw it accidentally shed her tears, she was so disappointed with herself for trusting others without looking for proof of the truth first. If only Bhishma had sought the truth, perhaps they would have become very good friends by this time. And there is no such bitter word of farewell or encounter.
She wiped her tears, and tried hard with all her mixed feelings, and she returned to her room. While Pinjai who saw Bhishma from afar also felt what Bhishma is now feeling because Pinjai has considered Bhishma like his own brother.
Yes, indeed their status is superior and subordinate. But Pinjai and Bhishma had been together long enough when Bhishma pioneered everything from zero. So, at least they have a fairly close proximity. It's just that, Bisma who is indeed the head of the mafia so he does not show his friendly attitude. But, make no mistake. Behind it all Bhishma still has a sense of care for Pinjai who has been accompanying him all this time.
“I'm sure that Mr. Bhishma actually has more feelings for Ms. Qisya, but he denies all that. It seemed like he was trying to resist that feeling. But, in the end he tortured himself in order to see Miss Qisya smiling happily back”
“This is love, Sir. Try to make peace with your feelings so that you know if this is the love that should be fought for, not even try to reject it”
“I also know that behind Miss Qisya's little heart she is also very comfortable with Mister. Merely, Miss Qisya had yet to understand the meaning of her comfort that she felt during her close proximity to Master. But it's very natural, I can understand that. Maybe because of his age is still a minor so his emotions and anger can not be stabilized, so when he feels disappointed then he will rebel to forget all what you have been through”
“I hope someday when you have realized all that and can make peace with each of you, then you will realize that is what is called love. Hope you can be reunited. That's all I can do, if destiny says otherwise then I can't do anything about it. But, if destiny says yes, then your meeting for the future will bear fruit of sweetness is not like your current meeting that bears bitterness” thought Pinjai in his heart.
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