The Passion of Duda Perjaka
Balqisya Zhafira
But when Sasya was checking his phone whether it could still be saved or not, but unfortunately there is someone who has surprised him and reflexes to make a phone that again Sasha tried to stack now again destroyed on the grass green.
“Why can your phone be damaged like that?” asked someone with a cold tone that made Sasha turn her head and immediately picked up her phone.
“Gosh Tuann Alexxx.. You made me hang to know no!” furious Sasha.
Alex who wants to answer was he paled back when he saw Sasha's phone that was destroyed was not formed. But what makes him wonder is that he recognized the phone and was no stranger to it. Then Alex immediately snatched the destroyed phone from the hands of Sasha who tried to hide it, but the results were even taken by Alex.
“Yaaaaa... basic is not polite! Return my phone..” strangled Sasha with a face full of panic, he was very afraid if Alex could find out everything.
Several times Sasya tried to take it from Alex's hands, only everything always failed. Alex was very deft and didn't let Sasha take it easy. What's more Alex's hand is so long, that it makes Sasha's small hand a hard time to pick it up.
“Po-phone i-this.bu-not the i-this is the Qi-Qisya phone I bought back then. Even I still remember the design, the place of the phone, and also the color. Why is this phone in his hand? A-what ja-don't di-she is Qi-Qisya..?” alex said in his heart as he looked at Qisya's bead so deeply that it made Sasha growl.
Sasha was so scared that Alex might remember him and Alex would know who he was. So before being caught, Sasha stood up and grabbed the broken phone violently from Alex's hands.
“Sa-I excuse, there are patients that I have to check daahhh..” said Sasha who immediately turned around and wanted to move her legs.
However, Alex's hand was immediately damaged and he stood up and pulled the hand so that Sasha could face him. Sasha gasped as she stared at Alex's face which was in serious mode.
“Are you Balqisya Zhafira, the little girl I have hurt and also disappointed in the past?” said Alex who was still blocking Sasha's hand while continuing to look at her.
Sasha was silent with a heartbeat that kept beating rapidly and made her a little claustrophobic. But Sasya does not know what else to answer, she instead turned her eyes away from the gaze of Alex's eyes to make Alex increasingly suspect him.
“Qisya and Sasha are 2 different names, yet they are the same person. It's just me you just took a nickname from behind him right, Qisya being Sasha? Is that right, little girl?” alex said with an emphasis that made Sasha's body start shaking because he was hit by a panic attack.
Alex immediately let go of Sasha's hand and immediately moved away from Sasha with a distance of 1 meter. Alex just remembered that Sasha had a trauma with him, so he could see if Sasha felt it again. Though all Sasha felt was that she did not know what to answer, it did not mean that her trauma returned because she had completely healed from her trauma.
“Ma-sorry.. ka-if I-I go back to make you feel pain, I apologize once again. I forgot that you have trau-...” said Alex disconnected when Sasha answered him immediately.
“Forget everything that has happened in the past, I don't want to remember it back. My life has been pretty happy, so don't try to remind me of it. I've been trying so hard to recover from the very painful things in my life.”.
“I am Sasha, a small doctor who is pursuing the dream of becoming a great doctor. I am no longer Qisya who is just a little girl full of trauma and a very bitter past”
It was obviously Sasha who surprised Alex to hear all that, as if his heart was very broken hearing a little word that Sasha said to him about how he went through a difficult time alone.
Again and again, the guilt and regret came back to haunt Alex so he immediately approached Sasha who was sitting in the park chair. Then Alex knelt before Sasha with her eyes reddened to tears.
Sasya who saw it was not able to hold back her tears, inexplicably it felt so painful when she saw Alex who she knew was dashing, strong, cold, cold, and also cuek now looks so fragile in front of him just because he already knows who Sasha really is.
“I'm sorry, Syaa.. all this time I've made you suffer with all the pain you should never have experienced, I'm really very sorry and would like to apologize to you and all your family, Shay..."
"But at that moment I just found out that you and your family no longer live in Indonesia, but I was never desperate to keep looking for you around the world. But I don't know why I never found any trace of you"
"I don't know where to look for you guys anymore... For years I lived with all the guilt and regret, even for a good night's sleep I never felt it. Just meeting you I can feel how good it is to fall asleep without any shadows in the past.”.
“I did have a chance to be suspicious of you, but I have no solid evidence and I also believe that you cannot be Qisya.
The Qisya that I knew last time, he had a trauma towards me so would definitely not be able to see me even from a distance"
“Jujur Sya... a-I love you Sya... somehow the feeling grew after I realized that we could no longer meet. I was devastated, disappointed, angry with myself. Why only now do I realize all this”
“I bod*dohhhh... penge*cutttt... breng*sekk hiks... I could have said all this to you when I had destroyed your life so badly..”.
Alex cried in tears by beating his own head even his chest as hard as he could, making Sasha hold his hand with all her might.
“Stop Om, Stoppppppp!!!! If Om continues to hurt himself Om, then don't blame if Sasha will really hate Om for the rest of Sasha's life... Sasha knows Om is guilty, but this is not how Om punishes himself.
“If Om has realized all of Om's mistakes in the past and regretted them, then Sasha has forgiven Om since Sasya managed to fight all of that fear.”.
Sasha cried while trying to no longer remember all of her dark past that had led her into such a deep hole.
“Hiks... Have you truly forgiven me? You're not lying right Sya.” said Alex who was surprised while staring at the face of Sasha who had flooded with tears.
“Yes..I have forgiven you because I do not want to have a grudge that will someday damage myself. Right now I just need to focus on my dream of becoming a great doctor without going back to remember the past” said Sasha who immediately wiped her tears.
Alex continued to stare at Sasha's face without even bothering to take his eyes off in the slightest. The face that had been in his dream with a shadow of the past, was now clearly in front of him with a very beautiful face. That annoying little girl, has now grown into a very strong woman.
“Syaa... If you have truly forgiven me, do you want to be my partner?” alex said seriously which made Sasha immediately look at him.
“Ma-I mean O-Om a-what?” sasha said nervously in shock.
“I've been holding this feeling for you for a long time... Even I was well aware that I had already put my heart on that very annoying little girl. But I always repel all those feelings just because of the trauma of the past"
"My past has made me not believe what that feeling is. What is love and what is happiness. But now I can feel it, and it turns out it is very painful if we already know the word love but we have can not be achieved easily, he said, as easy as when I flipped both of my hands together”
Alex explained about what he had felt all along and really made Sasya confused about what to answer, because he also did not know what feelings he had for her.
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