The Passion of Duda Perjaka
Consciousness Or Kodam Mr Alex?
Until in the end, the atmosphere is now calm without any chatter with each other and only the sound of the clinking of the cutlery and occasionally they spread their clumsy smiles.
15 Minutes had passed, Pinjai and Sasya had finished with their lunch which Sasha returned to her father's room to take a bath and clean herself first.
And Pinjai was waiting in front of Alex's room, after Sasha finished and was ready then they went into Alex's room and saw Alex was staring at the window without blinking a bit.
Chequek...
"Good afternoon, Lord Alex, who sucks" Sasha walked up to Alex's stool and stared at the small table next to him, where there was still food and medicine left untouched.
"What'sthis? Why didn't you touch the food this morning. Then, look at this your medicine is still intact. Are you tired of being healthy?"
Sasha rambled like a kretek firecracker that now instantly awakened Alex from his daydream to look at Sasha very quickly in a happy state.
"Babe-baby..." Alex said with a smiley face but Alex's eyes looked so swollen like someone who had been crying.
Instantly Sasha's body pegged when he heard the sentence that Alex said managed to make his face red.
While Pinjai who stood behind Sasha just smiled a little see his Master like a Big Baby who almost lost his mother.
Alex, who was so happy, was so aware of his words that the smile on his face faded and replaced by his flat face.
"I-I'm sorry, if I've crossed the line. Ohya.. how is your father? I heard from the doctor, he said this afternoon he's going home huh? If that's the case, you'll just come with them back to your house"
"Don't worry about me, all my words yesterday don't need to be taken seriously. I'm a big boy too, so I can take care of myself. Poor your other family they miss you so much"
Alex looked at Sasya who was now awake and even furrowed his eyebrows when he heard the words Alex was very different from usual.
"Would pain in your stomach make your brain return to normal?" Sasha asked with a curious face.
"I just don't want to force my will on you, I realize I've been very hard on you all along. So, I will approach you if you allow me. But if not then I won't approach you from a very close distance"
"But I will keep watching you from afar which I will still see you even though it is 5 meters away, it has made me very happy. What else I don't want to curb and make you even more distant from me because it feels very painful from what I've been through all this time"
"I know what it's like to be rejected, but I don't know what it's like to control all these feelings in order to be ordinary with you. All I know is, I really love you She loves you so much"
"Anything I would do to get back to getting an apology from all your family means getting a heart door from you. Even I have been determined to convert so that I can equalize your religion. However, if it doesn't allow us to be together it's okay"
"But, it's okay hehe. I'm very sure all the destiny that has been determined will never be changed in terms of sustenance, and also a mate. I'm going to take off all my dirty work and refocus on building my own abandoned company"
"Wake up I will face, even I will deepen all the knowledge related to your religion. But, don't think I'm like this because it's as if I want to get you. No!!"
"Yes I changed because I wanted to be with you always, but I also knew that changing because love was a lie. Because the change is within ourselves, if we change half-and-half then the result will not be satisfactory. However, if we change according to the content of the heart, the results are very satisfying"
"Even when I have changed, and changed religion, but we are not destined to be a match with the Creator, I will not impose the predestination line that has been determined. At least I will continue my struggle as much as possible and also my body soul to become a much better person for the future"
Alex smiled with tears dripping as he looked at Sasha who was now speechless in tears. I don't know, Alex does not know what makes Sasya to cry the most important thing his heart has been very relieved when he can express what has stuck in his heart all this time.
Though initially Alex was eager to make a surprise to Sasha if he would convert, he was, but somehow when the incident made Alex realized if the change was only to pursue love then it will not produce good results. Only if it changes to be more solid heart maybe the results will be much more pleasant.
"How wonderful are the words you speak, Mr. Alex. I really can not guess and also believe if all the words can be ejected from the mouth of BISMA ALEXANDER a man cold, indifferent, arrogan and also cruel"
"But behind the monster there is a puzzle that makes me very surprised, it turns out what we see and we hear does not rule out the possibility if the person can turn into a golden-hearted prince"
Sasha muttered in her heart with a feeling so touched, whether this was a dream or reality. If this was a dream, then Sasha would not want to wake up. But if this is the reality Sasha will be very happy that fate seems to be on his side.
"Was the talk really about the consciousness or the codam Alex that was sitting in his body? How come I get goosebumps yeah, I don't know what he said just now how it feels so touching my heart"
"Just this time I heard the word-for-word chant that Alex spoke managed to make me shed tears, that sentence sounded so beautiful even if I were in his position I wouldn't be able to say such beautiful words"
"What else if I were with Manda having religious differences, maybe at this time we would not be able to be together which I would surrender before the war. Not if we have to start learning religion from zero as we were just born. That must have felt like it would be heavy"
"But I as his brother will continue to support my Brother so that he continues to pursue what will be his happiness. Because I know him very well, because he was from childhood until now can only feel the bitterness of life without feeling the slightest bit of happiness and what is affection"
"Whatever happens I'll always be by your side, Lex! Although we will be different religions and live in the same roof, but it does not rule out the possibility if we are brothers"
Pinjai wiped away the tears that had been dripping when he saw how much love Alex had for Sasha so that he was willing to learn a religion that he had never known before.
Pinjai can feel that there is a single hope that will unite them, whether it is clear Pinjai is very sure that they are destined to be together.
It's just that Pinjai feels that Alex must be even more excited to achieve his happiness, meanwhile, Sasya must try to convince all her family that Alex is not a cruel man like what they thought so far.
And Sasya must be able to dampen the flames of anger that are inherent in the hearts of Brian and Luke's father, because they are the ones who are very hurt when they see how devastated Sasha's childhood was.