The Passion of Duda Perjaka
Explanations About Brian's Past
Instantly Brian immediately spilled everything by crying in the arms of his wife.
"Hiks. ma-maafin I can't be a good husband to you Hana" Brian said in Hana's arms crying.
"Hiks.mas why say that, I have no thoughts to go there mas. Mas hey, look at Hana see.." said Hana while releasing a hug Brian and scooping Brian's face with a little tiptoe.
"Hiks. hyks.." Brian looked at Hana sobbing.
"Now, change clothes first. Already do not continue to shower pity the body has started shivering like this" Hana pulled Brian to enter the dressing room.
"Go get changed, Hana wait here. Come quickly" said Hana with a slightly firm tone and made Brian just obey while crying.
Hana just kept pacing back and forth to here in front of the dressing room while waiting for Brian.
Before long Brian came out with the orangan still sobbing with his eyes, Hana who saw Brian immediately pulled him a little and took him to the mattress.
Somehow Brian immediately tendered on Hana's shoulder did not forget his hands were hugging Hana's waist very tightly.
"Hiks.. Hana I'm sorry, all this time I haven't been a good husband to you. I like to compare the past with the future. Even now I have realized that I must be able to fight myself so as not to lose it all"
Brian blabbering without pause made Hana even more confused, but Hana tried to stay first so that Brian could vent all the feelings that were currently stuck in his heart.
"I know I was wrong, I hurt you for my selfish attitude. But I don't know how to make the past a memory and prioritize the future as a struggle.."
Hana tried to stroke Brian's back very gently while saying "get everything out mas, Hana was ready to listen to him. Let me just calm down"
"Hiks.I still love him very much, but I don't want to feel lost for the second time. I hate the meaning of loss, I don't want the pokonya don't wantuu.."
Brian cried with great shock to make Hana feel the excitement in Brian's heart.
"Mas, let's see Hana first" Hana said very gently.
Brian looked up and looked at Hana with his puffy eyes while still hugging Hana's waist.
"Mas should not be a weak man, you should be able to fight yourself. Hana is here for mas, Hana promises not to leave mas whatever happens Hana will patiently wait for mas to be able to love Hana wholeheartedly mas"
"Honestly, right now Hana is really in love with you. Although Hana knows this is wrong, but Hana can not lie mas. We get married just because of Qisya, not because of feelings. Hana realized Hana wouldn't be able to replace your wife's mending position.."
Hana cries and makes Brian immediately scoop Hana's face.
"You can't say that, I promise you I'll help me fight myself. So that I can distinguish what to remember and what to fight for. Do you love me, right?" asked Brian and was only nodded by Hana.
"Hiks. ya mas Hana love the same mas Brian, but Hana is afraid if Hana's feelings are not avenged" said Hana while looking down.
"I can't answer that yet, but what I feel right now is that I'm comfortable with you Hana" Brian said firmly.
Just spoke in a slightly frightened tone if Brian would refuse and directly scolded him for trying to interfere with his past.
Brian immediately let go of his hand and looked straight ahead.
"Ma-mas, sorry if you can't tell me. Hannah won't force it. Everyone has their own past, so I'm sorry if Hana tries to interfere with my business"
Hana tried to hold Brian's hand while looking at Brian's face from the side.
"It's okay, you deserve to know all about my past and who Qisya is. So that you will not misunderstand later"
Brian spoke while looking straight ahead with his hand holding Hana's.
Brian began to tell the beginning of his meeting with his wife, until finally Brian told all their struggles to get to the wedding.
However, when Brian wanted to tell about the incident that was very painful it made Brian shed tears very fast but there was not the slightest sobbing Brian.
"Mas, it's not forwarded if it's heavy to tell. Hana does not want to open old wounds that have been treated with difficulty" said Hana.
Brian looked up and looked at Hana with tears dripping down while tightly grasping Hana's hand.
"On our first night, he and I were trying to spend the long night in bed. But just as I was about to take my due, suddenly a band of robbers entered the room by pushing open the door I forgot my key"
"Then I immediately told him to cover his innocent body. I immediately took my pants and put them on in a hurry. Until I was fighting one of the robbers, I was caught off guard by her situation. Even he was already in the arms of the other robbers in an innocent state"
"U-already mas, don't continue hiks.. Hana can't hear it.." Hana was crying feeling how much pain it would be to be in their position at that moment.
"I immediately tried to pull him but the other robbers confronted me and held my hand, until finally the robber managed to hold my wife's precious asset with his hand by squeezing it very strongly which made her scream in torment.."
"Mas, enough already" Hana closed her ears with both hands and closed her eyes crying.
But Brian continued to stare at Hana with tears flowing and continued his story.
"At the time when I had started the emotions directly hit one of them, then managed to escape and I pulled him back very rudely. Fortunately she managed to move in my arms, and then I immediately put all her clothes on very quickly. She kept crying in fear even as she bit her finger like a traumatized woman"
"Mass.. enoughp!!! Hiks.." cried Hana with the same condition covering her ears with tears that kept dripping.
"Then I told him to keep watch behind me, I slowly picked up the gun that I had kept in my possession and something was going to happen in the house. Until finally the robber also took out a gun that was far more dangerous than me, immediately my body fell silent and thought that the robber was not an ordinary robber, but a high-class robber"
"Whether I have to do it again, I keep trying to keep my wife so she's okay. The robbers scrambled all the contents of my room that was not there, that's when we started fighting even I managed to defeat both of his men"
"However, while I was beating both of them. Suddenly he hugged me, and dor. dor. dor. 3 times he was shot right in the back through his heart and heart, and that's when my story with him was over. Even I hadn't taken my rights to him that night"
"Hiks.mas, ma-maafin Hana sorry to have made the mas back injured" Hana immediately hugged Brian very tightly which was immediately replied by Brian while returning to spill all the pain.