The Passion of Duda Perjaka
Between Brian's Heart and Mind
In Brian and Hana's room
Brian sat on the mattress with a face that had been bent like a person who was holding back upset.
Hana who had just entered the room immediately saw Brian instead made her smile on her own.
"Masyaallah mas, you are very funny if you lash this way again. But if you get angry again you look like a very scary monster" said Hana in her heart.
Hana walked up to Brian and sat down next to him and said, "Mas, would you take a bath in a water or water bath? Let me not mistake later"
"Hot water!!" brian replied in a cold tone while advancing his mouth.
"Astagfirullah mas, can not say so dong. Then why-why me and Qisya?" hana asked while drawing Brian's attention.
"Just look there again, it's so complicated!!" saut Brian with his sewot tone.
"If I'm looking for a new husband, can I?" Hana tries to tease Brian.
"Yakk. Where possible, you are my wife until anytime will remain my wife. And no one can have you. Understand!!"
Brian immediately hugged Hana very tightly which made Hana smile very wide.
For Hana even though Brian looks very emotional but according to Hana, Brian has the same feelings as him.
It's just that Brian has not been able to pronounce it, because he is still not fully able to distinguish between past problems with his future.
"I wouldn't want to find a new husband either. Because my husband has been more than anything, he's handsome, kind, funny even I love him so much"
Hana said that sentence by accidentally saying her own feelings that even made Brian smile widely in Hana's arms.
However, a second later Brian went back to flat and let go of his embrace.
"So what did you just say?" brian pretended not to hear it.
"Eh-e-not mas, hehe.have I wanted to prepare warm water first for mas ya, wait a minute"
Hana leaves in a hurry to hold back her embarrassment for having said her feelings before Brian spoke first.
Brian who was looking at Hana's body further away, now even made him laugh giggling at the silly behavior of the wife.
"Haha.. Hana, Hana, you can make me laugh when I'm licking at you. His intention was to scold you but I couldn't" Brian murmured.
"And what did he say? He-he's already starting to love me? Oh, my God, why am I so nervous like this. Then what about my heart that beats faster? W-what-w-w-w-w-does I have feelings for Hana too?" ask Brian in his heart.
Suddenly Hana came by calling Brian and even made Brian who was daydreaming to be very surprised.
"Mas" Hana said very gently.
"What's up, baby?" Brian looked at Hana and a second later "Eh.. ma-sorry, what does that mean?" brian said back in a cold tone.
"Ma-mas ta-tadi call me what? Sa-honey?" hana asked with a reddened face like a ripened tomato.
"Hem, y-yeah. Wh-why? Can't a husband call his wife dear? If not, just ignore it" said Brian in a cold tone and went straight to the bathroom with a smile of his own.
"Eh, bo-can mas, I want to" Hana yelled a little when she found out Brian had entered the bathroom and closed it.
Brian who heard Hana's words made her lean behind the door while laughing out loud.
"Haha.jeez, my stomach hurts so much, geez. I've been going crazy because of you. Somehow this heart feels very want to always be near you, but if I've been near you makes me always want to scold you"
"Arghhh... Why the hell do I still have to imagine my past? I want to get away from all that!! The past is a memory I don't have to remember. And my future is Hana and Qisya so I can't continue like this. I have to be able to fight myself"
Brian tried to fight with his feelings and thoughts that made him become very dilemma.
His heart says Brian has to start a new life with Hana, but his mind says his first love should never be replaced by anyone.
Brian immediately submerged his body while closing his eyes, for some reason the shadows of Hana and Sandra were mixed into one.
"Mas Brian" said someone who made Brian open his eyes immediately.
"Sa-sandra's? W-why are you here?" Brian was surprised and fortunately he still wore his shorts while soaking, then stood out from the bath.
"Is Brian happily married to Hana? Then how do you feel about me, have you forgotten me?" ask Sandra.
"I-I don't know Sandra, all I know right now is my past with you. And my future is with Hana, but I must be able to distinguish between the two. If the past let it pass just to remember. But if it's the future, I have to fight for it" Brian said.
"You're right, Hana is a woman who deserves you very much. Be aware before it is too late, may you be happy. Sandra said yes, Sandra's job is done. And Sandra was already happy to see you get a much better woman than Hana. Even if Sandra is in Hana's position, Sandra will not want to marry a future husband who is still imagined of her past. So Sandra order wake up before it's too late"
Sandra smiled and waved her hand walking backwards through the bathroom wall then just disappeared.
"I'm still confused by all this, Arggghhhh. si*al why I can't fight myself anyway"
Bugh! ..
Bugh! ..
Brian hit the wall so hard that Hana who was in the room was preparing Brian's clothes made very surprised.
Then Hana ran and banged on the bathroom door.
"Mas, it's okay inside. I heard like there was a sound of people falling. I open the door, I'm worried, mass...."
Hana continued to bang on the bathroom door with such an anxious state.
Brian then approached the door and opened the lock.
Kink! ..
The creek! ..
Hana immediately barged inside directly hugging Brian who was still wet and slightly made Brian stagger back.
"Hiks. mas, gapapa. Did he fall?" asked Hana who immediately let go of her embrace and then checked Brian's entire body and scooped Brian's face.
"Hiks. mas why shut up, answer me!!" hana said while shaking Brian's body.
Brian who looked at Hana very deeply now made his heart tremble very violently, even now Brian had shed tears.
"Hiks. mas, please answer me mas, answer!! Why the hell is quiet like this, do not make me panic more mas hiks.." saut Hana who has been crying with anxious feelings.
Instantly Brian immediately spilled everything by crying in the arms of his wife.
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