The Passion of Duda Perjaka
Chanting and Screaming
“I hope someday when you have realized all that and can make peace with each of you, then you will realize that is what is called love. Hope you can be reunited. That's all I can do, if destiny says otherwise then I can't do anything about it. But, if destiny says yes, then your meeting for the future will bear fruit of sweetness is not like your current meeting that bears bitterness ”
Pinjai muttered inside him as he saw Bisma return to his room with a puffy face. However, Bhishma hides it all so that no one sees it because Pinjai knows that Bhishma does not like to be loved the most. Pinjai knew very well about the nature of even the character of a Bhishma who was so cruel.
But behind his mask, Pinjai understood very well that Bhishma did this job just because he wanted to avenge himself to the Qishas. So that Bhishma turns into a terrible monster, and as time passes this forbidden work makes Bhishma feel comfortable. Then, he looks for more, more and more to pursue whatever he wants must happen without any rejection.
If anyone dares to refuse him, then do not hesitate to finish him so that there is no barrier for him in order to have whatever he wants. But it is just a matter of wealth. But if the problem of women or couples, Bhishma never in the slightest seek even to approach any woman.
Bhishma always lives alone when her mother has not left her. In fact, Bhishma strongly does not believe in the word love. He strongly rejected her feelings to be able to feel what love was. He does not want if his fate is the same as his mother who has been betrayed by his Father, where the Mother of Bhishma is an affair or the betel wife of the Father.
Yes, there is nothing wrong with the mother here because the mother does not know if the Father already has a wife or children. When the mother knew it all, that was where she relented to let them live happily.
And even more bitter, the Mother suffered from pain long enough she suffered so the Mother could not do much. Perhaps this is the only way to make amends for her mistake when seizing the husband of a person who is also not wrong. But if we let it go, it's much better than we defend when the person doesn't want us.
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The Sakura inn
Brian, Hana and their twins are now preparing to return to Indonesia because Brian is getting word that his company is experiencing considerable problems. There was one of Brian's employees who had embezzled company money, so now Brian's company is threatened with bankruptcy.
Brian who was so dizzy and stressed looking for the existence of Qisya, now there are even problems that appear to increase the burden of his mind. Brian who does not know how else, he immediately invites all his family to come home with him so that Brian can immediately overcome the company's problems and he will return to find Qisya.
Initially unwilling to join Brian, Hana still wants to remain in Korea while searching for Qisya wherever it is provided that Qisya can be found soon. But unfortunately Brian who really can not be controlled his emotions, now even a great debate between the two to make the twins feel scared.
“If you want to go home, then go home yourself. Let me and the kids stay here to look for the whereabouts of Kakar” Hana asserted with tears that drenched her cheeks.
“I told you, didn't I! You all should come with me back to Indonesia. After my problems are over, we're back here, okay! If until I go bankrupt, then I will no longer know how to support all my family” said Brian in an emotional tone.
“Better I lose treasure than I lose my son, sick Mas... It hurts! This heart is so broken when my soulmate is missing one, you won't know how a mother who lost her child feels. If Mas wants to finish it please go home and let us here” shouted Hana who had begun to provoke his emotions.
“If I say go home now, yes go home. It's hard to say. You can't take care of them without me. What if it happens again, huh!! How's it!? Can you take responsibility for all that?” scream Brian.
“Dad, Mother is enough you fight. Do you not realize, as long as Brother is gone you always fight and scream full of emotion. You know, no! If Big Brother finds out, surely he will be sad to see you guys like this. And look at your son, he cried incessantly when he heard your cries every day” firmly Luke as he pointed towards Lily who was sitting hugging her legs while crying.
“Hiks... Bunbun, Yayah ahat... Sister hiks... Lily au itut aja Lily ndak au in cini cama Bunbun and Hayah hiks... They even-even mulu, Lily ucing, Lily acute sister Hiks.” sobs Lily broke as she remembered the Brother who always hugged her if she was feeling sad.
Brian and Hana stared at Lily who was so scared. Hana feels that she failed so much to be a mother, and Brian is so devastated to see his family fall apart like this. Brian felt that he was not the head of the household even Dad for all of them. Hana immediately approached Lily and hugged her so tightly that it made them cry after.
“Hiks... Honey, sorry Mother yes if Mother always makes Lily afraid of the hysteria... Mother only misses the same Brother, Mother is very devastated when she cannot find the whereabouts of Sister Hiks... Once again sorry Mother yes dear” said Hana while hugging Lily.
“Hiks... Bunbun wishful thinking is even teyus Lily at the hyx... Lily ndak au Bunbun cama Yamah even-malah hiks.” saut Lily while hugging Hana.
“Lily dear, can Daddy hug Lily?” brian asked very gently, and now his tears were pouring down his cheeks.
Lily who heard Brian's voice immediately released Hana's embrace and looked at Brian who was stretching out his hands. Lily hugged Brian tightly.
Brian realized even lately he always had a fight with Hana. Even small problems can sometimes become very big. Yes indeed Brian's emotions since losing Qisya become uncontrollable, so whatever a small mistake he will always be emotional. Hana who saw it became very sad, she felt that Hana who used to always be patient and sincere to face trials is now instantaneously she is always carried away by emotions.
“What Mother does not want to hug us?” brian asked gently which made Hana immediately hug Brian and Lily.
Luke stood up and looked at all those who were hugging.
“Kakk... Do you know when Brother does not exist, Father and Mother always fight even marela always yells at each other. But Brother, this is the first time they've hugged since Brother went missing. Luke beg brother, let's get back with us. Lukas kangen Brother..” said Luke in his heart while shedding his tears.
Brian who saw Luke crying immediately pulled him to hold him, and in the end they embraced together. Don't forget Hana kissed her children's forehead affectionately. Likewise with Brian, he also kissed the forehead of the wife and her children.
Brian felt that everything was his fault. Even Brian felt that he had been too hard on Hana since Qisya's disappearance. Brian and Hana always blame themselves, making them relate to their feelings and making them fight often.
When things start to calm down, Brian invites Hana to get a little away from the children. Brian takes Hana to the room, then sits Hana on the edge of the mattress and she crouches down in front of Hana while holding both of Hana's hands.
“Mas, what's going on? Comeon, getup. Hana does not like Mas's attitude like this” said Hana who tried to make Brian stand.
“No, dear. Just let me be like this for a while” Brian replied very gently and looked at Hana's bead in the eye.
“Mas why it's like this anyway... Hana doesn't like Mas, please don't get rich gini. Hana beg Mas” said Hana who came back crying.
“I'm sorry dear, during Qisya's disappearance made our household a mess like this. I know that lately I've always been emotional and made you cry. This is all because I am confused I do not know anymore where to find Qisya, whether he has eaten or he now lives where, who is the same?! I'm ruined, baby, ruined... Qisya from the baby I take care of, but when I grow up I am negligent in taking care of him. I failed, baby, failed. I have failed at being a husband and father to you. I'm sorry hiks..” Brian cried while looking at Hana's face, then he looked down and sobbed on Hana's thigh.
“Hiks... Mas, Hana please sit here. Hana knows how Mas feels, Hana understands Mas because Han was also destroyed when he lost Qisya. Hana who was always patient is now Hana who is always provoked by her emotions. Hana apologizes Mas if Hana can not be a good Mother for Qisya, Luke, Lily and so can Mas. Hana can not be a good wife, who always obeyed whatever the husband's request. Hana sorry Mas hiks..”
Hana cried so much that made Brian immediately stand up and sit next to Hana, then he hugged Hana very gently. Thus, making Lukas and Lily who had been peeping was also a happy smile.
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