The Passion of Duda Perjaka
Alex's Curse About His Life
At first Sasya did not want to, but in the end she wanted to accompany Alex, where Alex always used her mainstay style, namely spoiled whining with kyiut mode. Who will be strong when he sees someone who is known to be very cruel is now turned into a cute rabbit.
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In the hospital garden, Sasha takes Alex to the beach to see a very bright sky decorated with very beautiful stars and a beautiful moon. Not forgetting Sasha had also asked permission for the doctor to take Alex for a walk around the hospital.
For some reason this night looks brighter than usual, as if the universe is supporting them to spend the night together.
Alex and Sasha sat on the grass, glancing at the sky, where all the stars were racing to shine in the dark sky.
At first Sasha forbade Alex to get out of the wheelchair but who would have thought than Sasha had to sit on Alex's lap it was better they were sitting on the grass assuming they were enjoying a quiet night to win thoughts to each other.
"If I could be one of the stars there, I probably wouldn't be lonely right now through the bitterness of life and the emptiness in my heart"
Alex spoke with a smile looking up at the sky, which immediately made Sasha look to the side with a slightly pityed face because Sasha already knew Alex's life. It's just that he had to pretend the charade so Alex would tell it himself.
"You can be one of them, as long as you have the determination to change your life that you say is empty, empty and lonely" Sasha replied as she looked up at the sky.
"How is it? I've been used to it since I was a child since I lost all my family, especially the mother who was always by my side when I was little. However, because an incident made Mom sick and left me" said Alex.
"An incident? What happened to your mother until she got sick? If you want to share your story with me please, I will be a good listener and also a good confiding friend to you. But if you don't want to share it is okay, I won't force it" Sasha said.
Alex also turned his head towards Sasha which made Sasha also turn his head until their eyes looked at each other. Almost 2 minutes long they stared at each other, until immediately Alex turned his eyes back to look toward the sky.
"Is it time I told Sasha all my stories? Isn't that too fast? What if he laughs at my life? But, if I always hide it will also not be good, right? After all I'm sure Sasha is a good girl who knows with me telling her my story then she can tell why I got here like this"
"Huhhh. alright, I will tell him all about my life. Who knows in this way Sasha can see that I am also a human being who has a life like all the others"
Alex muttered in his heart which made Sasha smile when he saw Alex's confused expression, but suddenly Alex glanced at Sasha and looked back at the sky with a sad look while telling all his life from childhood to the present.
Sasya could only listen to Alex's curses with a smile, because Sasha did not expect that Alex had started to open up to him. Not to mention as long as Alex told me he always shed his tears to make Sasha also shed tears.
What Pinjai tells with Alex is all the same, only if Alex who told him directly somehow the bitter taste experienced by Alex really makes Sasha can feel it.
"That's the story of Bhishma that you know, but all that's left is just a memory with the buried name of Bhishma. What exists now is Alex, a man who is struggling to organize a new life and pursue his love that will either bear sweet fruit or return bitter" Alex stared at Sasha with a smile with tears remaining.
"Thank you for making me appreciate life more. Maybe if I was in your position I would have gone into the hospital because of crazy or I could have immediately killed myself because of the tests given repeatedly"
"I know he's the source of our past, only we have to give him a chance to turn into someone much better in the future. I who do not know him but I can feel how the trauma he received from your torment, yes indeed I cannot blame you but I also cannot justify your attitude"
"As long as he's changed give him lightness so he can feel what it's like to breathe fresh air out of your watch. I know it's very hard for you but I've mengikhlasan all my past to become a memory where maybe with the incident I can be like now. However, if nothing happens then maybe I can't be this great. So are you, right?"
Sasha's words are able to make Alex speechless looking at him in disbelief if Sasha easily forgives Chika after what she did to her family.
"You're seriously forgiving that woman so easily with what she did that it almost made me destroy all your family?" Ask Alex in a stammer.
"From my side, I've been sincerely forgiving everything he's done, only if my family? I don't know how they reacted when I was going to tell him about the fate of that woman. But if they've all forgiven that woman, will you also forgive and set her free?" sasha answered with a serious face.
Alex can only be silent digesting all Sasha's words, until in the end Alex invites Sasha to return to the room because the night wind is not good for their health. Inevitably Sasha followed Alex's words because the doctor only allowed them to be at the park not to exceed half an hour 10 nights.
Not to mention, Alex all the way to his room he could only fall silent without returning to answer Sasha's last question. Likewise with Sasha he just pushed Alex wheelchair in a state of silence a thousand languages.
Sasya understands Alex's concerns, at least Sasya has said that he can explain what happened in the past. So that Sasha's greatest hope is that Alex can follow in his footsteps so as not to have revenge in his heart.
Maybe Alex still needs time to forgive someone who ruined his life and made him lose someone important in his life. Likewise, it has made it a tool to avenge the wrong, which inadvertently even Alex destroyed Sasha's mentality.
It's really very hard for Alex to be able to think things through in such a short time, maybe if not for Joko now that Chika is already one of the mental hospital patients, until he even if he needs himself so not strong against the mentality that has been drained by Alex.
Before returning to Alex's room, Sasha stopped by the cafeteria because her stomach was rumbling. Then Sasha bought 2 different dishes because Alex wanted them too. After they finished, they immediately returned to Alex's room and Sasha immediately confirmed Alex's imposition while Alex sat back on his stool.
No longer wait they immediately eat the food, sometimes Alex always pestered Sasha to taste the food because the menu that Sasha ordered always tantalizing Alex's tongue. Sasha who was a little upset could not say anything more, because she was so tired that there was no more energy if she had to go back to the storm just because of food.
So that when they had run out to eat, soon Alex also returned to rest along with Sasha who laid himself on his folding mattress along with the arrival of Pinjai.
But they still want to continue the rest because the body is very tired, maybe tomorrow morning they will ask how the results that Pinjai get. Pinjai immediately clean up and follow them in his subconscious.
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