The Story Of Wedding Blues
Chapter 24 Deep Talk

Deep Talk

Haru puts a plate of cream paste on the table for Arin who is again fascinated to see how beautiful Haru is to serve his cuisine.

“Thank you,” said Arin.

The taste wants to eat it immediately but Arin waits for Haru who is pouring the drink into a beautiful glass. It was like eating in a five star hotel. Even Haru gives a romantic impression by putting candles on the table, dim the lights and turn on classic music.

“This what?” asked the confused Arin as Haru poured a drink similar to wine into his glass.

“Wine juice …? How is the same, right?” ask Haru.

“Haha .. I think real wine,” Arin said with a small laugh when he found out that Haru disguised wine with red grape juice.

Haru sat in front of him. Arin was getting impatient to taste it.

“Can I eat?” tany Arin's.

“Iya, please ..” said Haru hopefully anxious with the results of the dishes he made.

Slowly Arin started rolling the pasta noodles with a fork. With one medium bribe to look elegant to equalize this luxurious atmosphere. Slowly the noble Arin put it in his mouth, a second set of Arin's eyes widened as the savory love of cream with shrimp really spoiled his tongue.

“Wah ... so good it feels!!” arin said while looking towards Haru. 

“Really?”

“Iya. The most delicious pasta I've ever eaten, Wah ..!” said Arin who really does not believe in the extraordinary taste can be. It really exceeded his expectations. Arin did not stop smiling with sparkling eyes every mouthful of pasta he ate.

Seeing Arin who was so spacious made Haru relieved and happy. His nervousness just disappeared. He could not stop smiling every time Arin praised his meal. “If you want again, just say yes ..” said Haru.

“Eung! come quickly at the meal, good tau!” said Arin who was so excited.

After eating them they sit under the sofa while enjoying the dessert cake that Haru bought at the cafe and all the ice americano. They were watching a movie that Arin recommended that looked so focused on watching it. A movie called ‘Josee’.

Arin began to get carried away emotionally when the climax of the film flow that made him begin to feel what the woman felt. His two eyes began to reminisce about the water as it was too late in grief. When the woman gives up the man she loves because she knows that the man has the right to be happy with another woman, not with her who has limitations.

“Can I ask you?” arin asked in a slightly hoarse voice as he was holding back his cries.

“What is it?”

Then Haru fell silent at once upon hearing the question. He did not know what true love meant to him. Questions that cannot be easily answered.

“The man loved the woman sitting in the wheelchair, they loved each other very much. But ... Why did the man finally give up? That means he only pityes with the woman instead of loving the woman, doesn't it?” ask Arin.

Haru was still silent.

“Actually, I am a person who does not believe in love. I am comfortable with myself and I hate being loved. That's why I'm not interested in establishing and putting trust in men until now.The man always misunderstands what he feels. In the end he was selfish and left the wounded woman alone. It feels like I want to hit him,” Arin said as she clenched tightly onto one of his hands.

Haru was speechless hearing Arin's words which made him seem to be hit very hard. Haru begins to wonder to herself what her feelings for Arin are like. He is afraid if he really misunderstands and is mistaken for his own feelings and Haru is very afraid if he ends up being the biggest wound for Arin.

“Nothing is wrong with your words. I just realized because of that. But ... To be honest the man must have had the same pain, right? In the end he regretted his actions even when he was together with his future. A man will never easily forget the impression that is so imprinted in his life.”, said Haru who returned silent in the solution of his mind.

“If you say such a thing, eat nothing I can defend.” Haru said with a bitter smile looking at Arin who was looking at him with a gaze filled with hope and endless wounds.

Haru escorts Arin to the front door of the house after spending a long and emotionally charged night. A deep conversation for the first time was like being on the same ship sailing in the vast ocean.

“One more time, thank you for dinner and the movie …,” said Arin who stood facing towards Haru who somehow looks like she is covering something from him or maybe Haru was thinking too much about his words earlier.

“Emm ... log in,” says Haru.

Arin nodded as he turned around to press the password of his door. A flash of his eyes from the side looked at Haru who was walking back to his apartment. Arin was silent as well as with his hand, an urge that was deep within him to immediately reveal to Haru.

“Kak Haru!” sahut Arin hesitated.

Haru turned his head as he stood in front of the door, lined up with Arin. So silent.

“I just want to say. If Haru's brother is a good person. “ said Arin while turning to Haru who is currently staring at him from afar. “My words were not for all the men in the world. Well ... only a few I've ever met. I hope you are not one of them. Because you know you're a good man. Bye .. good night ..” said Arin who then entered his house leaving Haru who was silent at night.

An indescribable feeling, Haru smiled in sadness and stepped inside his house.

***

In his office room Haru was pensive when he recalled Arin's words last night that still appeared in his mind. A concern of his is currently so great after knowing how Arin does not trust anyone even more men.

The description that Arin says makes her doubt her feelings for the real Arin. What if his feelings were really just a feeling of pity is not real love. Then what if in the future Arin will really go through his toughest time because of his actions in the present.

Must try to find a way out to find out what Arin's existence means in his life. However it was not an easy thing to know in the blink of an eye.