The Story Of Wedding Blues
Chapter 6 Broken Glass

Put a password on the doorknob of his apartment. Haru just got home from work looking so tired. Weak footsteps walked into his private apartment. Slender. Darkened. Lonesome. Three short words to explain the situation Haru always felt every time he came home.

Put the bag and jacket just like that on the sofa — walk to the bathroom to shower immediately. The monotonous routine Haru always live every day. Saturated. Sure oes. But life goes on, that's why it also has to keep going.

Dressed in a towel, wet hair, he just finished bathing — Haru walked out of the bathroom holding a can of soda while talking to someone on the phone.

“Then when is the plan he will move?” tanya Haru — sips her drink while looking at the night view from the large window attached directly from her apartment.

“Ahh .. so be it. Thank goodness she was happy. Thank you for everything,” said Haru who looks a smile after hearing good news from someone.

“Iya. Ja. Next time we eat together, let me treat. Okay. Bye.” said Haru then turned off his phone after he finished talking to his friend.

One breath then he exhaled slowly — sipped back his pet. Enjoy the rest of the day before the sun comes. The one he had been waiting for, the one who made him never stop to think about the woman. Either the way he is doing right now will be wrong or right, a concern for him. Loving one side is hard. You can only see it from a distance and not be seen at all.

Suddenly his phone came back ringing — Haru saw a call coming in from his father.

“Iya hello. What's up, Pah?” sahut Haru's.

“Who heard your cooperation with CAA succeeded?” tanyakanya.

“Iya.”

“Wah .. congratulations, I'm glad to hear that. Emm ... how about we have dinner together, your mama already miss you,” he said.

“Iya. Saturday tomorrow I'll be home.”

“True ... yes already then. You must be tired, rest yes ..” he said.

“Emm .. You guys too,”

The connection was cut off, Haru smiled while staring at her phone. Both parents still treat him like a child even though he is an adult and able to live alone. Maybe because he's his only child, making them overprotective.

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The atmosphere of the house became cold after the incident at Grandma's house. Mom and Dad were silent, the house seemed to lose its light. It's been two days that Mom kept herself locked up in the room and Dad slept in the living room. When they met there was only a quarrel that would never end.

Arin is busy preparing for her new home by buying some household furniture along with her sister Anna. He still has not been able to tell his plans to move house.

Just now Arin and Anna put their feet into the house, a plate that was compared to the collar by Mom and scattered on the floor. Again they quarrel.

“I'm tired of making you!! Our lives alone are already difficult, but you are even defending the guarantor of money to your friends!! And now you want to lend me money? That doesn't make sense!!” snapped the mother who was so angry at Father who could only fall silent.

“Yes already, if indeed you do not want to lend, do not need emotions like this to slam things!! You are not ashamed of your neighbors if anyone hears!!” say Father.

“I'm more embarrassed to have a husband like you!!”

“We are more embarrassed because of your actions ..” said Arin suddenly made both parents turn to him.

Arin put his feet inward, “Are you not ashamed, always fighting in front of us?” tanya Arin felt very irritated by the behavior of her parents.

“You really don't think you're ashamed to have you? After what you did back then, everyone thought the parents' mothers were useless. You and your father are equally troublesome mama!!” snapped it.

“Then throw us away ..” said Arin with a helpless tone, his heart breaking to hear the very painful words. “THROW US ONLY!! DISCARD US...!!” snapped Arin who let out all her anger until all was shocked and speechless. Unstoppable tears, anger and tears spilling simultaneously. “If we are indeed our burden. Who asks to be born. Just go ...!!” said Arin.

“And also, you better just split up. Please get divorced!! I don't care at all. Please mom find her own happiness, please Daddy find your own happiness, it's easy ‘kan?” added Arin throw us away if we are burdening us. Who asks to be born. Just go ...!!” arin said with his breath.

“INDEED YOU THINK IT'S EASY …!! Mama is dear to you, working hard just for your future, but what you love with mama, you can only say words that hurt your heart …! You should thank me for being born in the world, being able to go to school, having a place to live, you if you say it is not as good as it is!” he who does not accept with the words of Arin.

“MEGANYA …!! Can we live a normal life …! I know our family is poor, but at least we can ‘kan happy life? This what …?? Already poor, Mama and father always fight, always blame us. Then who's wrong!! Us …? Then why did you give birth to us …! Who asked to be born!!” said Arin again raised his voice until almost disappeared his voice.

While Brother and Mama were arguing against each other not to lose, Anna who began to not stand the loud voice finally shouted very loudly, saying,

“HAAA!!”

Instantly all was silent — looked at Anna who looked panting in fear.

“I beg to stop ... I beg ..” Anna said in tears.

“Ishh .. I don't hate you guys!! Just sick of you mama dad. Toxic tau no.. May you be happy with each of your lives.” said Anna who then ran away leaving her parents who could only be silent contemplating every word of her two children.

Arin tried to sigh, trying to make himself much calmer. However, he was too emotional to realize that there was still Anna beside him. “I can't love what you hope for. But if indeed you expect from your children, like the children of mother's friends. Shouldn't give birth to our kayak. If I can choose I don't want to be born into this family either. Mother always cry in front of the children, mother never think about our feelings. Mother made us like a wicked and ungodly child. I don't know ‘kan, we always hold back our cries when at home. Even though it felt crowded to death, we never showed a cry if we were tired ..we always cried ourselves and swallowed it ourselves. Because what? We do not want to show that we are tired, we are stressed.” said Arin with a more calm tone.