
Misjudged
“Ndon't need. Quick there shower, then dinner.” said Haru.
“Serious?” ask Arin.
“Emm ... hurry there ..!” haru said as he pushed slowly Arin towards the room.
“Iya .. yes ... I take a shower,” said Arin who then walked to his room.
Haru returns to the kitchen to continue her work. Remove the rubber gloves after you finish washing the dishes. Walk up to the stove to make dinner before Arin returns. Even though he had been working all day at the office, when he saw Arin somehow his body seemed to want to do something that could help Arin, whether it was cleaning his room, washing dishes, making food, and making food, or just staring at Arin who was enjoying dinner.
That's what Haru is doing right now. Staring at Arin who was enjoying his dinner while enjoying his favorite television show, with a shady look as if he was staring at a flower that had just bloomed.
“How is counseling today?” asked Haru who tried to start the conversation while pouring water back into Arin's glass.
Arin looked confused with a mouth full of food. “How do you know I'm counseling? I haven't talked about it?” tanya Arin who suddenly made Hara freeze — both eyes turned around avoiding Arin's gaze.
Damnit. Right also. arin did not know if he was the one who made Arin can do counseling. “Yuli .. Yuli who told me, hehe .. yes .. she told me yesterday,” said ngeles Haru while laughing awkwardly made Arin even more suspicious.
“You since when did you contract with Yuli? How do I not know?” tanya Arin increasingly makes Haru cornered — wrong behavior.
“He who told you first, for being worried about you. He knows you won't say, so he gave me TMI,” Haru said trying to explain calmly. Although there is a little lie in it just passing through the same path. In order to make Arin want to undergo treatment.
“Ahh ... TMI …? It turns out you know TMI ...,” said Arin while nodding.
“Iya dong's. Too much information, right ‘kan?” ask Haru.
“Ding dong deng …! Right! 100 points for you ...!!” said Arin who acted like a presenter of a quiz show. It made her smile with relief at seeing Arin who was no longer suspicious of her.
“Jadi ... how is the counseling?” ask Haru.
Arin was silent for a while after hearing the question because he remembered the words of Doctor Puspita, for it is okay if you do not want to answer a question that is not known the answer or do not want to answer it. It feels a little confusing. Inside of him, he tells easily. But the other self seemed to be preventing him.
“You do not need to answer it, I will not force you to answer,” Haru said while stroking the head over Arin gently — then move from the — floor sitting on the sofa.
Sontak Arin was surprised by Haru's words the same as Doctor Puspita. Arin was stunned and returned to thinking, what Hara was currently thinking.
While looking back — towards Haru who suddenly saw it too. “You're not upset or angry because I don't want to answer?” ask Arin.
“Do you ask because you are curious or because you do not have a topic of conversation ..?” asked Arin with a worried look.
Haru was speechless at Arin's question which sounded so worried that he was the person Arin was thinking about right now. A gaze that was afraid of loss and worried about a hatred that might be received from him.
“Because it is your right to choose to answer or not to answer. Of course I want to know, because I'm worried. But if you don't want to answer, that doesn't mean I should be angry. I just wait, until you want to tell it yourself because I don't want me to get hurt again just because it explains things you don't want,” Haru said, which made Haru stunned with a grim look.
Arin feels guilty for misunderstanding Haru. What he was thinking to make Haru who was even trying to do good but in his eyes Haru seemed to be storing something that even he did not know. How quaint. It was the same as him being mean to Haru.
“Arin ..” saut Haru.
Arin turned. “Iya ..?”.
“Man is sometimes not interested in the lives of others compared to what you think. You can tell which one is sincere with you and which one is just curious about you from the look in his eyes. Or it could be, look at the way he talks, he forces you then he is just curious about your life and wants to compare his life and yours. But if he really understands and appreciates you, he will never force you and will never ask why. How …? Are your worries reduced now?” ask Haru.
Arin nodded his head and resumed his dinner.
“But ... Why do you care so much about me? Isn't this not in the contract ..?” ask Arin.
Haru was silent for a while — heaved a heavy sigh. It seems that Arin is starting to realize his attitude all along to Arin. “If I say it, I'm afraid to make you feel uncomfortable with my answer. Is that okay?” asked Haru who again raised a question to Arin who had suddenly turned up.
The sentence sounded very make his heart pounding, but strangely did not feel pain but made his entire body feel amused. What's happening to him right now. But Arin began to realize something that he almost missed in the conversation tonight. “You do not need to answer it, if it makes you feel uncomfortable. Ah ... so it feels like the position of others who ask ..., I think I'm starting to understand this context ...,” said Hara.
“Thank you for everything .. although I have not been able to repay all your kindness until now. From now on I begin to postulate all your good deeds against me. Can ‘kan?” ask Arin.
“By pleasure. Hara .. You can think of me as you consider Yuli the one who is always on your side. How ...?” ask Haru.
“You mean, as a friend ...?” tanya Haru — hesitate.
“Eung. Friends ..., you can consider me a friend, so you can be comfortable near me.” Haru said.
Then hearing that, making Arin can no longer hide his smile. “Woah ... I came one friend, I like ..” said Arin — smiled so often, as well as Haru who can no longer hide his smile.
“So from now on, you no longer need to feel uncomfortable. Think of me like Yuli and Intan, okay?!” haru.
“Eung. Ready!” answer Arin.