The Story Of Wedding Blues
Chapter 45 The Child and Mother Debate

Discussion on Mother and Child.

“Mama if you talk at will ..” said Arin in a low tone but full of stifled emotions.

“What?! Arin today you are acting too late, keep your attitude! It's still in besan's house, not yours!!” he said by suppressing the tone of speech as if trying to threaten Arin who already did not even have fear of his own mother.

“I'm a scribe who only lives my life by working part time. Not that he doesn't want to give me the hiudp fee, but I still have shame. Coming into someone else's life, just because of an arranged marriage, then I casually act like a rich man, like the wife of a young CEO who has a lot of money. I'm not that kind of person …!! And also, who wants to have children!! It's my life! It's ready for you to organize and tell me to do what you want!” arin said trying to stay calm, even though both eyes have started to turn red because trying to hold back tears.

“What? Did you say …? ‘Life me ..’. You can say that in front of the person who has taken care of you so far!! You are not selfish Arin .. life must be something called indebtedness ..!!” he said with a stretched tone.

Until they do not realize that Haru's mother has been listening to their debate from the beginning, He was silent — pretending not to hear — hiding behind the wall with a face that looked so shocked not to believe what he was hearing.

Arin grinned funny hearing that word. “Grace? Why did mom give birth to me? I asked to be born!!” snapped Arin who could no longer hold back his emotions until suddenly made his mother surprised with both eyes wide open. “Absolutely just me being selfish? Is there a selfish mother? Telling me to do what you want, when everything does not match your expectations, you can only blame without thinking what your own mama's fault is. Here who is being childish.” said Arin with emotions that have been in the crown of his head.

“I want to marry Mas Haru, not because she is rich, not because I want to use her so that I can make a family equal to her. Nope. So I can get away from my mom …! Mas Haru is a good man. He's the only one who accepts me with my mental state ruined by my mother's selfishness! even he who helped me made me dare to come to the psychologist so that I could live a normal life again …!! Then what mom?! Mama is even worse than a stranger …! Don't act like I have to pay the debt …!! I go.” said Arin who then immediately left his mother who could only be quiet limp after a fight that he did not expect would appear again.

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Haru rushes out of the car after arriving at her house, after getting a call from her crying mother asking her to come immediately. Fearing something happened, Haru who was actually in Bandung immediately left for Jakarta.

When entering into Haru confused with the living room that looks like the arrival of many guests and he saw his mother sitting on the sofa with her face covered with both hands.

“Mother ..!!” saut Haru while approaching his mother who directly met face to face with him. “Mother's crying? What's up …? What happened ...?” tanya Haru was increasingly worried to see her mother's silent attitude.

“Mommy is okay. Here you sit,” said Mother telling a confused Haru to sit on the sofa. His face was so serious as if he wanted to say or something very serious had happened.

“Haru ... You must answer honestly with mom,” he said.

“Do you know that Arin is undergoing a psychiatrist or what is his name …? Is that true ..?” tanyakanya.

Then suddenly made Haru stunned silent and confused, how can you know this. Haru starts to panic and is at a loss for words, it will be a waste if he is not honest. But on one side what about Arin.

“Iya, right. But how can you know?” ask Haru.

both eyes quivered and her tears spilled when she found out if her favorite child married a woman who had mental illness. The anger, disappointment and guilt that was currently swarming within him. Stupidly she agreed to the match without checking in on the background details of Arin and her family. Worries about her son's future could have to be because of the woman.

Haru could only pensively not bear to see his mother crying. There's nothing he can do. Trying to find a middle ground so that this problem does not have an impact on the mental Arin and also the two families.

“So this is the reason you said if he was sick …? You should have told me from the beginning about the background, if you knew her like that, you would cancel the engagement ..!” he said while holding both hands Haru. “Can't you divorce him, this is for your future ..” he said back to make Haru immediately release his hand from the grasp of his mother who was surprised to see his son's response.

It's an absurd word. How could he leave Arin with such a condition. He even became a friend to Arin. She did not know about her contract marriage. But despite his relationship with the contract, he really wants to protect Arin.

“I don't want to,” reject Haru.

“Haru …! If until people know you are married to a woman who has a mental disorder, what do people say …? What if your company and the company that your father has been building so hard is destroyed? Do you have the heart?!” said Mother who continued to corner Haru.

“I'll find my own way out. So I hope you don't interfere, let me solve my own family problems. Please ... Please forget about this. I beg ...” said Haru trying to kneel pleading with his mother who can't seem to easily accept it.

“He is not okay right now. He needs someone who supports him in order to live a normal life.” Haru said.

“Mommy is very concerned about him, but let someone else take that position, don't you .., I don't want everything you have destroyed. I don't want your hard work destroyed ...” said the mother who also persuaded Haru to let go of Arin.

This debate will never stop if neither mother nor child will budge. Mother and son who have strong and stubborn character. There is nothing wrong from the point of view of both, just that all have a choice. But it won't be easy.