The Story Of Wedding Blues
Chapter 28 Suspicion

Suspicions

“Nevent to think about .. You also at that time had come to the launch event. Think of it as break-even ...,” Haru said by being forced to count with Arin.

“Ahh .. yes too. But still, I thank you, because it makes me feel comfortable to be in a crowded place.” said Arin.

“If you sleep aja, later I wake up when it arrives,” said Haru.

Again Arin felt touched to hear the sentence so that it made him unconsciously continue to look at Haru with a shady look. Like a person who is in love for the first time. Arin falls deeper into her feelings for Haru who she should not have had those feelings for. It would violate the existing contract. Haru could have been acting like it was only limited to caring not really sincere Haru because of a special feeling. Is correct. There was no way a Haru would like him.

Arin turned his gaze to the car window — looked at the water covering the glass. Sad indeed. But he must be aware of the limits that cannot be crossed.

***

After the reunion event that day, Haru thought of something that stuck up while staring at the photo that Arin had sent her just a moment ago. A picture of her with Arin's friends. But Haru found things that he was already suspicious when he came to the reunion event. A guy who was staring at Arin with the gaze of a man who liked women.

While on the show a few times Haru caught the man stealing glances at Arin. I don't know what their past is, making Haru feel like something's stuck. Dimas soon entered his room.

“Excuse me, Mr. Haru. There is a file that you should see.” said Dimas while giving the file to Haru. “We found some plagiarism and fraud committed by some new authors. Looks like we're gonna have to change the naksa admissions system. Because this is very detrimental to the original author and us, Mr.” said Dimas.

“Good. Tomorrow we'll talk about this. You know ‘kan, I mean? Do not let you submit this without a way out.” Haru said while reading the file. “I will discuss with our attorney,” Haru said as he placed the file on the table — looked seriously at Dimas who began to panic.

“Dimas ... You used to say you could find out someone's information ‘kan?” ask Haru.

“Iya? That is, Sir ?”.

“I need your help, to find someone's information thoroughly. It's illegal, of course I don't do anything bad. So you can do that?” ask Haru.

“Oh .. I haven't done it for too long, but I will try. But I was paid outside working hours ‘kan, Sir?” ask Dimas.

“Good, Sir. Who is it?” asked Dimas in a whispering tone so as not to be heard out of the room.

“It ...” while providing photos that are on his phone on Dimas. The face that has been zoomed until it looks quite clear. “If his name is not wrong Ardan, I do not know whose full name is. So ... find out her information since SMA until now,” Haru said.

At first Dimas was confused as to why Mr. Haru wanted to find the man in this photo. But when he reduced the quality of the image, he immediately realized the direction of the eyes of the man named Ardan, making Dimas nod his head.

“Iya, I understand, Mr.” Haru said while returning the phone to Haru.

“Ya already, you are back to work!”.

“Iya, Sir. I excuse.”.

***

After returning home from work, Arin immediately went to Haru's house to tidy up and arrange his furniture and new equipment for the newlyweds. After the renovation process is complete, before the in-laws come to visit or guests Arin must quickly meruma Haru home into their home both. Assisted with two handymen who sent some large equipment, such as a bed, sofa, work desk and some other equipment and old furniture will be put in storage warehouse. Initially Haru tells her to throw it away, seeing the price of Haru's furniture is not easy so Arin rejects it and tells it to be put in a storage warehouse. Their marriage was only two years.

Arin starts putting together her makeup in her room and her skincare is mixed with Haru's skincare. Do not forget the sandals and towels were replaced specifically for couples. Arin tries to get as much detail as possible and he learns it from the internet, blogs, social media or drama.

After the two freight forwarders came out, Arin could be much more relaxed tidying up his house. He turned on the music with a speaker he just bought placed near the central room lamp table. Arin's favorite song is from ‘DAY6 (Even Of Day)’ entitled ‘Home Alone’. So enjoying the song, several times Arin jigged to the rhythm while mopping the floor. He doesn't care about anything just enjoying the song and being himself. A joy of her own, Arin takes herself one step closer to loving herself.

Even with a mediocre voice, Arin sings without thinking about other comments, because he is currently alone at home. Doing something difficult can Arin do with fun. Until finally unknowingly arin can solve everything alone with a feeling of relief and a little tired.

Sitting on the sofa while drinking a glass of water to unwind. Arin is now proud of himself who can get the job done quickly. It only takes about three hours more. Starting from 2 pm to half 6 pm. The sun began to walk toward the horizon line to the west. The moment that Arin likes most lately is watching the sunset. Before watching, Arin walks into the kitchen to make iced coffee for him to drink while looking at the sunset.

Walk towards the balcony while carrying a glass of americano ice. Staring at the sky that had begun to turn into orange-orenan mixed with purple and blue. What a beautiful picture of God. Just looking at it has given peace to Arin. Afternoon breeze felt fluttering down every strand of her hair. 

It flashed in his mind when he had already fallen in emotional favor to nature. If at that time he loved himself more, maybe he could have known earlier how beautiful the sky in the afternoon instead of knowing the clouds cloudy every day. Calmness began to be felt, without thinking anything and just silence while enjoying every gust of wind that passed through it. Arin takes one step back to love himself.