The Story Of Wedding Blues
Chapter 47 Blaming Each Other

Blame each other

“I'm sorry, forgive me..” said Haru who tried not to cry because he did not have the right to cry in front of Arin.

“Why should Brother Haru apologize, mama is not aware of mama's mistake …? After quarreling with mom, Arin's attitude changed, all was well before. If you're wrong, don't give up the mistakes of others ..!!!” said Anna who did not accept sister-in-law who had been considered as her biological brother was blamed. He has always treated Arin very well.

“What did you say?” the mother who does not accept the blame. “You who live together, you should as a husband do not let your wife work part time, your money ‘kan much, you must let her work …!! If I knew how you behaved, I would not support this marriage!!” he said that even added emotion to Haru.

“MAMA ..!!” Anna who snapped because she felt increasingly distrustful with her mother's attitude that was completely outrageous.

“TIL …!! ALREADY …!! You guys are nothing …! Even fighting! This is a hospital …!! If you don't see in front of you, Arin is sick, you guys are fighting ..!!” the snapping of the father who finally opened his mouth stopped the quarrel between his wife and son.

Dad walked up to his son who was so pitiful. How could he make his son almost lose his life.

“Bapak Sama mama did not know ‘kan all this time what Kak Arin experienced. He is depressed …!! Every night he always took sleeping pills in order to sleep, to the point of dependence. He struggled to keep working for the family. But what …? When brother Arin came out because he wanted to heal himself, but you blamed him and objected because you were afraid that no one could finance you, pay your debts and your ego is too proud because his son works in the office without knowing what brother Arin experienced ‘kan?” said Anna tried to stay calm and try to convey what should both parents know what happened to sister Arin until it was like this.

“Do you not realize, why brother Arin can be depressed …? it's all because of the pressure and all your words …!! Always quarreling over money, a little complaining .. a little bit quarreling ... You never even asked the state of your children …? Still want to blame others …!! you should be ashamed …!! Even now I am embarrassed to stand in front of Brother Haru who has helped brother Arin, he is the only person who gives brother Arin space to be able to do anything, he said, always make brother Arin eat even though he is as busy as anything.”

“Even those who help Arin want to come to the psychologist and find the best doctor ..who else if not Haru. But mama was arbitrarily judged by Brother Haru who had made Brother Arin up like this …? Mama deserves to be considered a mother ..?” said Anna who made both her parents could only be stunned, speechless.

“Mothers …!! Why did Arin's sister get like that, she took a lot of sedatives, until she almost got hit by a car. ARIN'S BROTHER ALMOST FINISHED HIMSELF OFF BECAUSE OF YOU GUYS ...!!!” snapped Anna along with the tears that flowed profusely — cried so much on the floor because it felt it was not able to face the two parents who always thought of themselves. Why would they give birth if they only hurt their children.

Both parents were very surprised to hear a reality what Arin had done until it ended like this. The mother who immediately went out because she could not help crying guilt after knowing the fact that her son tried to commit suicide and she was just busy looking for justification for his attitude, it was really insulting.

It will be a night that they will never forget. For years life burdened his son and only attach importance to the ego, until his attitude unconsciously became a deadly weapon for his own son.

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After two nights in. Arin was still unconscious from her long sleep. Haru is even willing to bring all his work into the hospital because he does not want to leave Arin. He is not alone, but rather watching alternately with Anna and Intan his best friend Arin who is willing to take a leave of absence for several days. Several times Yuli also came to accompany Arin.

Haru can only rest if there are three women who love Hara. Two or three days they spent together, Haru began to look so exhausted because he might only have time to sleep for 3 hours a day. His eyes were so dim. He was exhausted but didn't want to feel it.

SREK …!

The sound of the door opening suddenly made Haru who was focusing on checking the file turn towards the door. His face was shocked to see the unexpected arrival of his mother. Haru hurried up from the sofa — walked over to his mother.

“Mother ..,”

“Yeah, look at your face. How many days are you not sleeping ..?” tanya was so sad and concerned to see the state of her son who did not look okay. Even he also did not believe to see his son who was willing to work while caring for his wife who was sick.

“You've eaten ...?” ask mom while walking up to Arin — in follow Haru.

“Already with sister-in-law. Mom why didn't I call you first ..?” ask Haru.

“Mother is worried about you. Dimas said you did not enter the office for 5 days and work in the hospital, so the mother came.” he answered while putting a wreath in a pot so beautifully on the table next to Arin. Staring at his daughter-in-law who looked so pitiful. “She is still unconscious ..?” tanyakanya.

“Not ...” replied Haru.

His mother could only sigh at the situation that really made him filled with guilt along with concern for the state of his son who was so willing to sacrifice for the woman who was lying in front of him.

“Mother ... let's sit on the sofa,” invite Haru.

“Bby ...,” he said as he walked after Haru who seemed busy tidying up the files scattered on the sofa table. “Sorry yes, Mom. No mess ...,” said Haru.

Mom sat on the couch and so did Haru. A few moments the atmosphere became silent as the mother just silently stared at Arin.

“My son ..” say mom.

“Iya ..,”