The Story Of Wedding Blues
Chapter 46 The Flowing Problem Like Water

Problems That Flow Like Water

Haru had just arrived at her apartment after having a heated argument with her mother. Seeing a room that looks pitch black indicates that Arin is not in his apartment. It's a very difficult situation for Haru. Being in the middle between two people he cares about and should be protected, how he should take sides. Haru calls Anna to ask about Arin's condition, who doesn't answer her calls.

“Iya hello, brother-in-law .. must have asked ka Arin yes, he is in the room.” said Anna.

“Oh, so it seems.”

“It looks like brother brother quarreled, when he came home he was crying like a child, kept entering the room and in the key. Not long father phone I asked the news brother, like brother Arin quarreled with mama. Earlier, said the father, mama went to her mother's house sister-in-law, after coming home from there she also immediately cried while angry. Actually what happened, brother-in-law ..?” ask Anna.

“Kakak is also looking, they are indeed fighting. But you do not need to worry and you ask for help monitor brother Arin, do not let him do strange things yes .. you can ‘kan Anna, if something happens directly tell brother, brother,” said Haru.

“Iya kak.”

“Ya already ...,” said Haru then turn off his phone — walk towards the sofa — sitting in a dark room with such a heavy mind.

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Continuing the day as usual as if there had never been a storm that ravaged Hara mentally. He should keep a friendly smile on every cafe visitor even though his heart is moaning in pain. I think he stopped immediately. But if he stops, he has no other activities and maybe it will torture him even more, confined in a dark and stuffy room.

Busy yourself may be the right choice to be able to forget the incident last night. Even today Arin requested that working hours be added, although initially not approved by the cafe owner but finally Arin got it. Arin's working hours were supposed to be only 4 hours, but it has now turned into 8 hours without being considered overtime.

Even with a busy self in the cafe. But when the clock came home from work the mind again tortured Arin slowly. Along the way the gaze was so empty and there was no smile on Arin's face. His brain was originally quiet, but now back runyam and very noisy.

Sitting on a bus bench was silent daydreaming like he had no light and passion for life. Anger, disappointment, heartache, sadness and guilt mixed in his mind. Her chest feels so sore.

Looking at the people passing by — saw the vehicles passing by, but why do they look to walk so fast and only he seemed to just walk in place. The sky was clouded with lightning and rumbling. The smell of rain is so special. Rain began to fall on the night which seemed to be very long for Arin.

The curse is true. He must not feel happiness, if he does not want to feel suffering many times. What comes to a psychiatrist is the wrong thing and makes him look like a mentally retarded person. Like a man who walks without common sense. Why is the world so cruel and unfair. Hadn't it been enough last year that he felt such suffering in hell. 

Until when does this suffering and pain end …?

Do I have to be lost so they are also it's lost …?

But ... dying is so scary …

But why was it so hard to find a way out when I was in a maze full of misguidance. The body and soul slowly disappear. Emptiness began to occur in his heart. Everything became gray before his eyes.

Since when did the water start to pool at my feet. Heavy rain started to cover my feet. What will be a flood. Why is the water so blue. The water moved so fast, so fast that it began to sink both my legs. What the hell is going on.

BRUSH …!!!

I fell into the water so deep, dark and cold. In front of my eyes there was only water. Water that looks like it's in a deep ocean, an ocean. What has happened. I tried to swim up but my legs and hands were stiff.

Anyone …!! Help me …!!

I'm starting to run out of breath. His lungs started to feel hot and his entire body seemed to become stiff. I'm getting dropped to the bottom of — hovering like trash in the water — all goes dark.

Am I dead …?

1 .. 2 .. 3.. SHOOT !!

DUGH …!

“Still not back yet, doc ...!!” saut, a nurse, tells a doctor who is trying to restore Arin's heartbeat, lying limp in an ER room.

“Add 10 volts ..!!” the doctor tries to do his best for his patients.

“Already, Doc!”.

“Good. 1 ... 2 .. 3 .. SHOT ...!!”

Still waiting with little hope for the heart to beat again.

“There is a beat on the heart, doc ...!!” sauteed.

Then the man's doctor immediately gave a heart booster to other nurses — immediately gave a CPR to help the heart to continue beating even though it is still weak. The sweat pouring down his face was not even comparable to the fear of saving a single life. Almost 15 minutes he gave Arin CPR.

“Back to normal, doc ...!!” said the nurse who smiled with relief along with several nurses and doctors who have been trying to restore the life of a human.

In the treatment room, having fought his way through between life and death. Arin is still unconscious by wearing an oxygen hose to help her breathe. Haru who looked very frightened would lose Arin. He can only stand behind the glass when the doctors are trying to save Arin who he did not expect to take sedatives from doctors with a large amount to make him overdose. Even Arin almost got hit by a car when crossing without passing a zebra cross.

It was a very tragic incident when hearing the testimony of someone who saw Arin walking like an unconscious person to the middle of the road because of the effects of the drug he was taking. Haru continues to blame himself for what happened to Arin.

SREK …!!

suddenly the door shifted which suddenly made Haru turn towards the door. It turned out that both his parents Arin and his sister-in-law who came with a worried face — immediately ran over to Arin who was still unconscious.

“Yes my son .. how can this happen .. Arin ..” the mother who cried for Arin.

“Kakak baika-yeah aja ..?” asked Anna who was standing next to Haru who could only nod her head.

“What really happened, Haru? Why is Arin like this? You are ‘kan her husband, why can't you take care of your wife well …! See my son now ..!!” said the mother who was angry while crying at Haru who could only look down while apologizing.