The Tears Of Wedding
Chapter 36 Umi Ayu figure Umi Laila reflection

One week after Arum's death, a rumor was circulating.. When I just got out of TPA class. Hit still shows almost 5pm. I see in front of the cottage which is also near the residence of Umi Ayu, there are still some mothers who are studying with Umi Ayu.

I was the one who had come when some santri took sanad teaching yanbu'a. So Umi Ayu felt grateful and helped by the existence of me who taught children is still the early stages of learning to read the Quran. At least I feel happy, because it is realized or not when teaching SD children who can new alif ba and ta I am investing in the path of Allah. I so remember a long time ago Umi Siti always took her children to teach with her at night. He did it because he followed in his footsteps. Who advised if a mother should step aside and be able to put aside the fatigue of all activities to teach children to read the Quran.

Now I know that when children like TPA can learn Al Fatihah. When Al Fatihah was read by the child. Tajwid and tartilnya, then when mature, he will read the Al Fatihah at least a day a night 17 times. So I got more excited about teaching these kids. With my patience and kindness. Even though it was raining, I still came with an umbrella. Even when there was a lumping horse event in my village, the child who came to teach me was only two people. So I continued teaching. I do not liburkan, dawuh Umi Laila was still embedded in my memory.

The hardest thing is not to seek knowledge. But being an istikomah person is included in carrying out responsibilities. So my intention is to teach TPA children not because I want to have busyness. It is too small for me this world. I am more tempted to pursue my uncertain afterlife without its absence later I will descend from the sholeh and sholehah, which will be my charity. Now through these TPA kids I'm chasing my afterlife. But every one of those who walk on the road of preaching there must be obstacles and obstacles. It won't be as smooth as a highway. This afternoon I was asked to return to put patience forward.

"Mbak Sekar's.... " Call one mother.

"Yes Mom... " I answered while looking.

"Mbak Sekar knows not that many children are now moving?" Ask one of the mothers.

"Yes, Umi Ayu yesterday's story. Yeah nothing. All the same, the important thing is that children keep teaching." Say it to that mother.

He seemed confused and careful. Then he approached me and rubbed my back.

"Ojo offended yo. Reportedly parents are worried because sampeyan is considered to have a use. Because until then Mbak Arum who was next door PNS died. That's a circulating issue. I feel sorry for Umi Ayu and Kyai Damar. So quiet here since sampeyan taught.... " She said carefully.

When my heart aches, it feels like these tears want to fall back. Because based on the mother's story, Ibu mas Guntur also spread the issue in addition to Arum's own mother.

"Even he said Arum's body when bathed bleed and his mouth and nose. Not to mention his blue-blue body on his chest and that's his.... " Whisper that mother to me.

"Astaghfirullah's..... " Say me fast.

I closed my eyes, I adjusted my breath that felt tight. I am not sad because of the slander that leads to me. Saddened by the pity of Arum, a person who bathes a corpse should be able to keep close what he sees when bathing a corpse. I didn't even dare tell Guntur what happened to Arum's body. That's one of the reasons why a family should, should mahram who bathe the corpse. If there are things like that not told. That's also the reason her bathing place is covered. So that no one sees his body when bathed. But Arum's mother, she told him things that should not be told. It is a form of respect for the corpse or corpse that we bathe.

The second sad, I feel sad. Because I had a negative impact on Umi Ayu and Kyai Damar. I finally saw the watch in my left hand. I sent a message on Mas Guntur's phone. I said if I'm going to the cottage first. I saw all the congregations of mothers starting to come out of the porch of the residence of Umi Ayu. I walked in and met the mothers. I don't know if only my heart is good at su'udzon to others or indeed they talk about me while whispering. There are also those who look at me with a look of dislike.

"Astaghfirullah's.... I take refuge from the temptations of Satan, O Allah... " My inner. I kissed the back of Umi Ayu's hand.

"Enten nopo Mbak Sekar?" Ask Umi Ayu.

{There's what Mbak Sekar}

I hesitated but I finally ventured to express my heartbreak.

"Mii... Is Umi not worried about the number of students who move to TPA next door?" Ask me carefully. Umi Ayu opened a jar and handed a glass of mineral water.

Umi Ayu even laughed a little slowly. Ah, her figure really looks like Umi Laila. His voice was barely even heard when speaking. I even recently got used to quickly hearing what Umi Ayu said while chatting. The volume of sound is so small. But I once saw him angry that to his students who were caught dating in the cottage environment.

"Mi, did I just stop teaching. I pity Umi and Kyai If I still teach. It seems the rumors are skewed about me with the news of Arum's passing increasingly becoming.... " I am obviously slow.

Umi Ayu still did not respond to what I said. He even opened an orange and threw out the fiber and gave it to me. I hesitated, but when the orange was close to my face. I accepted.

"In the past, my time was recently as a ndalem Umi Laila. He will ask me and my sister when going to ndalem kyai, to eat if anything is served. Because he said there is blessing when we eat in a place where it is used as a source of knowledge. I feel like this is a place to find knowledge. But I never felt that I should have such a santri... " Say Umi Ayu who returned focus to remove the orange fibers attached. I also enjoyed the orange.

Umi Ayu also enjoyed the orange. How I feel the nuance of Kali Bening at this moment.

"A long before I was going to get married, I learned a lot. Umi Laila's her Sufism high. So I learned a lot, at least I will learn like him. One of them is my intention to be here. In the past Umi Laila In Kali Bening never once felt to be Miss Nyai, never felt to have pesantren, felt to have santri so much. But his intention was to serve the knowledge given by his teacher. So I am so, Ma'am Sekar, I am currently serving for my knowledge. So even if only one student, I will still teach even though without students I will continue to teach, at least I repeat my lessons first. Umi Laila and Kyai Rohim used to never fight over santri when many new pesantren. I objected instead if Mbak Sekar stopped teaching because he thought of me..." Umi Ayu said as she swallowed one last slice of orange. A smile was always etched on Umi Ayu's face.

I also felt slapped, I just felt proud to have a TPA student. I am proud to have Santri. My teacher was one step further than me. He was precisely the intention of not because he felt he had santri, the intention to serve with science. Intention to take care of his people the Messenger of Allah in the last days.

"The row's Gus Baha 'Not being anything nor does it matter. Unknown people are no problem either. Not being recognized its existence is also not a problem, not being appreciated is also okay. It can hide from many people and relax.... If it has become a Great Kyai like Umi Laila it can not relax like now.... " Umi Ayu said half a laugh while peeling the fruit of the salad.

I watched as I was here. Umi Ayu bears a resemblance to Umi Laila. He likes snacking, maybe being long near Umi Laila affects the habits of Umi Ayu. So coming home from there, I no longer worry about what people say to me. I intend solemnity, solemnity pad guru, on science.

"It turns out this is the reason why you still need to stay close to righteous people.... " I murmured as I stepped foot, walked home. Without the guidance of the teacher it turns out that even though it has taken the world of pesantren it will be too. I even just barely looked at it because I felt like I had santri. While Umi Ayu who is clearly the owner of the boarding school is not dizzy with the number of students who move.

'A rare figure encountered today.