The Tears Of Wedding
Chapter 51 The Happy News

Nothing is okay when we feel that we are living in this world not as servants of God. Because we will feel unhappy and the world is not friendly to us when the test continues to come to us. When many friends or neighbors ask why I can have the strength called patience to face a mother-in-law whose tongue is not boned. I'm just saying if our purpose in life is to be happy then of course I won't be happy, but my life all this time I just mean as a piece of meat given a soul or life to live temporarily in this world. If anyone says if the world's a stage play, maybe yes. But for me, patience is not a play, I just live my role as an actor who must express and act as the director wants. I only serve my role as the wife of Guntur mas based on women who have been told in the Quran and in the books I studied during pesantren.

Instead I am happy, because my problems that have not been able to get pregnant make me find the meaning of true love. Mas Guntur shows that he loves me, for me this is called true love. In the afternoon when I have been rubbing my body with a hand body that says can whiten the skin, in fact I have 8 years of using it but no changes to my skin. But my intention was not to buy it for white, but to welcome my husband home from scratch. When the sound of the Thunder mas motor was already in the backyard, I turned on the stove and prepared a warm coffee. As soon as the Thunder mas finished cleaning themselves and put the grass behind, warm coffee already greeted him.

“Wah…. From earlier it has been a shadow of his coffee and the aroma of your perfume dik.” Said Mas Guntur who immediately sprained the coffee on a small plate. He enjoyed the coffee with a small plate, he never blew a hot drink, so spraining on a plate became an alternative.

“Mas, Vira was giving news. Akhi this month may be the prediction of Vira giving birth.” My speech.

“Alhamdulilah the person who yesterday saw the Win mas motor so want to buy. Mas did not think he wanted to buy 18 million motorcycles already butut so.” Said Guntur mas who again enjoyed one jengkol emping given Mbak Ani to me this afternoon.

“Alhamdulilah ya mas, hopefully can make pick up nduk..” Answer me.

We have received word from Vira if the baby she contains is a female. We haven't prepared a name yet, as Kyai Damar says for later after the new born baby is looking for a name for the baby. We just call him Nduk.

“But mas worried that reportedly the cost of carrying a baby if you board a large plane you dik..hopefully watered.” Guntur said worriedly.

“Aamiin.. insyaallah there will be ease for our goodwill.” I quickly grabbed my phone when I heard a message coming in.

I read a message from Vira.

{Mbak I am now in the hospital, because it was fitting to the puskemas in the referral to the hospital. Doctor says it's possible tomorrow morning I give birth}

“Message from whom dik?” Ask Guntur.

The face of Thunder also looked worried. He hurried to contact Yono. He asked that tonight mas Yono could take us to the city. I had said to save costs so that only Thunder who went there. But Guntur insisted that I stay. I also rushed to prepare some clothes and administration that might be needed when there, Guntur mas will immediately take care of the civil records for the deed and letter of adoption of the Nduk. I can only pray that Vira will be given ease and health as well with her baby.  In the evening Guntur and I went to the house of my father and mother, to tell them that tomorrow we would pick up Nduk.

“Well that mother did not think the same as you, wong Sekar has allowed you to marry again. Your in-laws have also contacted the father so that you get married again, kok ya still ngeyel ndak want to marry again. Even reckless adoption of children far away in Java. No child can be adopted without adopting a child. The cost was the Tour.. mbok not as beautiful as a person.” Protests Mother because she was unable to change the establishment of Guntur mas not to adopt children from Java.

Both parents of Guntur do not know the real story, we only tell if there is a friend Tika who seems to be troubled caring for the baby who will be born and we intend to adopt the baby.

“He will be our mahram sir though not our flesh and blood. We have consulted the doctor." explained Guntur mas in both parents.

We went to Obgyn two months ago for a consultation on a fallopian tube operation. I still refused surgery, because the doctor said someone managed to have a child with therapy. I chose to be patient with the therapy I was undergoing rather than surgery. And we also asked about whether I could have ASI while I wasn't pregnant or giving birth. The doctor said it could be, the process called lactation induction, where an effort from mothers who have never breastfed becomes able to breastfeed when asked how the process so that mothers who breastfeed adopted babies can occur, doctor Emi said, should be accustomed to breastfeeding first. The process can be started later when I have adopted the Nduk. I have to get used to him suckling at me. It is difficult if the baby is still under a semester, but the doctor will prescribe me to produce breast milk. I only need at least Nduk up to five times suckle with myself to full if indeed ASI can not be up to two years, so that he becomes a mahram for Mas Guntur.

“Ya it's up to you, mom Just confused you it's already in school kok think it's not common people.” Said the mother indifferently.

Guntur glanced at me who was sitting next to mother. I can understand his view on me. He might want to ask me that strange, I can endure all the conditions and ask him to marry again.

The next morning we left, early in the morning. We even prayed Shahuh on the way because the plane left at half-time in the morning. We also had to transit first in Jakarta after that new to Java. We went straight to the hospital where Vira was going to give birth. We contacted Yadi, apparently in a room my sister-in-law waved her hand. He said the baby had just been born. The baby is female. Mas Guntur immediately asked permission to be able to prosecute the tiny baby. I even shed tears as Thunder tried the little baby, my husband seemed to cry. When we finished, we went to see Vira and her grandmother. We ask permission to immediately take care of the administration of Nduk. Thank God Vira is healthy, she and I cried because of the journey she went through.

“Mbak. Mbak and mas Guntur just happily take care of him.” Vira Said.

“Thank you for wanting to survive and keep your womb until this second, hopefully after this you do not fall back again ya... We will pray for each other.” I said to give you spirit. Vira nodded, he was so eager to get back to being good.