The Tears Of Wedding
Chapter 58 My Husband's Intention

My days are so full of activities as a mother. I felt my time was pretty much wasted for our little angel, Ziyah. This morning after posyandu came home I stopped by my mother's house. Later in the night there will be a yasinan event. I was planning to make Soto, when I arrived at my mother's residence, I saw Guntur sitting on the porch of my father's house. He looked like he was massaging my father's feet. While walking towards the house I rubbed Ziyah's back and head occasionally. While praying, may he also become a child who is loyal and devoted to parents.

My daughter looks so much like her real mother, because she is white. Some people say his face looks like mine. I just saw the similarities of the faces. Because Ziyah had round eyes and a sharp nose. My daughter is now almost 6 months old. As per the midwife's orders, I haven't given her any extra food. I say hello and kiss the back of the hand of the Father and the Thunder.

"Here, Ziyah is the father.... The injection was Dik?" Ask Guntur to me.

"His thigh injection, left and right. Carry carefully." My speech. Usually Ziyah will cry if nudged into the injection marks.

"You should have taken the medicine first if you knew Ziyah was injecting." Say father to me.

"Sorry sir forgot." Say it slowly.

"Lah yo free, wong Ziyah was not born from Sekar...." The mother who had just emerged from the side of the house. It looks like in his hand there are orange leaves. I smiled wryly, but I quickly pulled the corner of my lips. I remained superstitious to my mother-in-law. How fierce he is to me, for me he is already the character, type and character he is so. I followed my mother into the kitchen. We saw some neighbors and relatives who also came to help in the kitchen.

I rushed to pick up the hanging scar, Sari asked me about one rumor I had heard for how many days but only responded with a smile.

“Kar, is it right to say that Thunder is going to Kades?” ask Bu Sari with his pussy look.

“Who said Ma? His name is also said, he must not know the truth.” Say me while grating young coconuts that will be sprinkled on the putu ayu cake.

“Lah, that's why I'm the same as you who are obviously the source. True or not?” Ask her again.

“Lah wong is still 9 months away from the choice of kades, kok ya already on busy.” Saying a smile.

“Loh precisely it must be from now, Mr. Marhen lo has been around from hamlet one to ask for support so Kades.” Said Ms. Ginah who was also a neighbor of the mother. Mother who was busy slicing chives, chimed in.

“Well if Thunder is real why? Kok ya busy from yesterday-yesterday on the same day me, now Sekar. Sakjane ono opo anyway, why do Kepo?” Said the mother who turned out to be quite sultry with the actions of several neighbors who continue to ask about whether the true news that blows if the thunder mas will turn on the kades. I have often asked but I did not take it too seriously, because Guntur mas once said this was the work of Mr. Santoso and Kang Yono. Guyonan pas ronda made the issue so that some candidates are quite ketar ketir he said, because Pak Santoso and Mas Yono did not like the vision of the mission of one of the candidates who wanted to expel Kyai Damar if elected, because he said, instead of wanting to build a village instead his intention to expel people who have been devoted to science and science seekers for almost three years in this village.

When almost entering the dzuhur time, Guntur mas matured to the mother and father about the news from Yadi. I still gave ASI to Ziyah in the front room, but the chatter was clear.

I was worried that there would be new problems if YADI and Tika really went home, because they lived in one house with their mother. I was worried that my brother-in-law could be strong and patient to accept the character of the mother, not to mention Tika who incidentally is not an alumni of the boarding school, worry is even a problem that will be a burden on the mind of Guntur mas, last night when I had reminded Guntur mas not to mature to the mother and father of Yadi problems live one roof with mother, but I did not want to go out, but it is in adab that the consideration of Guntur mas is right, however the mother and father still have to be invited to discussion.

“Where else to go, when they contract. Rooms in this house are also still there.” Say mother with her tone.

“I mean Thunder mom, at least mom should learn momong Tika. Lah wong is new here. Worried later the leak did not pity Yadi confused attitude. Momong Tika's patient mother if her son is here.” Say Mas Guntur carefully.

“Well the mother who has to ngajeni mantu, everywhere the ghost who manut in-law. If you do not feel at home later stay here ya go find a house to live alone, you used to be so anyway. Choose to stay alone because Sekar is not at home?” Mother's voice is rising. I deliberately cough so that Guntur mas understand if he has to be patient, do not need to return to answer the questions of the mother who will actually fuel the emotions of the mother.

“Bu…. “ Say mas Thunder slowly. Like that should be almost every discussion session, mother will always win. How was Gus Furqon when I was in the cottage.

“Child is forever a child, parents are only farmers, not educated. They do not want to lose if the matter of opinion, then when the emotions of parents are rising, we should as children be quite silent. But do not stop praying and giving advice in accordance with the situation and conditions, do not be sinister output pesantren his father's mother in misguided, if read yasin every night is sinful, sinful, there is no guide and no proof. Wes ngene ki, pinter but ga nduwe adab karo wong tuo. Wong tuo ga sido becomes better that there is a mangkel finally urip e dewe ga blessing because in the heart of wong tuo there is anger, mangkel hate the same us as children.” Still vividly remembered this chapter when Gus Furqon filled out the study while carrying his daughter because Umi Siti was being treated in the hospital, the remarkable of her breed Kya Rohim. They are still mystic in teaching under any circumstances.

When the night was over to help mom clean up the kitchen equipment, me and Guntur did not care. Suddenly Guntur presented his request to me, I was holding Ziyah, she was a little fussy from this afternoon, I even had to lean against the wall and two pillows I put under the hand that hugged Ziyah, my daughter is fussy after immunization then it has become a habit when fussy, he would sleep if he was hugged. I will also sleep in a sitting state and lean on the wall given a layer of pillows.

“Dik, if you are really kades you agree?” Ask Guntur to me, I saw his two neutrals, he was serious. I cut off his fingertips.

“Since when the Imam asked for his Master's approval to choose a clear life verse is good, precisely what must be asked for his opinion and prayer is Kyai Damar, he as our teacher. Lest we step in with the wrong intention, and Master is the place to ask and be able to guide us.” My speech. Mas Thunder inching moved to the side of the pu. He rubbed Ziyah's head and changed with his hand stopped on my chin.

“Tadis finished reading Yasin, some pilgrims ask that mas really candidate themselves and most importantly one reason mas is want Kyai Damar not to go from this village, yesterday it turned out there were some scholars who came from Benkulu, Padang. They prepare land for Kyai Damar if the status of the land is not clear here. Even the land grant will be given in the name of Kyai Damar, mas ndak want this village to lose the figure of a cleric like Kyai Damar, you are right. Mas will advance in Pildes later his intention to protect Kyai Damar from the intentions of Mr. Marhen.” Thundered mas with the tip of my nose raised, I know what my husband feels. The hearts of students who do not hurt when the teacher is planned to be expelled. Just because personal grudges are not the faults or false beliefs of the cleric.

“The intention is not to say so mas, ndak later even the same Kyai Damar ndak will be agreed. Sufism Kyai Damar and Umi Ayu it's not like us mas, just say mas want nyalon kades, mas will advance if Kyai Damar approve. Quite like that.” Remember me, there are many things that cannot be explained by logic to a simple and knowledgeable figure from a pair of teachers who are one of them alumni of Kali Bening. Even I can be a witness if Umi Ayu is a Kali Bening alumni who really inherited what Umi Laila taught, he did not put the world in his heart. He is not worried about the problems of the world, he is just busy how his time, soul and body are devoted to teaching with anyone who wants to teach in this village.

“Mas, what is the intention of the current mas is a common thread when we once sowan to Kali Bening,” remember me on the Thunder mas. He looked towards me.

“You are right, yet maqom we can understand the bawling of those whom God has loved. Maybe Kyai Rohim already knows what will happen. But a trust is given to us, hopefully Kyai Damar bless.” Guntur mas with red and watery eyes. My man is always easily touched by his heart when it comes to matters with those he loves.

‘Bismilah, if indeed Guntur given the mandate to use his age for the community. So strengthen the heart and mind also body of the servant to accompany the struggle of the husband of the servant Rabb. Your Mamak duty will increase son, son, may you also be strong and always healthy if Allah agrees with the good intentions of your Father,’ my good fortune while stroking Ziyah's hair.