The Tears Of Wedding
Chapter 53 Ziyah, my Light

Me and Guntur looked at each other. A little nervous I replied because of Yadi, all the administration from the hospital where Ziyah was born. Si Nduk was given a name by Umi Ayu when I contacted him via mobile phone. Inevitably I had to contact Umi Ayu, although less ethical actually when I was a student asking for help or prayers from the teacher. But the name of our little princess should be immediately listed on KK and deed. So a beautiful name is also a prayer for him given by Umi Ayu. Asheeqa Fauziah I did not ask Umi Ayu much why, for me the teacher knows more meaning and prayer for our daughter. I asked Guntur to allow him to call Ziyah which means light.

Ziyah is indeed the light of life for me who has not felt like a mother, and the light of life for Vira who now promises to focus on a better life and will not be in a relationship with other men is worried about falling back into the same abyss. I ventured to answer Emi's questions truthfully.

"It's actually 3 days old Doc." Say it slowly.

"Astaghfirullah... So this is a fake? Well, this is what I don't like... Very reckless father mother. My mom will know if anything happens. This baby can't be taken on a plane. His age is still vulnerable... " It appears that Emi's doctor shook his head and tapped his index finger.

"Sorry doctor... We beg.. Worried the family of this baby changed their minds."Ask the doctor.

Doctor Emi looked at me seriously. Somehow the face of Doctor Emi seemed to change instantly. Then it seemed he was scratching his forehead. He seems to be thinking.

"So this isn't mom's real daughter?" Ask Dr. Emi quite surprised. I'm too innocent, can't lie because that's one of the reasons we came home quickly. Worried that Grandma Vira changed again. I looked towards Thunder. Until finally inevitably we tell if it's our adopted child from an extramarital relationship without us telling the details of the problem.

"Away... Why go all the way here. Is there anything in Sumatra that can be adopted?" Ask Dr. Emi again.

"Dok, the story is quite long and worried about actually telling someone's disgrace. We've been 8 years without children" I replied quickly.

"O. make a fishing rod." Said Dr. Emi seraya mangosteen.

"No doc, no. But it was his intention to save this baby. We never intended to adopt a child so that we would be given offspring." Say it slowly.

Doctor Emi seemed to reopen the map in his hands.

"Asheeqa Fauziah, what's the call?" Ask Dr Emi.

From the tone of his speech there was a decrease in ego that had put a sense of dislike so know Ziyah's age at the harvest in order to get on a plane.

"Dok ziyah." Again I answered and looked at the doctor Emi who seemed to have simply turned her attention into the files from Ziyah hospital as well as Ziyah's birth certificate.

"Ziyah.. meaning?" Asked doctor Emi who raised her face, looking at me.

"I don't understand the thing that gave our teacher a name. But for Ziyah alone is light." Answer me. I saw the corner of Doctor Emi's lips curl.

"Well, this afternoon I am ready to accompany Ziyah to fly." Said Emi's doctor who unhesitatingly signed the papers that would be needed later when at the airport. I saw Emi's doctor examining the documents to be handed over to the flight.

"Let's get 45 pieces of stamp duty ready. Get out of here and buy. So that at the airport you and I don't have to buy." Said Doctor Emi who contacted the nurse by phone on her desk.

I don't know why I saw something suspicious. Looks like Emi's doctor is hiding something.

I explained juridically between Guntur and Ziyah, still having a relationship of divinity such as inheritance and guardianship.

"Please in Sumatra mas Guntur will take care because the complete population administration such as family cards (KK), birth certificates" answered me. Doctor Emi put Ziyah's tiny body in the baby box in the room.

"Then what if he grows up? Marriage guardian?" Ask the Emi doctor.

"In Islamic law, it does not have a civil relationship but for the guardian of marriage will still be the guardian of the judge later. Hopefully Ziyah can understand later if indeed he is not our biological child. We will try to educate him with sincere affection. If all that is done then it will be easy to give understanding later, there is a God who will facilitate each of our good intentions." Answer me.

Doctor Emi opened her sunglasses. He looked straight ahead. He looked at the box that contained Ziyah's tiny body.

"Mbak Sekar knows, I have 3 times participated in the baby tube program. The cost is not small, from 400 million, 800 million to the present I join the one in Singapore. The nominal one I don't need to mention. And a while ago I received word that we failed again. It's not about the missing nominal. But about the age that is getting old. I became worried, what is the career, beauty and good looks of the husband if we were just the two of us. But today I learned something from Mbak Sekar and Mas Guntur. My way of thinking is open... " Said doctor Emi.

Indeed, during the trip, Emi many doctors asked us what the work of Guntur mas, and some things that he seemed to want to read what the two of us were like. I don't understand the last words of Dr. Emi. Because Thunder came and said if all was done we could fly with Ziyah. It was exactly what Dr. Emi said. Ziyah on the plane provided a special place, she was given earplugs and was in a box. Doctor Emi sat not far from Ziyah's box during the trip a few minutes after Emi's doctor checked Ziyah. I just understood why not to manipulate the data, if we had insisted that Ziyah was weeks old, then there would definitely be an impact on this journey on her body. Doctor Emi was so fond of observing Ziyah.

And when we arrive at Sultan Mahmud Badaruddin 2, we will just say farewell and thank Emi doctor. But we were asked to wait by Emi's doctor.

"Wait here for a minute." Pinta dr. Emi.

We were waiting for the Emi doctor who had gone somewhere, I carried Ziyah's tiny body. He seemed to be sleeping well. I can't wait to give her ASI soon. Almost 20 minutes I and Guntur waited. Soon Emi's doctor showed up with a paper bag and she handed it to us. Then he took out a brown envelope.

"This is a little bit of me for Ziyah. Titip Ziyah, I beg you to take good care of Ziyah. I've rented a car, he'll drive you straight to your address. And no other passengers. Worried that Ziya might get a virus. So it's safe for Ziyah." Said doctor Emi.

Guntur quickly handed the envelope back.

"Tok what.this is what.we just have to thank you." Mas Guntur said heartlessly. I just feel like a dag dig dug. The envelope given by Dr. Emi is quite thick. And the expression of Thunder mas when I see the contents I have made sure the nominal is quite large.

"Please accept. I yesterday agreed to become Ziyah's escort doctor because of the intention of helping Ziya survive to the destination. And this is one of them. Buy vitamins for ASI mbak Sekar, anyway mbak Sekar talk about ASI. This I have ordered special vitamins and will be sent to the address mbak Sekar. Money to dik Ziyah. Want to kiss Ziyah, but worried that there will be a virus even pity Ziyah." Said Doctor Emi while rubbing my arm.

The doctor passed by with quick steps leaving me and Guntur's car which was picked up by one airport officer. We seem to be going out on an unusual path. Maybe all Emi's doctors are taking care of her. Arriving in the car hired by Emi doctor, the driver of the car looks happy. It turned out that Emi's doctor paid more so that the driver did not take other passengers during the trip to take us home. While pausing at the restaurant Mas Guntur pensively when I just returned from the toilet.

"Allah, if you will... God change cash." Mas Guntur.

Turns out the money that Doctor Emi gave us was almost 20 million. I shed tears while tightly hugging Ziyah's body. Emi doctors have spent a lot of money to have children. Me and Guntur mas haven't even got anything turned out yet. Now I understand the gaze of doctor Emi during the trip. He may understand that the purpose of life in this world is not property, office and happiness. But everything we do in this world God is happy. Like I said when the doctor asked Emi about how it could be okay while we were in a bad state.

"We are only servants of God, doc, very small before God. So God's will to make our lives what they are. Clearly we are asked to always see God wherever we are and to imitate the Prophet as he is the bearer of the treatise." My speech.

Yes, today there are many people who claim to be smart, profess Islam and believe but when understanding sharia it is precisely to judge others not used to judge themselves. I see God more where I am. When I met Guntur's mother at home, I was sure God wanted me to be patient. When I met Vira, I also saw God. Allah will cover one's disgrace in this world and the Hereafter because he covers one's disgrace, this is the Muslim history. Actually this life will be easy to live if we always see that God is always in every breath, in every step. Then it will make us not dare to worship God will also always be patient if we are miserable in the world because the final goal is the hereafter.